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void-tiger · 4 months

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That moment when:

You’re tempted to do more Catchup with text reading after technically enrolling late ‘cause disability bullshit even as said text punches ya in the face for “oh wait that’s adhd making me tense” and “well shit PT just found THAT and it’s not gonna be as simple as Just Relax and Imagine A Balloon Aligning You Proper…”

…because…

…the elearning spot for the practice journal is…not actually showing up. (Also practice is boring and idk if I understand the syllabus since I missed two classes asyoudo when enrolled last minute, and singing when you’re tense and tension causes pain is…frustrating.)

…buuuut I really need to stop practicing at like. 10 PM. Worrying about singing too loud doesn’t do me any favors.

#tiger’s musings #…when ya find yet MORE ways your chronic illnesses and adhd and anxiety fucks ya over Apparently :D #idk. think I’ll practice jazz&chamber choirs songs instead of the audition/allowed for voice one #that’s important too #and…same professor for all three so #which yeah is nervewracking. please don’t think I’m a bad musician sir #then again. this damn expensive ($130!! wHY?!) text #is already FAR MORE INFORMATION than my damn useless voice teacher bothered to give in THREE YEARS of being his student #’cause he either Noped off to perform opera Or gave my slot away to Better Students to make up for Noping Off #OR my old uni director who bullied me!!#…anyway. breathe. but yeah. fuck them.#at least my current choral/voice professor seems to think I’m worth investing in #and thinks I’ll be okay to audition to finish out a degree elsewhere #(even tho he’s gotta know he’s losing me as an ensamble member. short of a transportation miracle #(buuuut I also gotta carry 15 credits per sem for uni or else take 6 in summer #(so…yeah. I won’t be able to keep a seat warm in his ensambles)

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