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k-renne · 6 years

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OPERATION GET KYLO A GF

Summary: It had been YEARS-ages, since Kylo Organa-Solo has had a serious relationship, his last one being in high school. And he’s only grown grumpier since because of it. Ben and Matt are going crazy seeing their brother like this, and they’re worried if they won’t find him a gf soon, it won’t be too much longer before they start getting ignored too.

“Psst Matt, I have an idea,” Ben whispers.

“Ben, why are you whispering? There’s no one else here.” Matt closes his laptop, narrowing his eyes at his brother.

“Wait...Kylo actually left the house, on a Saturday?”

“Well not exactly, he just went to the gym.” Matt explains. Kylo always went to the gym, almost daily if he could. The boys were fortunate enough that there was a gym in their apartment complex. Which was almost a necessity for the eldest triplet, who had very little desire to leave the apartment much as of late.

Kylo had maybe, 3-4 places he’d go in a week, the gym, the grocery store, the coffee shop across from his work, and his office where he worked as a stock broker. And even then he tried to work from home as often as he could.

Sure, he always had been a homebody since he was kid, but these days it was getting extreme. “I’m just not good around people,” He sighed, trying to make Matt understand.

He had no desire to try and make new friends, not when things felt so awkward and forced. He always had difficulty with forging natural friendships, even as a kid-and was often envious when Ben and Matt’s friends came over. Matt would alway say they were his friends too, but that just wasn’t the case. It was simply that he was there, that he happened to be in the space that his brother’s friends were occupying. It’s not like any of them had ever cared to hang out with him by himself anyways, he knew he wasn’t the first choice for company out of the three.

There was one thing that he did desire, as much as he’d never admit it sober, but the signs were there. The sighs when he’d see a couple, the longing gazes, the anger he’d mask it with at seeing anything romantic, and the bitterness from being alone for so long.

At this point, Kylo hadn’t had a real girlfriend since high school, only a few very infrequent hookups between then and now. In a way he had just given up for a while, he had gotten really good at suppressing his more romantic desires and just focusing on himself.

But that facade was beginning to crack, he was having more difficulty controlling his anger as of late and there were a few holes carefully hidden by posters to show for it. He’d snap more at his brothers, and then slink away to brood in his room alone. Living with Kylo’s moodiness was like an additional roommate on its own, making its presence known in the worst of ways.

“Well Ben, I’m waiting, what is it?” Matt adjusted his glasses, a habit after so many years of wearing them.

“We need to find Kylo a girlfriend.”

“That’s easier said than done,” Matt rolls his eyes, thinking of the countless girls he suggested that Kylo shot down.

“I know, it’s gonna suck...but just think he’d be so much happier! I know it’s what he wants he just won’t admit it.” Ben shrugs.

“Just how are we going to do that! He can’t even talk to girls Ben,” Matt shakes his head. “He’s literally afraid of Y/N, she’s the nicest girl ever but Kylo hasn’t spoken much more than a few sentences to her.” Matt adds. You were his good friend from University, and you hung out with him at his apartment often. Kylo didn’t mind because he was more used to you, but he sure acted like he minded.

“Don’t remind me, but listen I have a plan-” Ben stops mid sentence when he hears the door open.

“Hi Kylo!” Ben waves up at him.

Kylo just glares at his brothers cheeriness, “I’m going to take a shower.” He says softly, heading to his room.

“Yeah alright, he needs a girlfriend,” Matt sighs.

Ben didn’t just have one plan, because first they actually had to find the right girl for Kylo. The next few weeks were filled with meet-cutes of all sorts, whether it was asking a pretty girl they thought Kylo was checking out to flirt with him at his coffee shop, making him a dating profile, and all sorts of crazy scenarios.

Kylo didn’t notice half of them. He didn’t notice the barista writing her name and number with a heart next to it, that Mrs. Norris was trying to set him up with her daughter. To a lot of Ben’s ideas, he was completely oblivious.

“Oh wow Kylo you must be really strong,” A girl that Ben talked to flirted with him at the gym.

“Yeah because I lift weights,” Kylo said dead-panned, though his cheeks were pinker than normal.

Ben can’t help but snicker in the corner, though that means another girl he has to cross of his list.

“Who knew this would be so freaking hard!” Ben groans, face planting on Matt’s bed.

Matt raises his hand slowly, but Ben just throws a pillow at him. They both start laughing, until they hear a knock on the door. It’s Kylo. “Come in!” Ben shouts.

When Kylo opens the door, his shoulders drop. He just knew it, his brothers weren’t even trying to include him anymore. He didn’t even have them anymore, with his lips pressed into a thin line he slams the door shut behind him.

“Oh shit he’s upset,” Ben sits up suddenly, wincing as he hears another door slam.

Matt just frowns, “He probably feels left out Ben.” The two brothers look over at each other, “I think we should stop with the plan,” They say at the same time. They nod in agreement, not wanting to lose their already fragile relationship with Kylo.

Kylo never went to bars, especially on his own, but he thought perhaps it was a better place to hide from his brothers who’d no doubt try and track him down. Sitting at the bar seemed to only make him feel even more alone, and Kylo sunk a large hand into his hair as he nursed his drink.

You recognized Kylo from across the bar, you were out with your friends, but that black mop of hair and hulking set of shoulders was unmistakable. Seeing how he barely fit on the tiny bar stool was very amusing to your drunk self, and you decided to go up and say hi to him. Matt and Ben would normally discourage you from being so friendly with Kylo, and you wouldn’t want to bother him either. Still, you were drunk, and you didn’t care this time.

“Where are you going Y/N? You already have a drink,” Your friend asked.

“I’m saying hi to a friend!” You pointed to Kylo.

“Oh shit, he’s huge. And he seems upset, good luck with that!” Your friend pats your arm and you grin.

“Heyyy Kylo,” You come up beside him at the bar, placing your hand on his arm and making him jump. He grunts, almost slipping from his chair, and jerking his head to be met by your smiling face.

He was surprised to see you at the least, and even more surprised at your smile. “How are you? It’s been a while,” You ask him.

Kylo is just bracing himself, waiting for you to ask about his brothers, what they’re doing and why he’s not with them. Before you even get the chance to ask he answers, “Matt and Ben are doing fine,” He says through gritted teeth.

“Well that’s good, but I didn’t ask about them-I asked about youuu,” You poke his nose, smiling as a blush blooms in his cheeks.

“Oh...I’m uh I’m good. Yeah.” Kylo scratches the back of his neck, eyes looking down at his drink.

“Really? You don’t look like you’re having much fun, I thought this type of thing wasn’t your scene.”

Kylo gulps, how did you even know that? He had seen you around the apartment with Matt, sure-but he had barely spoken to you before, your friendliness intimidating him. But here, he couldn’t exactly run away to his room like he usually did.

“Hey,” You said, noticing something as you poked Kylo’s cheek. “Matt doesn’t have this one,” You commented on a mole you noticed on his cheek. “Or Ben,” You add.

Kylo inhales sharply, picking up his drink to take a big sip. “It’s really cute, I love it,” You sighed dreamily, swaying a little until you leaned against Kylo’s side.

That was it, you were drunk. That was the only way he could explain it, maybe he should get you home...he didn’t want you to get sick and he couldn’t seem to find your friends.

“Oh my god! They ditched me,” You pouted, looking at your phone. “See!” You put your phone in Kylo’s face.

He squinted to read the screen too close, gently closing his hand around your wrist to get your phone out of his face. “It’s alright, I can get you home,” Kylo assured you, seeing your distress.

“Woah,” You swayed again as he got up, everything feeling spinny until Kylo wrapped an arm around your waist.

“Don��t worry I won’t let you fall,” He murmured, looking down at you with concern. You looked up at him for a moment, your eyes going wide as you stared up at him. His lips looked so kissable, and he looked so handsome with his dark hair framing his face. Your heart raced as his gaze softened, feeling his fingertips lightly graze your cheek. You leaned more of your weight against him, humming.

Kylo meanwhile was freaking out, you were Matt’s best friend, and he had always sorta been fond of you. Having you this close was torturously good, it reminded him of what he was missing. It was touch. That was what he was lacking, evidenced by the way you leaning against him was enough to make his heart seize.

“Shall I get an Uber? Where do you live?” He leans down to ask you, deep voice making the hand resting against his chest vibrate.

“Noooo we can walk,” You shook your head.

“Are you sure?” He didn’t want you to stumble.

“Mhmm.” You nodded.

You walk in silence with Kylo on the street, holding his hand which is secured across your waist. You can feel his eyes on you every few moments, looking down and checking on you. “This is nice,” You smiled. “Just you and me,” You added, giving him a flirty look.

Kylo looked down at you strangely...did you like that? Like being with him...no, you were drunk. He had to remember that. He couldn’t take things to heart so much, even if he still kept thinking of how you called his mole cute.

When you got to the entrance of your lobby, you gave Kylo a big hug, “Thank you handsome,” You said, rubbing your cheek against his chest. Being so close to him and tipsy like this was making your little crush get the best of you, and you couldn’t resist reaching up to leave a kiss on his chin either over another freckle you spotted.

“She kissed me!” Kylo blurted out once you were gone. His lips parted in surprise, and he looked towards your building in awe, bringing his hand up to his chin. He didn’t realize he was grinning on his walk home, until Ben commented on it as he walked through the door.

“Woah Kylo, what’s got you so happy?”

“Kylo! There you are we’ve been worrying about you,” Matt crosses his arms.

Kylo looks at Matt, concern crossing his face before he masks it, “It’s nothing, I’m going to bed.”

He couldn’t tell Matt that what had just happened with his best friend, if he ever started dating you, he’d want you to himself and he’d worry about stealing Matt’s pretty friend away. But still, Matt had plenty of his friends maybe...just maybe he could take you for himself. He deserved at least that after all. As he lay awake late into the night, Kylo began formulating a plan of his own.

#kylo x reader #modern!kylo #kylo ren #triplet!kylo #triplet au #solo triplets #kylo ren x reader #possibly gonna do a part two if i can get myself to write it #i have part of it written already

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ts-crossroads · 6 years

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Episode Three - “The World’s Smallest Violin, Playing Just For You” - Rebecka

Hey so....guess who we just got out? EMILY. It’s wild because she was so confident and strategic and that made for the perfect blindside. I feel like she was doing well until she thought she had solidified Johnny’s vote, that was a little messy. I hope she isn’t right about us losing challenges now. I think we can do well and hopefully pull through, if anything me and John are pretty solid on either side with Haley or with Johnny/Ryan. Now that Rhone is gone and I literally only know John I’m trying to cling to him a bit just because I feel like he has a stronger social standing. But we shall see!

I cannot believe someone called out Emily for liking our tribe better. I mean I don’t blame her, impala is great. But their tribe was safe last round literally bc they worked with us. Also I’m nervous about this switching tribe thing bc I love my tribe and I really don’t want to lose them hahaha. At least I don’t have to worry about Emily and Bryan later down the road. But Emily did seem like someone I wanted to work with :/ oh well Ok everyone I talk to on this tribe loves it and ned even took it as far as saying he wants all of us at final 6. I’m sorry but like, no Hahahaha. When we merge, I will rely on some of these relationships (ned, Chris and Dane) but I will work with others, I can’t just stick with my start up tribe hahaha

Fatum's tribal went a lot better than expected. Now that Emily's out of the picture, I'm not as concerned about Bryan flipping. What I AM concerned about is the possibility of Fauna and Onion teaming up against us, because if the questions from the last tribal are any indication, it sounds like people aren't too happy about our winning streak. As Storymaster, Chris chose to let everyone decide if they want to mutiny. I think everyone on our tribe is staying, but I imagined a horrible scenario where the entire Onion tribe mutinied to Fauna and the tribes were suddenly 10-6. Please no.

Wow. Tribal went fantastic. I had my formal last night and was completely blackout during tribal council, so I didn't fully wrap my head around what was happening until right now, and THANK GOD IT HAPPENED!! Emily was playing too hard, and not only that, but the five of us were very together on what was happening, which is good for team cohesion. I am going HAM on the next immunity challenge because I do not wanna go back to tribal council, but I know it's bound to happen again. I definitely think the next vote is going to be between Nicole and Haley, in terms of the names being thrown out there, but without a doubt, I am not voting out Haley. I need to bring her rookie-try hard ass to the merge, because I think I've officially found someone who is going to be a bigger target come merge than I would ever be, because I somehow always seem to be that target, and to be quite honest here, I'm fairly confident in making merge now that I've made it through one tribal. I have this very serious goal this round to have an edgic of MOR2. I need to not be under the radar, because obviously a winner is never under the radar, but I really need to be low-key this round. I didn't take any heat in particular last round, but Ryan was a bit confused as to why I was agreeing to vote for him, and the good part is that he was saying he was scared because he didn't wanna expose our relationship, so he can just be saying that, or he can actually mean it. I need to just lay low and really hope we don't go to tribal, and I don't get selected to go a tribal council. I want to quietly look for the idol, by myself, and hope to make progress, while not being super communicative in hopes for the best. I'm playing in a risky reward challenge, and I think I'm not gonna try too hard in the challenge, since it's all about knocking people out of the challenge, unless I get later in the challenge and it's advantageous for me. I don't want to make those moves against anyone, so we'll see what happens since that's an auto target on my back if I play that challenge a bit poorly. We'll see what happens.

A bitch has a confessional, socially im flopping. Which is bad. Because my alliance of me, Brandon and Jake is fucked bc Rebecka or Bran has an idol. But they both hate eachother omg. Rebecka SNAPPED on his ass!

Chris thinking he is slick but then accidentally messaging Bryan about me and Bryan and then deleting it immediately. I see how it is, you’re done :)

Ok me and Bryan are working together without Chris. I don’t know if Chris knows I know. I’m sure he does bc Bryan confronted him (not sure if that was the smartest) but Bryan didn’t specify if he told Chris or if Chris would assume a relationship between me and Bryan. I really thought I could trust Chris but that’s shady that he messaged Bryan (obvs meaning to send it elsewhere) about how he told me and Bryan to not do 13. It makes me want to try 13 anyway. I am hoping he meant it for his confessional chat rather than another castaway. I would hate to feel like the entire tribe is working against me

Also going back to earlier, I’m pissed bran won. He used a movie poster and like 4 edits on photoshop whereas I made my flag from scratch and I only lost by 5 points. I came so close compared to the other submissions and I just worked so hard on it

Ok so I smoothed things over with Chris and with Bryan and I think I can now work with both of them in this idol hunt. I just really want to find it bc I find idols so rarely :( I think since we haven’t been in trouble yet, paranoia is just taking over some of this tribe. I want to believe that Chris was just telling his confessional chat and that he lied to Bryan about working with me to maximize his chances of finding the idol. It’s a great plan, I don’t blame him for it. But a small part of me worries he is working with someone else on the tribe against me and Bryan. I know it wouldn’t be ned. The more we talk, the more we have in common. I really see us going far together. I haven’t spoken to autumn since day 1 in one world so it could very well likely be her or even Dane. Just bc he’s on so infrequently and he doesn’t say much when he is online. But a majority part of me is saying that Chris meant to make it a confessional.

this game is lame, i trust no one on my tribe, i trust no one on the other tribes.

Bran can't submit even 1 item for the scavenger hunt but can somehow show up to win the reward challenge AS WELL AS argue with me that they should be team captain? oh im so sorry that i dont want you to be the captain. in fact, here's the world's smallest violin, playing JUST for you, bran. Sometimes i think I should've mutiny-ed but I dont think i'd be any better off. I don't fully trust brandon after the whole let's blindside rhone and make him first boot like what the actual fuck who thought that was a good idea our tribe sucks but at least brandon will talk to me even if its not game related? idk everything is lame im lame i give up bye !!!!

Alright so a lot has happened. Ned found half of an idol so I HOPE we’re able to find this other half after immunity results. Autumn, Ned, Dane, and myself have officially formed our 4some. I fucked up by making Bryan something NOT meant for him. I basically said I was using Sam and Bryan. I think I recovered with Sam but Bryan definitely doesn’t trust me. Regardless we can split votes 2-2-2 if needed. My tribe volunteered me to compete in the challenge... That was NOT the plan. I do not want to be the guy everyone looks to for challenges because then I become Joe Anglim. And I don’t want to be Joe Anglim. But I beat Johnny so I’m safe. I hope I beat BDC cause if so, Johnny is taking me to his tribe to vote with him at tribal. This’ll be my Opportunity to gain some trust with them for the inevitable swap.

I'm so broken apart by what happened this round. I honestly love playing, since it's going to be the most survivor-like experience I can possibly get, and I love getting to know people and play the game and be a power player, but I can't do that if I'm getting voted out third. So to start why I'm so upset, let's rewind to last night. I decided to volunteer to compete in the immunity challenge for my tribe. I know I'm a pretty decent competitor, and I really really thought I had a chance at winning immunity this round, but that clearly isn't what happened. I am fairly confident in my challenge skills, but once I'm ready to compete, Owen tells me that we'll be competing in a logic puzzle..................... For anyone who doesn't know, logic puzzles are absolutely the worst thing to ever happen to me ever, I literally take nine hours to do the simple ones, so this was just death. I actually really honed in on the challenge, but couldn't come out with a W. I was prepared for me, as the losing captain, to choose someone from the winning tribe to win to bring to tribal with me, and I was going to pick Jake, but OF COURSE the twists keep changing every round, which is getting more and more annoying to deal with, but I'm rolling with it. The decision was this: On 12/18/17, at 6:47 PM, Owen (Crossroads Host) wrote: > This round, your tribe is going back to tribal. However, only three of the five of you will be eligible to WALK THE PLANK. Because you failed as a captain, you are automatically one of the three eligible. The winning captain has selected Ryan to join you. Between John, Haley, and Nicole you must select the third person to face elimination with you. Only the three of you will be able to get votes. It will not be revealed which person the winner picked and which person you chose. It is your own decision as a captain. SOOOOOOOOOOO Now Ryan and I are forced to be the two votes, and i'm basically forced to single handedly choose, before everyone else finds out, who I'm voting for this round, because I'm clearly not voting for Ryan this round since i trust him. My thought process was that I was either going to have to choose between the "stoners" (john haley ryan me) or the vets on our tribe, which is Nicole Ryan Haley me, and I basically chose the stoners to side with since I don't have an alliance chat with the vets, and I didn't want shit blowing up if I chose Haley. The biggest reason John was off the table was because the names going around last round were everyone except him and I, so I just wanted as many people to potentially get voted for to be up for eviction with me.

As for what I'm thinking for this vote.... i'm tripping out a little bit now that it's been announced. I told Nicole that I am the reason she's up to be voted out, because i wanted to be transparent. I figured lying about it doesn't really help the situation this round. When it comes down to who I'm voting for. I'm locking in Nicole because i can't vote for Ryan. I know that Ryan and Haley are never going to vote for me, and I'm hoping John wouldn't vote for me, but now I'm hearing a few other things that are making me a bit disappointed with him, where John wants to keep Nicole, but says he won't vote for Ryan or I. This is all according to Haley. I think I'm going to have a knot in my stomach until tribal council happens, and I'm tip toeing on the idea of telling Haley I have a half of an idol, but I'm thinking that I'll probably find another half very soon, so I'm just trying to hold onto the fact that I can have a completely secret idol, while consistently telling people where to search, and me knowing that I can't possibly have found something, when in all reality, I've got a half an idol and I'm being very cautious about it. What some people AREN'T being cautious about is how much they tell Haley. I trust that Haley wants to work with me very well, I'm not questioning that, but I am questioning how smart that girl is. She seems very eager, which is good, but she told me that SHE and NICOLE both have halves of idols to where I'm like WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK OWEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GIVING AWAY THIS MANY HALVES!?!!?? The good thing is that I know where three of them are, and that's because Haley told me. Once Haley knows something, everyone knows. I'm being good at keeping my mouth shut this time around :)

Ok I’m glad we won the challenge. But how imperium stands right now I think if we do go to a vote it will be a 3 to 3 vote with me, Sam and Ned against Chris, autumn, and Dane or 4 to 2 with me, Sam, Ned, and Dane against Chris and autumn.

Okay so I am about to single handedly make a blindside happen at tribal, alongside the help of Haley. I went on call with Haley, and told her I had a half an idol, which wasn't my first choice of things I wanted to do, due to my traumatic idol PTSD from past games, but I took a different route by telling Haley, and I made a pretty ingenious plan to get me into the best position on this tribe as possible. Step 1: Get Haley to give me her other half of the idol. (DONE) Step 2: Tell Haley that it's okay to vote for me at tribal, and that it's going to be 3 votes for me, 2 votes for Nicole (DONE) Step 3: Watch the blindside unfold. Step 4: Do damage control with John. Let Ryan be mad at John and Haley for voting for me, let John have to apologize for voting for me, and me play victim and try to really rebuild the strength of our relationships. And then after that, make sure that John and Ryan are the ones at odds with each other, while me getting John back on my side, and putting me back in the driver's seat. I know that this is going to put an insane target on my back when it gets to later in the game, and I'm going to be the guy who had a good idol play in the third round, and I'm going to be the guy that's like "he found the idol once, he can probably find one again" so I'm going to have to be real tricky with getting to merge, because I think the target is going to be on my back a lot more now than it would have ever been this early in the game, but I'll just have to throw caution to the wind and really come up with some shit and hope for the best. I did not want to have to play this hard this early, but it's happening :/ I need a swap soon. I would LOVE for us to go to tribal one more time before we swapped, to vote out John, and then Haley, Ryan and I all make it to a swap, to where I need to build some super strong relationships with some people. Haley ratted out John so much to me in the midst of this whole thing, and that Nicole and John are trying to vote for me this round, and John is going to say some snarky shit like "There's only room for one John." I'm torn on when I'm going to use the "throw haley under the bus" card, but I'm not quite there yet. I know it's going to come eventually, because that girl is playing very well very hard and very early in this game, so it'll be too tough to tell. I don't like that this is how this round is happening, but I'm ready for that OTTP5 edgic this round..... Me when I wanted a MOR3 NFVNVKSLDNFJKLVNLJKSDF

So more information coming your way live from Johnny's bed :) So Haley also tells me that Nicole is negotiating Haley's vote for the half of an idol that Nicole has, so now the plan is for Nicole to give Haley the half an idol before tribal, and then I'm going to be idoling out Nicole at tribal, while Haley has the half an idol in her pocket, which means we're back to Haley having a half, and all we have to do is find one more half, and we're golden. This is a very productive round for my game. If only this was a merge tribal council this was happening at, I'd be making a winning move here, but it's cool. I'll just hope for Owen to continue to throw twists my way that can hopefully get me out of these snake holes ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So it's been a lot more calm now that we won the last two challenge which is nice although there was some drama picking team captain, I thought Rebecka was getting close with Bran but them fighting over Bran being captain or not showed that Rebecka isn't with him.

And I'm kinda worried about her cus I know Julia and her have some kind of connection now, I also think she's doing anything she can to get back into good graces. Like when I said I was doing my final project yesterday she PMd me saying that I could do it and she believed in me and shit which is nice and myabe that's her being genuine but she wasn't that talkative until she realized she was on the bottom so hmmm I feel like she might just be trying to get me to trust her now. But hunny I don't buy it, you're a threat. I don't trust you and if we ever swapped tribes and it was just you and me on a new tribe I already know you'd try to get my ass out. So i'ma strike first. Idk if we're gonna tribe swap next round or not but if we don't and we lose the challenge I am pushing hard for Rebecka to go. She is a threat to me and her torch needs to be snuffed.

Things are finally getting wild. I brought together my two alliances to form the Kids Next Door, an alliance consisting of Chris, Autumn, Dane, and myself. I've also been forming better relationships with Sam and Bryan, because it's looking pretty likely that we'll end up swapping soon- and I genuinely like them both. Like, if we ended up as the final 6, I'd be incredibly happy. Chris also screwed up and sent Bryan a message that was meant for Autumn and me, and Bryan went and told me about it- so I'm hoping he trusts me enough to give me information in case we ever lose. The only person I haven't talked strategy with is Sam, so it feels like we're both walking on thin ice trying to avoid mentioning the elephant in the room: that she betrayed me once, and we'd LIKE to work together, but we don't know if it's possible to completely trust one another given our history. Also, my pockets are overflowing with little knickknacks that I can't really do anything with. https://78.media.tumblr.com/ea49454532a394d02c4f61d90a7c7362/tumblr_nhrjgwdRhp1u4mldxo1_400.gif So far, in the Storybook, I've found a challenge advantage, half a Hidden Immunity Idol, and a coin that might possibly one day do something if I'm lucky. I'm hoping I get to stick around to see all these things pay off. In the meantime, only Johnny, Ryan, and Nicole are eligible to be voted off, and I'm really hoping Nicole goes home. If Johnny goes home I might cry.

BDC is a real asshole to pick me over Haley and John. I know he doesn’t like me , I wish he wasn’t so fucking fake

Our tribe has alliances within alliance and it's starting to unfold. Our tribe is a mess and very sloppy you never know where people heads are at you get told one thing one minute and next it's a whole new thing. Hopefully the people who I trust which is Ryan, john and Johnny all stick with the original plan tonight and vote Nicole .

Ok so there's officially two alliances within Imperium- one with Dane and one without him lol. Ned, Chris, and I are the closest so we're Mystery Inc since I said our tribe feels a lot like Scooby Doo. We believe the three of us are Fred, Shaggy, and Daphne while Dane, Sam, and Bryan are Scooby, Velma, and Scrappy. Honestly I can't unsee it and that alliance could highkey go all the way because no one really picks up on it. The one with Dane is Kids Next Door based off of Codename Kids Next Door haha; Ned is No. 1, Dane is No. 3, Chris is No. 4, and I'm No. 5 (we've given Owen No. 2 lmao). Both alliances are solid and I feel really good about that so no complaints! Imperium talks all day every day so I really don't even want us to go to tribal. We're very 60's and all about peace, love, and good vibes. Yes we have a suballiance and I know Vietnam is coming but so far we don't really have any major problems or issues to work out. I think Sam and Bryan are too dangerous to make merge but we're lowkey a family now so I'm slightly torn. THERE BETTER NOT BE A TRIBE SWAP OR ELSE ILL FIGHT KNOW THAT

So like this tribe is so sketchy. Like bitch if you are gonna be so sketchy get a sketchbook smh. Anyways, so like I only trust Brandon on this tribe. Fuck the rest of these hoes. I can sniff out the BS. So Brandon and I are pretty positive that Bran got an Idol. And we are also pretty posititve Bran is throwing the challenges because he has an idol, and wants to play it. Which puts anyone at risk in this tribe. Like shit! I ain't got time 4 it. And ALSO Rebecka and Jake. Don't even get me started. I used to make alliances and close friendships of mine very obvious on accident, and they are no different. Like bitch OBVIOUSLY you are messing around. And that is VERY DANGEROUS. Because it outs the Brandon /Jake/Julia allaince, and makes Jake safe, and screws Brandon and I. UgHHH. I am really hoping for a goddamn swap ngl.

https://youtu.be/Nf6Gt2hLBHI

I'm so annoyed, but if this works, it may be one of the biggest early moves I've ever made. First off.... the confessional from earlier. It was a genius idea, but of course our tribe's village idiot fucks it up yet again (dull) So OF COURSE (surprise surprise) Haley tells Ryan about the idol, which means that our cover is blown, Ryan is mad I didn't tell him, and now Haley is "telling" me she is 100% voting for Nicole. I don't trust Haley for shit, so I run to John because I've just gotta get him 100% on my side to make sure that he is going to be voting to keep me, and he knows that he can use me in the future, and that even though he loves Nicole, he's gotta trust me. I tell John that Haley gave me her half of the idol, and that I've got the whole thing. I told John that if he doesn't tell anyone that he knows about my idol, it gives us a lot of wiggle room and we can figure out how Haley is going to use her knowing about my idol to her advantage, and we can just out her more as a snake than she has been for the first three rounds of this game. John also told me that Nicole gave her half of the idol to John, since she is so confident she is being voted out, so now Haley has nothing (thank the lord), i've got a full one, and John has a half, which can turn into a whole very very soon since apparently these things are dumb easy to find. (Note: I told John that if I found another half, I'd give it to him, but there's no way in fucking hell I'm giving up a half an idol, are you fucking kidding me? The only way I'd give it to him is if I had to do something dumb, publicly, to obtain the idol... Then I'd give it to John *eyeroll*) Nicole and John both promised me I'm not being fucked with, and that I'm a good guy and this isn't some master blindside, and if they're correct, then we're going to have four stoners here after tribal council, and our alliance of four is what is going to remain. Here is where I stand right now: 1. I don't trust Haley for shit 2. I need to work on John's trust, and I kinda expect him to tell Ryan about my whole idol, but he knows that Ryan knows and that may get back to me, so he may not tell Ryan 3. Ryan needs to know that I still have utmost trust in him, and that him and I are probably at the center of this tribe right now, because next tribal will probably be between John and Haley going home. 4. Nicole is a saint, does not deserve this if she's getting voted out, but if she has an idol of some kind, and i'm being fucked with, rip Ryan. I'm praying this tribal goes in my favor.

https://youtu.be/NhG5oWDSHpw https://youtu.be/6NYH_XsYX8c

#tscrossroads #episode three #confessionals

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