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royalreef · 2 years

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Ugh. Why’d she have to remind herself that she’s only got like... four months left? It never feels like she can breathe. It’s always either approaching or she’s only just starting to recover from it. That’s the nature of cycles, she supposes. Coming and going. Coming and going. Around and around the wheel goes, not stopping until it ends.

#Glory and Gore || IC #Many fish in the sea || Misc. IC Content #(( tbh ive been thinking about this event again #(( specifically in the context of montrip #(( mainly in the sense that it implies the days at spooky high are long past them #(( and in miranda lore that has some HEAVY implications #(( and it makes seeing miranda post-graduation. uh. reaaaaally fucking HARD.#(( because her kingdom brought her back to the palace and she's been put back on the track of her crown princess training #(( and not only would they isolate her hardcore from anyone outside the throne again #(( (gilded cage and all that)#(( but it would imply some personality changes in miranda as her living situation gets Real Bad again #(( and she'd effectively have a relapse back to freshman miranda #(( which im not sure if. anyone! would be interested! in writing with that!#(( because its one thing when other characters dont know miranda yet #(( and its another after theyve come to know her and she's clearly. Not Okay.#(( not merely just lashing out but. teetering on the ''functional'' side of a total breakdown.#(( its even worse after shes been able to get a taste of freedom and affection and companionship and love #(( and still got put back in her gilded cage anyways and either no one stopped it or no one could stop it #(( there's a big part of her that'd start blaming everyone else regardless because. again.#(( now she knows how much better it could be and she still had to go back anyways #(( that would be a miri who can barely talk to anyone outside of the throne again and a miri who #(( seesaws between hating everyone else and hating herself #(( she. ah. she really doesnt want to go back to her abusers basically. sure she'll say differently but saying and wanting are not the same.#self hate #abuse #trauma #familial abuse #(( yeah these tags got R o u g h

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