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firstpandora · 2 years

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𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 ›› 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜

now that billie had FINALLY pulled herself away from the potters wheel — after apparently four hours of not moving — she rinsed the clay from her hands and under her nails, and THEN hunger had fully set in. she was ravenous; stomach growling petulantly. she’d jumped on her bike, headed down into town and stopped by the chinese takeaway for her regular, put her order in the basket at the front of her bike and then headed off to find a grassy knoll with some sunlight for an impromptu solo picnic. —- using her jumper as a min-blanket to set her fried rice and honey soy chicken out; it was actually pretty peaceful, the ambient sounds of people and animals and nature setting up a lovely and calming auditory backdrop. when a crow swooped down, NOT her dear harbinger (he’s at home), but curious enough, she offered the bird a piece of carrot which it plucked from her fingers and then flew off with a great FLAP of wings and a small inky-black feather left behind, she picked it up, tucking it in her dark curls with a smile on her lips.

—- from out of her bag she pulled the knife, fork and spoon set that she kept on herself and reused to avoid waste —- and, when turning slightly to reach for her lemonade, she spied a face and gave a friendly, small, wave and smile; she still felt VERY new on the island, but was doing her best to integrate.

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thelucasmcguire · 2 years

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𝚅𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝙼𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚘 𝚡 𝚉𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙿𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚊 𝚀𝚞𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚡 𝚉𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙷𝚊𝚣𝚎 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙹𝚎𝚖 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙾𝚠𝚕 𝙿𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚡 𝚅𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊 𝙻𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙱𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚡 𝚅𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊 𝙻𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝚅𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚡 𝚅𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊 𝙻𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝚂𝚔𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚎𝚛 𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝚊𝚢 𝟻𝟶 𝚘𝚏 𝟾𝟶-𝟷𝟶𝟶 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚢𝚙𝚎 . -𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 -𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚍𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚎 -𝙰𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝟸𝟷+ . #cannabis #cannabisgrower #cannabisgrowers #mmj #denver #denvercolorado #colorado #michigan #oklahoma #poteau #okc #tulsa #arkansas #mena #menaarkansas #epic #garden #gardening #farm #farmlife #farmer #organic #vegan #plant #plants #plantdaddy #plantdad #daddy #instagood #love (at Field of Dreams) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgr8_yqrFYe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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pagetorn · 2 years

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STUDY : 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚁𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚃𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚛

— 𝙱𝙰𝚂𝙸𝙲𝚂.

▸𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚕 / 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 / 𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 ?

5′11″ (a tol for a gorl).

▸𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 ?

during her days as a ballet dancer, her height was was considered an issue as most ballerinas are average 167cm (5′4″) and in Europe, some companies even required their female dancers to be no taller than the traditional 165cm. She was made an exception due to her exceptional talent but it’s made her hyper aware of her height and even bordering uncomfortable with it.

▸ 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 ?

When she was a girl, her mother forced her to keep it long. Normally kept past her waist and braided. after her mother’s death, she cuts it shoulder length and keeps it there. She has bangs on occasion.

▸ 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 / 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 ?

Hair is meticulously maintained, straight, silky, and rarely sporting any frizz. She can spend up to an hour on her hair, more so when it was kept incredibly long as shampooing, conditioning, drying, and brushing was a process

▸ 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 / 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 ?

on occasion. old habits die hard, and when she was young, appearance was everything. Her mother made sure of that. Now, she barely wears makeup but can dress up when aiming to impress.

— 𝙿𝚁𝙴𝙵𝙴𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴𝚂.

▸ 𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚜 ? indoors

▸ 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎 ? rain.

▸ 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 ? forest

▸ 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚎𝚖𝚜 ? either or.

▸ 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚖𝚎𝚜 ? neither

▸ 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 ? personality.

▸ 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚍 ? being alone

▸ 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑𝚢 ? order.

▸ 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜 ? painful truths.

▸ 𝚜𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚌 ? science

▸ 𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚝 ? peace.

▸ 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚢 ? night.

▸𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚔 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚠𝚗 ? dusk.

▸ 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 ? cold.

▸ 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚊𝚌𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 ? a few close friends.

▸ 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎 ? reading

— 𝚀𝚄𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙰𝙸𝚁𝙴.

▸𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎’𝚜 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚜 ?

aiding and abetting, omission, denial.

▸ 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 ? 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 ?

she lost both parents but only her father truly affected her. While he was a big source of her trauma, there was a part of him that was kind and loving. When he died, she felt conflicted. Guilty for feeling relief that he was gone and still doesn’t know how to properly grieve or process what happened to her. her mother can rot for all she cares.

▸ 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 ?

she doesn’t have many. she’s not even sure if she truly knows what the word fond means. The closest thing she has is the night she danced for the Royal Ballet Company in front of thousands, but even that is tainted by the horror the same night brought when her mother broke her leg, destroying her career with the company.

▸𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕 ?

yes.

▸ 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 ?

she’s been forced all her life to suppress any emotions she feels and very rarely does she crack. when it does happen, it’s slow, silent tears that travel down her face, red cheeks, trembling lip, but that’s the most she’ll show at any time. She’s never sobbed even though it probably would do her some good to have a good wail.

▸ 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 ?

probably not. unless she was in love with them.

▸ 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢’𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 ?

she smiles. it isn’t common for her to really show anything other than apathy and indifference but when she cares about someone or enjoys their company and starts to fall for them, she smiles more. she’d do anything they asked. alice has a very warped perception of love and what it means to be in love. she thinks anyone who shows her even the smallest bit of affection is worth dying for because they gave a touch starved girl attention. she will killed for a loved one, tends to get gifts and offer anything she has for them.

#.alice turner // hc

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