Lord of salvation keep looking away It is your will that this world goes astray Take us each day from this place you unworthed Unfulfilled promise of heaven on earth

Blame it on God. Blame it on Him

Fandomless OC based loosely on Christian and Catholic religious views. Semi-Selective, OC and fandom friendly. NSFW themes, 18+ ish. Roleplaying since 2007/2008.

Rules II Main Muse Sanako II Navigation (Includes other muses)

Returned home last night from Katsucon, I can reply to stuff if Tumblr isn't telling me about them, just let me know.

My car has a hole in its engine, in another state. Lowkey traumatized.

Me, wants more threads, also me, is too much of a pussy to ask for them from people to plot.

Yall want a starter? Like this post, and specify A!U and muse.

Happy new years for the people it already hit and whoever is still waiting on it to be 2024.

Im celebrating by sewing on and off, eating food and being super tipsy and kinda drunk since I dont go anywhere for this LOL. I refuse to drink and drive.

I appreciate yall dealing with my bullshit

Six days ago was my 4 year anniversary on this blog and tbh I forgot that it was LOL

But hello I am back, and I had fun.

Also my dumb ass.

Makes two greeter starters for @rage-trigger and remembers to fill the queue for @ignoranceisntvoltaine but my dumb whore ass forgot to do the same for @cailleachbreige LOOOL that proves Im just. So exhausted man.

Like, I just dont want to sound like a dick, it seemed like the whole reblog from source thing has become a known thing (It wasn't when I started roleplaying here in 2012 when the Onceler was a Tumblr fancy hot man) and I was hoping to just not state it.

But Imma go back to doing cosplay shit while I wait for my Ipod to charge so I can go for a walk

Chugs their big as fuck cuppa coffee because theyve been up since 3 am and worked on cosplay shit.

Yall its Sanako's birthday and this is the first time since I came over to Tumblr in 2011/2012 in the height of the Lorax fandom being feral to rp Im hopefully celebrating it so piss Sanako off.

Also can someone reblog this to get people to interact with both @cailleachbreige and @ignoranceisntvoltaine so I can get headcannons and shit posted, and more threads?

Im going to hopefully fill their queues while I make my Kitsune sideblog but RIP

If I bring my Kitsune to this blog as a side blog, would anyone rp with him?

I have Voltaine who I still need to post their headcannons and they're a OC for Crash Bandicoot and @cailleachbreige who's a fandomless Witch OC.

I miss him tbh and I can see him getting along well with @ama-tcra-su and them just vibing at the Temple he works at.

I just want those two blogs more active, but I dont have a promo post for them since I dont have pictures of Voltaine other than the one my friend drew of him and same with Finley.

How tf do people feel comfy in their own body and where can I learn to get that confidence?

I ran out of my 200mg dose of Anti-depressants Sunday and they wont give me more until I speak to the doctor friday and on top of grief of the two one year anniversaries of loosing a beloved pet on October 29th 2022 and a beloved friend on November 13th 2022 I really fucking need them (Even though theyre slowly loosing their effects right now after only a few fucking months which fuck me amirite?)

Im tempted to relapse and quit cosplaying because of my self image issues

The job I have now, the one I have after leaving the Medical field June 2022 for my own mental health because 10 and a half years literally was killing me: Yeah yall can dress up for halloween have fun.

Me: Has dressed up for Humans Verses Zombies as Huntress, got mistaken as a Splicer from Bioshock, and still has fake blood all over her sweater. Alright bet time to make it hard to piss again since I have 20 layers to take off but time to intimidate Coworkers in the cosplay I get called Mommy in

Look ngl the memes that @ama-tcra-su make of Chibi are adorable and they give me a tiny bit of life whenever I see them on my dash.

Theyre going to help me get through the new Anti-depressant bull that Im having to do (Im going from 25mgs for like, two days, to 50mg for three, then 100/150 for two then finally to 200 since thats the only way it works for me now) and its going to be a RIDE and Chibi Ammy gives me life.

@baiika Said:

//not to be all "back in my day (shakes walker)" but back in '12-'16ish ppl like Actually sent memes Idk why it stopped when it's one of the funnest parts of tunglr rp but it's contributing to the death of the scene which annoys me. Like... just send memes? Not hard.

I dont mind not getting them, I used to get a shit ton of anon hate just because of how Sanako was before I took the RE fandom out and fleshed her out. Im just. I dont want to feel like Im JUST a meme reblog place when theres literal blogs for that. Its why they let people reblog from them, so people can ask memes.

Hey yall can you please reblog any memes and other in character related items from their source? Unless you are going to send in the memes from said reblogged from me post. Its not in my rules because I dont want to make it a rule. But recently its been happening from recent followers and Ive been thinking its replies Im getting from people? Im trying to get back into roleplaying and because of me making the two side blogs of old characters and possibly a third, my mental health has been improving and my drive to reply to shit has been going up.

Dont make me do a "Reblog the items I reblog from the source since thats what I do, no matter if they're a meme or relating to character asthetic, unless its a self promo, or if you are going to reblog it from me if its a meme, REblog Karma will kick in" rule. Any and all of the memes and such in my queue are reblogged from the source. Im not your meme blog. Dont get them from me, same with anything else.

@ama-tcra-su said:

// I personally don't mind tbh

TBH LIKE Ill try to get off my severely depressed ass and bring him over (I forgot if I actually made a blog for him or not Ill have to see if not I have his info still) but AMMY PROBABLY WOULD LOVE HIM AND IDK WHY????

Ammy: Comes on in and barks.

Him: Oh henlo is you, let me go get tea do the things you gotta do to enter shrine please I got nice cups that match fur.