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onirique-amaranth · 4 months
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Heyy, I know you’re probably not going to see this since you’re not using this account anymore but i think i used to be ⛄️ anon. You might not remember me but that’s okay 😭😭🙏 I loved this account soo much i used to read all the posts on this acc on my free time last year 😭 espicially when im at school in breaktime (and sometimes in class..😟) but after graduating everything has just been busier and life yk 😪 so i never got the chance to read all your amazing fics anymoreee for a long time. I think we only talked once on the posts, LIKE I WAS SO SHY LIKE I WAS THINKING SHOULD I SEND THIS? OR SHOULD I NOT? WILL I GET BULLIED 😭?? I don’t knoww i just looked up to you smm like you’re such an amazing person like you were so nicee to me and stuff and i just wanna thank you for all the amazing memories you gave me this year and last year 😭🫶🏾🫶🏾 idk if you know but you had a big impact on me this year n last year. Your posts taught me how to set boundaries wit ppl, to take care of myself and that its okay to take breaks, how to write really good fics 😈and your adorable little son who always brightened up my day and made me smile whenever i felt shitty 😋 EVEN THOUGH I FEEL PRETTY SAD THAT YOU’RE LEAVING IM REALLY GLAD TOO, like im glad you’re prioritising your mental health and just i dont know how to explain it but im really happy you’re doing whats the best for you 😭😭 I hope you continue to make more fun and pleasant memories in the future and continue to do the things you love and brings out the best in you 😁 OKAY I THINK I’VE YAPPED ENOUGH IDK HOW TO MAKE APPRECIATION LETTERS BUT I REALLY HOPE YOU’RE DOING BETTER NOW THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE AND MAKING ME HAPPY IM GOING TO MISS YOU SMM BYEEE I REALLY WISH YOU THE BEST AND IM GOING TO MISS YOUR SON SM BUT THATS OKAY 😭😭 OKAY ENOUGH ENOUGH BYE DRINK PLENTY OF WATER AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF BYEE <33
I do remember a ⛄️ anon! (I think I remember almost all the anons I had, even since I started this account.)
You shouldn't be reading fics during class time! (but I did it sometimes too so I can't say anything.) Congratulation for graduation by the way, that's awesome and I'm really proud of you!! It's a big step, and even if the path after gets busier and more difficult, it's something to take huge pride in.
I am happy when anyone send anything, even a comment or ask without words, so thank you for taking the time to do it. I think I should thank you just as much, along with everyone else who accompanied me this year and part of the year before. You did make my life awesome, and I've rarely been this happy before, so it's thanks to you all.
I'm grateful for reading this, that really bring a smile to my face. I wish you the best just as much, that you can enjoy yourself and your life, make friends and be happy. Keep setting boundaries, prioritise yourself and your feelings, be a lovely and nice person. Don't forget to drink water and eat easier, take a break when you get too tired or start to burn out, and stay positive about all the small things that make you happy.
Thank you a lot, and I wish you a Happy New Year. My son (Sherlock) does too.
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onirique-amaranth · 4 months
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its been 2 months and i been missing you. i hopr ur doing okay!! i wish you all the best.
I'm missing all of you too, a lot. It really has been two months already, it feels weird to login again and see dms, asks, comments, because I kinda thought everyone would forget about me.
I hope you are doing okay too, that you are taking care of yourself and enjoying your life. I wish you the best, wish you great holidays and a happy new year. Please, don't forget to drink water, eat properly, and have a break when you feel tired. No one is better at taking care of yourself than you, so treat yourself well.
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onirique-amaranth · 4 months
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How are you feeling these days? I hope you're alright<3
Hi! It's been a little while, I hope you are doing great!
I'm kind of struggling with my personal life, along with mental illnesses. Life isn't as great as I want it to be, leaving tumblr was really difficult as it took an important part of my emotional life. I am trying to get better, feeling better about myself and resolve past traumas that I never took care of until now.
Though, I am far less stressed and anxious than before, which came from the pressure of writing a lot. I am doing better on some aspects of my life, and some are worse, but I'm doing my best.
I wish you the best, I hope you are doing great and that life is treating you good. (Late) Merry Christmas, (Late) Happy New Year and I just hope you spent a really good time during the holidays. Thank you, for checking on me, I appreciate it a lot, and it does make me really happy.
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