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fagderolo · 4 years

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very sorry about this but i want these here jic so uhmmmm jug mem dump 😳 hopefully i can get a readmore to work

Ignore the formatting it's from my vent acct where i am like Its Aesthetic Time

👑 JUGHEAD JONES 👑

*mild cw for parental abuse and self harm mentions*

👑 jells made my current hat, have another rattier one passed down at least a couple generations w a few patches n stuff

👑 arch n i would make up stories a lot, play as rivals that would fight or knight that would save someone all sorts of things but usually he had to be all heroic

👑 climbin a tree too high n bein stuck with arch, I broke right arm he broke right leg?

👑 Everything in canon is wrong arch wouldn't support a prison or Hiram

👑 Betty didn't get me the typewriter (arch??) but I did know what it was immediately irl

👑 Jells sent me a new pin for my hat it was a little trans circle n I put it where the red one was before

👑 There was a heart one too but it was So cheesy I kept it idk. Not on my hat. At home or with me when didn't have one

👑 Called her often, name was jells to me n JB when they were feelin more masculine. I knew bc they'd call me dude more often as a little hint for little dysphoria

👑 Arch n I played by the river (?)

a lot, catching bugs n frogs n stuff n doing fake news reports on whatever we caught or found (my idea) n then fake sports reports (archs idea) with him tackling me into the water mid report

(Update: it's Sweetwater swimming hole... Kin rights)

👑 Sitting in front of heaters w arch cold? Space heaters in the trailer mayb

👑 Fell asleep at pops a lot, woke up to him or arch a lot too. Him to tell me that unfortunately I had to buy smth and arch just tryin to carry me out, Betty prob would've if her mom was less strict

👑 Stayed w arch a lot even more than his father realized, snuck in

👑 Dad was kinda violent idk not exactly toward me always not more than the pinning me against walls in canon but throwin stuff Near Me

👑 Mama too like the grabbing my hat/hair in canon

👑 Arch had braces in middle school, I couldn't afford em

👑 Pretty sure I was the one that got shot in 220? Or at least that something happened idk the end of the ep hinges on me but. Idk.

If not shot then definitely at some point

👑 Bad at sleep a lot but esp during teen years and Especially during all the murder shit

👑 Called arch a lot we talked more than canon shows and hung out but also everythin was different

👑 Spot on the back of my neck right under n around where the base of my hat was that made me relax, mama used to use it to help me sleep back when I was young enough that she still cared/maybe she was more sober

👑 Lots of big panic attacks (idr why) mostly as a kid, had to learn to panic inwardly if I did bc made mama mad, archie helped defend me from people when they teased me for it (and a lot in general)

👑 Helped arch write songs n he stuck with music more during everything. Told me once it was grounding n helped him process feelins

👑 Snuck out w arch a lot in a? Truck? I think his dad's bc it wasn't mine or my dad's truck

👑 Hotboxed that truck n I slept in the bed of it when I was too embarrassed or guilty to go stay with arch

👑 Was caught in it when it was snowing once bc ig jells called to see if I was there bc nobody else bothered when dad would tell me to get out of his face or smth like that. Not kick out but I didn't feel quite safe in my room.

Jells was always safe with him at least she was the favorite and I leaned into being the oldest they didn't need dad's anger

👑 Went so long without sleeping sometimes, had coffee at pops before dad really let me have it

👑 Sometimes couldn't afford heat or electricity for space heater n trailer got Really really cold

👑 Was hard to sleep in like that, school was harder durin winter a lot of years bc + esp bc I probably was also like seasonal depression time

👑 Walk t Archie's wasn't too far but it really sucked in the snow when couldn't bike n was already tired n cold n also usually hungry, bit bc of my appetite but also bc poor

👑 Growing up betty always had things like bandaids and water and hand sanitizer and extra snacks (unfortunately usually healthy if her mother had anything to say about it)

👑 Arch helped me cut my hair the first few times before my parents realized that I Needed it short and then trans shit happened around then prob

👑 arch did Not sleep during black hood stuff I walked to his place lots while on phone bc he would do stupid shit alone and at least with someone besides his father in his house he could get an hour or two of sleep before school

👑 hurt myself maybe a handful of times before mama found out n told me that if I did it again she'd give me somethin that really hurt if I wanted it so bad, threatened jells too to get me to stop. Did that lots when I cried too to make me shut up fast.

👑 Dunno why she cared guess she was worried arch or betty would tell someone

👑 Shield jells w my whole body once n told mama she'd have to kill me before I let her hurt her, think she would've taken me up on that offer if she could

👑 Mama was nicer on nice days than father but way worse on mean days, made me have a weird soft spot for her while also being scared all the time

👑 Like even now Need to call her mama bc it's nicer

👑 Father must've been away lots bc mama was worse when she could get away with it. Father was just. Aggressive not Usually mean in the same way

#Those tags got so fucked up #jug.txt

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