#<- just kinda laying down dead thinking abt arthur
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my beloved is . at work and i am making it everyone else’s problem
#<- just kinda laying down dead thinking abt arthur#maybe he's a little teeny tiny bit sympathetic ok#in my brain at least#its NOT my fault that i read too much into things i just think that if *I* pulled a stupid sword out of a stone when i was a Scampish Teen#and then suddenly was king of not-england#and one of the first things that happens is a fuck off big war that (obviously) had a lot of casualties#i would ALSO have some damage about it#my man defines himself soley in the whole pendragon thing#and its like. hes king he does all this stuff so WHY isnt he happy#when is he gonna get treated like a human being#and when that same sort of stripping of humanity happens to lance he doesnt like.. see anything wrong with it#bc it happened to him too and he just sucked it up and dealt with it#HES LIKE NOT A GOOD PERSON DONT GET ME WRONG#but i just think he's a depressed old man whos lost his sense of self years ago and his only anchor to Being a Person is his older brother#and a man who has forgotten how to like. idk build relationships with people? i just think arthur in like the lance lives stuff is interesti#ng bc hes just INSANELY out of his depth#bc hes NOT king anymore camelot doesnt exist anymore#most of the knights hate his guts re: the guen thing#and are a bit more open about it now that hes not king anymore#so he's just!!! there#hate that maybe im projecting a teeny tiny bit onto him but dont worry about it#its so funny whenever i write out my thoughts on my knight guys bc i always end up like oh! oh im abstractingmy own damage ok cool#anyway jfksalkf#idk the arthur in my brain is very like?#despondent and just tired all the time
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