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hi pokemas anon here!! i'm sorry to hear that you'll stop being on tumblr but i hope that you'll be having a good year at school!! I decided to send you this ask a few days later as to not press on you too much, even if i did see the post a few hours after it was posted. my school is also starting in a few days and im also thinking of taking another break from socials so i can have a better time studying and all. I already have you added on discord so if you want to add me on pokemas my ID is 7485-1772-0994-0315 (this feels like exchanging phone numbers lol) also uhh i ended up sending the ask today because i dreamt about you!?!?!? It was me and another mutual hanging out with you during ur last day on tumblr but irl and it was really nice :]

sorry for not replying before but makes sense considering i'm not on tumblr anymore dkhsjdjd anyway thank u my class this year is a lot better than the one from last year and i've made some new friends! yay!! things are gonna get pretty hard this year but i'm ready for it :D good luck w school, u've probably started already but if u haven't i'm cheering for u!! i'm sure u'll have a nice time :] and added on discord...? ok! i just sent u a friend req so uh yeah kdjdjkd and that's so cool! my dreams lately don't make sense or i can't remember them :') but oh well. anyways yeah uhhh hi i'm on lit class rn and i should be reading this book but instead i'm uh. yk lol ^^; revel in rivalry comes out in 9 days btw. if u even care. anyways bye

tdlr: i'm leaving tumblr for mental health reasons and to concentrate on school! this is probably a forever thing. i had a very nice time here, thank u to all my friends for being there for me <3 disc is hxtterenes and twt is mochiinami but i can't promise being active there, i'll try tho! byebye and live laugh love bedehopmar! <33

hello! so um. all of u clearly have realized that i haven't been online these past few days!! i rlly didn't feel well enough to be here so uh yeah djdhdjj and u see after this week of constant thinking i've decided... that i'm leaving tumblr. 99% sure this is a 'i'm never coming back' thing but u never know! i'm so sorry for doing this but as u've probably noticed my mental health has gotten worse this summer and it's mostly bc i spend way too much time on tumblr and then get sad and angry bc i feel ignored, and that's just not good for me! plus this year i rlly want to concentrate on school (as i'm starting in two days) and tumblr won't help me at all. this doesn't rlly have to do w my breakdown from a few days ago but it has helped me realized this site isn't rlly my thing. now, to all my friends here, thank u sm for sticking up w me all this time! it's been like. 2 years since i joined tumblr? and u've always made me feel like in home! u guys are simply great and i've had sm fun w all of u <3 i'm gonna miss talking to u but it's for the best! i'll never forget the time we've spent together, or u. just in case anyone wants to keep in touch my disc is hxtterenes, but i can't promise i'll be online there ^^; i'll try my very best tho! i'm also on twt but idk. it's mochiinami if anyone wants to follow! again i'm very sorry for this sudden decision but u have to understand this is what's best for me.

and w that goodbye! thank u thank u THANK U for everything u've done for me, all of u. i can't say that enough dkdhdjj but i truly feel it! u guys are one of the best things that have happened to me. now then farewell! may bedehopmar always live in ur hearts <3

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POKEMAS ANON HERE HI HI HI I WENT THROUGHOUT THE HORRORS AND THE TRENCHES IM SOSORRY FOR MY ABSENCE!!!! HI!!!!!! uwahhh happy birthday a few days late sosososososo sorry about this you're sooooooo cool and awesome and amazing thw coolest and nicest person on all of tumblr ever since the day you were bprn always (i speak utter nonsense but im right if you decipher it) being a recurring anon is so hard i used to be good and active yet mysterious Back In The Days did you know i was an anon of urs once and it took you like a day or two to recognise me haha. Anyway ignoring that t4tbedehopmar is literally so genius ur brain is so big ur right w everything u never miss fr

oh dw i'm actually going thru the horrors currently so yeah idk. well anyways thank u! i didn't have a very good bday but i appreciate it anyways! tho i'm not cool or anything...... i just have too many mental illnesses and that fucking sucks BUT there is nothing i can do abt it. meh i wld try to decipher who u are but my brain is fried and i don't like guessing so take ur time coming out! i'll be uh. not on tumblr probably. playing pokemas. if i see a tumblr notif of an anon ask i'll answer tho! and that's kinda surprising huh...... i rlly have no idea who u are sorry fjdhdjjd thank u my brain isn't that big but yeah thank

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