Oh yeah but can a cis guy do this?

*washes hands with soap and water after using the restroom*

None Pizza with Left Beef is 10 years old today.

happy birthday to a decade-old meme.

the other day i learned that taking a long time to fall asleep is called “sleep latency” which is just the funniest thing to me tbh

you're welcome

in general i think new york is very good for my social anxiety because no matter how much of a freak i’m being i know it’s probably not the weirdest thing people have seen today

Black Mirror: Bandersnatch (2018)

How DARE Netflix have the audacity, the sheer NERVE to suggest that I would EVER want to SKIP the absolute BANGER that is intro to A Series Of Unfortunate Events

Hearing NPR describe Korean reunification as “like teaching magical people to live with muggles” just took 10 years off my life

12/11/18, H

I am trying to figure out how to disclose, what parts of the story to tell, how soon to tell them, and importantly the phrasing.

It’s important to me, to tell things how they were, to capture the feeling and the experience. The good. The bad. Joy and pain.

Is my story a crucible or a chrysalis, it shaped and transformed me, but which is it?

When I look again, for love, for more, for what I deserve, and I look closely, and I find what I am seeking, how do I tell the ghost story without coming across as a haunted house?

12/12/18, P

I’ve been having a hard time keeping up with this, blame it on the flare up of depression, but I’m trying to live even though things hurt because no matter what my mind tells me there is always at least one reason to stay.

12/9/18, H

Family Feudalism. I don’t have answers, don’t have access, don’t have time is money, don’t have, have not, how you living? And the answers are populated by the masses and energy cannot be created, I am become, dead, destroyed, or open face sandwich and the rest is gravy, and the notes are graceful, and the words are burdens, and the heart is heavy, and the head lies still, and the lonely ones are told they don’t have answers too. I want to buy a vowel, I want to buy a Capitalist letter, I want to write to my congressman, I want to buy a senator, I want to spin the wheel, fortune favors, bold new taste of Doritos, crunch like my bones, tired, don’t tread on me, and I bite the heel that steps on me, and I only have answers in the form of questions, we’re all in jeopardy now, what the fuck is the point?

12/10/18, P

I took a day for myself, to rest and relax but I still feel tense and nothing will help