Few things you don't do to this girl is make me your enemy because I will make you pay..

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I do think age is only how you feel but for some reasons or another I having a real problem this year..40 I'd really bothering me so bad that when I hear it I kind of cringe.i also think that I may be going through a midlife crisis but honestly I do not know it's scary The other thing is this if you are my friend I will not sleep with you! Plain and simple I did that one time and it went horribley wrong to I don't have sex with my friends it has been my policy for years and I let it slip once and it blew up in my face so if think I am this two bit hoe you are dead wronge

So true

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Know who I am..

I really don't know who I anymore I went from being a nice sweet woman to a bitch I wonder why that happened I wonder if when I got tired of everyone's crap I became a not so caring person I hate it really its not me I don't like this person one bit. I am tired of being used both physically and emotionally it made me overdose because I was getting tired of what people were saying about me and I was physically and emotionally drained and I did not want to deal with anything I want my sweetness back

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My take on 50 shades of grey..

The books open up a lot of people to a life style that was taboo. But yet a lot of people live it everyday. They may not be rich in fact most of them have normal lives , jobs, kids maybe even grand kids. They are not one particular race, color, age ,gender , gay straight etc.. It is a lifestyle that people choose, its a agreement between two people if they are in love or not. Its something that people enjoy doing and its fun. People blush on the thought of something new and new experiences but once you experience something out the norm you may enjoy it. It takes a lot of trust and finding out what you and your partner , its like being in a new relationship for the first time, still testing the waters and its non committing. My first time trying bondage I was scared shitlesss, and I was suppose to be at a toy party it peaked my interest because of two things I like being spanked and my friend is a dominatrix yeah never thought she would be one! After month of talking to her a communicating with my partner no just when we were lying in bed but at dinners in the car talking stuff like that we finally picked a safe word boundaries things that I like what he did we were going to do it. First time was lots of laughs and experimenting then got into more the laughs started into being serious and it became more fun and its fun to be the one in control is great, telling someone what to do giving them commands and feeding into what they want, and knowing when you see them outside that "room" knowing how quick you can melt them with a touch of your hand , a grin or a look that will send them into a whirlwind of pleasure. My grandmother gave me the gift of figuring out a guys weak point where they like to be touched for example looking at a guy a certain way and my mom gave me the joy and the curse of having six brothers. So I am well versed on what a guy likes to talk about and I actually like talking about sports etc.. I think, well I know I did but the point I guess I am trying to say is that have fun try and be open to the idea of something diffrent

I hate you that you still miss me I hate you for still loving me I hate me because I cannot trust you

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I really do

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