survifor
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probably should’ve warned before i started followin a bunch of you— i’m over on @paramnesias <3
#i just am tired of jumping back and forth between blogs—#trying to force something#it’s not that i don’t have muse for other characters rn… alan just comes easily to me#he was my last truly active blog and honestly my favorite one i’ve ever had i think#i vibed so we’ll writin him … so i’m gettin back over there and testin it out#it’s been over a year since i’ve written anything and i miss it so bad#my original goal was to stay active on alan all the way until the sequel released#but as we know; life just does what it wants and it’s been wild lately#so yeah……… i shall be over there <33#but occasionally i will hop around and of course always be in discord :’))
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still the wrong blog but idc … i feel alive
#my evergrowing collection of textposts for alan#to my knowledge there are only like two of you here on this blog that actually have interest in this#but i don’t care i am vibing#i have way more but tumblr hates us and only allows ten images per post#anyway …….. can’t stop the wake brain rn i am so sorry
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i’m sorry i just can’t get over it all rn………
#i’m so excited i cannot put it to words#apparently you can play alan and saga’s parts in whatever order you want???#and the dark place is NYC???? HELLO?????#alan is my comfort muse at this point…….. i haven’t written him since i moved#but it feels like Home#and of course the horrors… gotta love the horrors#plus pacific northwest… can never go wrong…#saga looks like she’s walkin through a desolate and abandoned bright falls???? HELLO??????#mmm yeah yeahhhhhh#okokokokokok hype#cultists and weird twig creations… always a vibe… and as alan’s initials?? yeah yep yup#and hello…. alex casey (?); oceanview motel; preorder weapon bonus with alan’s initials; vague but interesting dlc titles…… i see you#and the character models look so good….#plus them only doing a digital copy which i understand— so it’s cheaper????? my wallet likes that#anyway..#i will control myself and not get to his blog rn#but slowly make it exactly how i want it to be— or at least CLOSE to how i want it to be/feel#mhm mhm one thing at a time…… :)))))))
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a.lan w.ake ii trailer and release date. no longer normal. i’ve been workin on touchin up his blog in the background…………. yeah. ok. mhm. soon
#i can’t be normal right now about this i am so sorry#i am losing my mind#AHHHARRRAARARRAGGARRARARARAGGG#october is a funky month of course#but wondering why they didn’t do september…#DOESNT MATTER#either way i am BUGGIN RN#watching the sun come up on repeat#and up jumped the devil#and just the whole playlist i have fr#i’m fine :)#COCONUT#of course
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having played the games before watching the show, you really are experiencing past, present, and future pain, huh
#i.e. knowing exactly what’s coming#but also picking up on the breadcrumbs specific to the show that they’re laying down#because they hadn’t had pt ii written when they made pt i#so things like hbo t.lou j.oel referencing a sheep farm….. yeah yeah#all the little tid bits of pain they KNOW we are picking up on#truly experiencing grief in every plane of existence
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sins of the father and the weight of a brother; he is cain and he is abel. hunter and prey. the shovel digging the grave, the man being buried, the grave itself— dirt, rot, another hole; head, heart, watch. he lives on borrowed time— the point of no return returned to, lived again, seen to its end, then again —an ouroboros. unknowingly laid to (un)rest in martyrdom
#before i wipe this blog completely …#thinkin ‘bout this#not totally eloquent but……….. a taste of some of the themes i want to focus on#but man….. there are many#that’s why i get so overwhelmed— but all for good reason: pain 🤭#also— ‘wipe this blog’ as in start fresh and start fr yeahhhhhhhhhhh
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to the person who used “remember me” from coco for an edit of j.oel and e.llie…….. you better sleep with one mf eye open tonight
there is no such thing as a happy t.lou edit is there
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ACTIVITY NOTICE: i’ve been all over the place, good and bad, irl for some time now and i’ve been a little hard on myself to try and be active across my blogs. i truly want to write, but i’m either too busy or too tired, or just cannot bring myself to sit at my computer, or to string together a sentence i like.
until i naturally find my way back to writing (somewhat) actively on the dash, i will continue to plot and chat with mutuals, create pinterest boards, add to my sideblogs, etc … but i would also like to propose writing threads on discord. with length, level of description, and everything in between varying with energy and time, it helps to create a more fun and less-pressured environment, especially for me right now. so, indefinitely, i will primarily be writing in discord <3
#i’ll still be plotting and everything else as per usual!!#but……….. i just need to start somewhere to find my voice in writing again and just feel a little more at ease#i shall reblog this on whatever blogs of mine that it’s necessary for rn#and i’ll be sure to personally mention this with mutuals who’ve shown interested in writing with me <3
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there is no such thing as a happy t.lou edit is there
#every video edit is just utter misery#they keep coming up on my pinterest lately#gut wrenching#it’s 95% tragic edits and 5% characters killing a bunch of people#nice
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you gotta check out World Ender by Lord huron!! Another amazing song that is so Joel coded.
''I had a life and a place in the world
I had a sweet talkin' wife and a beautiful girl
I know I'm never gonna see 'em again
Gonna tear the world up until I have my revenge''
I MEAN!!
and then there's THIS verse: ''Lord knows I should be pushing daisies
I was 6 feet down, but something raised me up
Sent back for to lift my curse''
YEAH. exactly…… i love lord huron so much… i also have that one on his playlist. a certified banger, and 1000% a j.oel song, as well as a handful of t.lou/apoc muses. also these lines: “the fair and the brave and the good must die, i seen the other side of living, i know heaven's a lie.” yeah… yep…. yup. other lord-huron-joel-hits: brother, not dead yet, twenty long years, and long lost. i have others on his playlist…… but these are the Prime Pickin’s uh huh
#thank you for sendin this!!!!#big love for fellow lord huron fans#even bigger love for lord huron and t.lou fans#even BIGGER love for nice people like you <33
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sins of the father and the weight of a brother; he is cain and he is abel. hunter and prey. the shovel digging the grave, the man being buried, the grave itself— dirt, rot, another hole; head, heart, watch. he lives on borrowed time— the point of no return returned to, lived again, seen to its end, then again —an ouroboros. unknowingly laid to (un)rest in martyrdom
#idk i’m in sideblog/pinterest/inspo pieces purgatory rn#it’s the symbolic energy coursing through me these last 24+ hours#can you tell i gave up on wording within the first sentence#wanted to put the ramble somewhere#this isn’t even everything just …#themes i’m honed to rn aye aye ayyyyy caramba mi cabeza#!!!!!! pain only#i’m gonna go eat my sandwich now#👊😂
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leia……… this is our shared grave….. i adore you
@survifor oli i see you posting i rise from my grave
#i suddenly have the urge to try and be active on my blogs#i want it to be Real this time#and….. i did think of you…..#the way i was planning on trying to finish that draft for you#i. love. you.
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*# plotting call.
#this blog is a little dead#just a tiiiiiny bit#and i’m still not sure who’s still hangin’ around#but i’m slappin’ this down anyway 👊💥#i’m between here and one other blog rn— bouncin’ back and forth tryin to figure this shit out#i’ll get there#one thing at a time <33#posting calls ‘cause i can always check them on either blog#honestly chillin with low volume rn. makes this easier to pace myself
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hey…………..
#i don’t know uhhhh who’s gonna see this/how active my mutuals are over here but#i disappeared#i made blogs at the end of 2022 and then fell over a cliff edge#life has been all over the place— good and bad#i haven’t written since march ‘22 … and i crave it#this past month has been a slow but slightly productive crawl toward feelin better#in terms of trying to be active in rp again#and just in general i suppose#it’s been so long and i’ve really just been going through the motions with everything in life#including this— which means i’ve done little to nothing#i am aiming to be active on 2-3 blogs within the next month or so#and i’d like that to include this one#idk what that means in terms of activity level on each#might have to really pace myself#but i’m hopeful it’s fr this time#i hope you’re all doing well <3
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JOEL DONT KILL THAT DOCTOR!!! JUST KNOCK HIS ASS OUT BUT DONT KILL HIM, PLEASE!!!!
#obligatory rb#deleting later#but i am feeling so many things#i am not being normal at work#i think i have to be logged out of this blog until i’m home#too overwhelmed fr
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* /// 𝚊 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 ᵒᶠ JOEL 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑 ᶠʳᵒᵐ 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝚄̳𝚂̳ ⍮ 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 ʽᴺ 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘃𝘆 𝖿̲𝗈̲𝖼̲𝗎̲𝗌̲ 𝗈𝗇 𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒕 - 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜. 𝟣𝟪 + , 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗂𝗌 𝘢𝘥𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥.
𝖯𝖨𝖭𝖳𝖤𝖱𝖤𝖲𝖳. 𝖱𝖤𝖢𝖮𝖱𝖣𝖲. 𝖲𝖨𝖣𝖤𝖡𝖫𝖮𝖦.
˒ 𝖠𝖥𝖥𝖨𝖫𝖨𝖠𝖳𝖤𝖣 𝖶𝖨𝖳𝖧:
𝙰̲𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙴 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗡 — @carnifice.
𝖵𝖨𝖵𝖨𝖠𝖭 𝖲𝖯𝖤𝖭𝖢𝖤𝖱 𝗥̲𝗘𝗗 — @gorefect.
𝚃̲𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗗𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗠 — @cordrot.
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