superstar-manifestation
SUPERSTAR MANIFESTATION ✨🌷ARTIST DREAM🌷✨
The Legendary Iconic Funktastic Japanese/Korean Renaissance Woman.
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My mirrors finally been fixed. Thank you Jose !!! I wish I took a before but I had it duck taped for foreverrrr. The way he just pushed it back in 😭 I feel blessed 🥹🙏🏼 I gotta scrape off the tape residue so she can look nice and fresh. Thank you God
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Being a qt @ laundromat
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Coming across a new love that’s never been experienced before can come with its challenges.
I’m learning to be grateful to any experiences that bring me closer to myself. Sometimes getting triggered is the only way you can uncover something that’s been hiding inside, burrowed deep down in the spirit. I strive to end cycles that do not serve me.
Honesty and communication is a new way through it. It’s something I’ve run from my whole life. I’ve never been able to fully open and connect and trust anybody with my vulnerability and truth. When my ugly comes out I cower in fear. But today as scared as I was — I let it out. All I can do is be honest and speak my truth.
I am so hopeful to give and receive a powerful and fulfilling love. I am hopeful I can create a safe space of intimacy. But I’m learning and growing as I break through each wall.
I will stop myself from begging and trust that all that’s for me will meet me with empathy, patience, and love.
To learning to receive what I know I deserve.
12/20/22 Tuesday
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Reminder: show up as yourself no matter how the other person shows up.
The way other people show up is never a reflection of you but of themselves.
Learning to gift love and kindness with no expectations. Just to share and spread love.
Beginning to be open to the idea of letting people be.
Raw & in their truth.
12/12/22 11:11 pm
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Dance sanctuary I’m coming for you. Can’t wait to meet and embrace and flow in you. See myself.
See lovers.
Echos of laughter
Other rooms occupied by angels. Artists.
People gathered to create, feed each other, embrace each other, speak to each other. Sing to each other.
Sacred bonds and deep trust. Vulnerable & raw.
Realness & passion seeping through every square feet of my dreams.
I’m hugged and loved by all who enter. They couldn’t imagine a life without me. They’ve met their soulmate in me and my community.
No jealousy allowed. Only deep admiration and inspiration. They know my heart is their home.
All high spirits in their abundant power.
Meet you there friend.
12/11/22 Sunday 4:03 am
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My first official website 🥹🥹🥹
So proud!! It’s literally been like 6 years of me saying I need one & she’s finally here. 🥲
Thank you Rashaun for guiding me through building it. First step!!! Excited to watch how it grows, changes, and evolves.
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💌💌💌 loved as I should!!!! I’m ready to learn and level up!!!!
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I want to be seen. I want to be held. I want to be heard. I want to laugh. I want to connect. I want intimacy. I want care. I want love a lot of love.
I want enthusiastic texts back. I want faces lit up when I step into the space. I want shared dreams and loud encouragement. I want words of affirmation and lots of expressed gratitude. I want the back and forth, passionate reciprocation and familial support.
I wanna see u win. I want u to want me to win and stay by my side. When I’m joyful & excited I want you to want to hear about all the details. I want involvement.
I know what I want and this is not what I’m receiving. It breaks my heart. I know I have the right people waiting for me and for that I’m grateful and excited.
But my soul and heart feels mishandled & I don’t want to be in this space again.
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Down for a ride in Kirikoland?
November 13, 2022// Tokyo Japan
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This might be a very historical moment.
Deshaun & Kiriko’s world collides.
November 13, 2022// Tokyo Japan
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What brings up confusion? How do I become more decisive and know myself? Confusion feels like such a waste of time — spiraling back and forth and digging deeper into the pits of the unknown. Doubt arises and I become anxious.
In these moments I probably should try to ground myself back to the present and back to gratitude. I am living, moving my body, gifted with taste and pleasures, exploring, traveling, creating, learning.
I need to express my love daily. I need to be who I desire to meet. I need to show my love to the ones I care for and especially for those who show up for me. I can sometimes get carried away by worry.
Thanks for bringing me back to love.
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I missed you this morning. Another moment of overthinking and spiraling through if I made the right choices when I blocked you. But then I remember that time you came to my show and I gave you like 10 hugs saying I missed you so much for you to just be like okay… ima walk around and started chatting with your actual friends. Embarrassing 🙃
Or when you kept telling me we’d catch up after your show and you kept dodging me. Never liking my posts but liking all my year old comments I left on your tik tok and YouTube videos 😷
When I ask myself what do you miss? It comes down to my deep attachment I dug myself a hole in before I even met you. I’m sorry Kiriko but I’m learning and now I know better. Sorry for the mess I created and the heartache that came with it.
Had to leave behind people of confusion to make space for a community of clarity and genuine love.
To finding sweet lovers and dreamers 💌
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11/4/22
I caught myself worrying yesterday. Worrying about the days left on my trip and how I’d accomplish all my manifestations and intentions. But I was reminded this morning that I am being taken on the right path & must trust the process. That patience is really necessary for me this month and to not rush through anything.
I reassure myself that so many things can happen in a day if you let it. I will keep my heart open. I surrender to curiosity and wonder and let myself freely be guided through a new city I’ve yet to explore.
I will cherish every step.
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11/3/22 Thursday
When I think about whether I want to share or not especially when I see a bunch of videos about the dark feminine and keeping mystery and allure. I realize that’s not fully in my nature (at least where I currently am). I’ve decided to be open to sharing my processes whether thoughts/idea conceptions, ways of execution and even post reflections (esp. thru podcasting “KIRIKO’S THOTZ”) because I am in a place of openness to putting myself out there, being heard & to find connections. Then there’s an idea of don’t speak your plans before you do them but I’ve always spoken my plans and I’ve also done them as well.
When the fear of the what if’s come up like of someone stealing ideas I remind myself that the only one with my vision is ME. You can hear my ideas and even try to take them but they were born in me and hold a genuine intention in my spirit. They drive me and I know where they are rooted.
My sacred deepness and truth.
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I may need to learn to let go of expectations of others. Because people have their own set of thoughts & responses. I think with this sentiment it’s rewarding to know that someone was truly moved by my work. But I don’t think I need to chase for validation. I make the work because I love the work—the process & journey of exploring, experimenting, finding like-minded creatives, falling in love, fighting for love, going low then experiencing higher highs, deepening my eye & seeing my visions come to life. It’s all worth it & makes my life so full.
Let go love.
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11/2/22 Wednesday
I feel very confused between recalling the Sem & Sen situations. I looked up “we are not responsible for the feelings of others” I think it’s a truth of boundaries that’s hard for me to process and even begin to accept. I want others to care for me. I’m trying to find out what care means to me and if it’s fair to ask for it. There’s this in between of “no one’s owes you anything” & “I am Royal — you all must serve me.” Where do I find the answers? My chakra reader affirmed that many bow down to me & I actually need it to survive. I deeply resonate but how about this idea that I’m not entitled to anything.
I’m going back wondering if I was in the wrong to tell Sem how I felt which was hurt & I’d appreciate an apology. No response. Their silence was enough to understand they didn’t care. And that’s fine & I’ve accepted that but I’m now wondering if it was wrong for me to do that. This page about not taking responsibility for other people’s feeling writes about how when you take responsibility for others emotions that you are being controlled. So we must free ourselves from that. Is that how she felt.
Lol but then on the other end of the spectrum there’s Sen — who’d say WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT SHE THINKS OF YOU. Although the other day was very intense and overwhelming for me I sometimes reflect & pick out some truths. I do care how others feel. Should I free myself of that responsibility ?
Something to think on for a bit. Lmaooo but also should I not??? Can I be present if I’m stuck with the thoughts of the past? How do I navigate who I am and all to embrace & my reflective nature & trying to be self aware & grow to be better?
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