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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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i think.. i think ive realized the problem. this might be the last thing i write about you because i-iā€™ve realized it.
im not mad at you. you did nothing wrong. you dont need to apologize. you never will anyway.
and i did nothing wrong to you either.
the problem is- i loved too much.
i loved you too much and.. and it backfired.
and i understand why im crying these tears. and i do regret loving you so much. and i wish you would love me as much as i loved you. but- but even if you did now i think it would be too late tbh.
bc i know and i realized-
i loved you way more then you would ever love me.
and so, ive realized this. and I KNOW this so so im letting you go. i really hope you can find someone you love too and i hope they can love you back the same way.
because you have lost me.. youā€™ve lost my love for you.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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everytime i think about you i cry.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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okay so like.. we KNOW this past few months have been weird. i dont even know when it started. maybe it was the movie, maybe it was the paris thing, maybe it was on my birthday, i-i dont know.
but anyway on yesterday my brother told us that she invited him to her birthday party. it was kind sweet bc he felt bad about saying it cause i said that she didnt tell me about it..
my heart hurt.
i dont even know how to explain it. i was washing the dishes and all i could hear, all i could feel is my racing heart. it felt like.. anxiety? but it was weird bc idek why im anxious. i should be feeling super sad right? but i just feel. i feel. idk panicked if that makes sense.
ngl this is the first time im really dwelling on it since then so this is gonna be just my mind going wild rn and rambling.
first of all, WHY HIMMMM LIKE HELLO??
okay ngl im happy he got invited though- but STILLLLL
you just KNOW she had to have THOUGHT of me and just went, ā€œman let me invite this boy i barely talk to and the only reason im friends with him is bc of his sister AND LET ME JUST NOT INVITE HIS SISTER???ā€
like SHEESH? you know she just wants to hurt me and- and i dont.. i donā€™t understand why..
secondly, she has to invite me.
THERE IS NO WAY no SHOT she doesnā€™t invite me and invites my BROTHER. like WHAT? im just shocked.
iā€™m lowkey just waiting for my invite to come.. like it HAS to come RIGHT? or am i just delulu.
but anyway, just as iā€™m surprised she didnā€™t invite me- iā€™d be the same amount of surprised is she doesnā€™t. wait that doesnā€™t make sense šŸ˜­ but whatever.
thirdly, even if she does want to invite me.. i dont even know if i would want to go..
i was just a second, a second to my brother. a second. a second thought, a hesitant invite, a- not enough.
and then, if she doesnt invite me-
if she doesnt invite me, would i still even buy her a gift.. do i still get her a card? if she doesnt invite me, will we still talk.. do i still love her.
and there we go-
do i still love her?
i dont even know.
i dont love people who hurt me. and you- you definitely hurt me. you hurt me bad.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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its weird because my heart is like racing. all day, since last night its just been hurting. i feel so.. idek.
im lowkey kinda glad ive been sorta preparing for this moment for a while. like this isnā€™t really a surprise, so i think thats why im not full on sobbing right now.. but my heart still hurts-
i was wondering what the worst thing about this was.. is it the fact that i lost a friendship and i dont know why, is it me spending so much money-time-effort on her and for what, is it because iā€™m realizing i loved her way more then she ever loved me
its everything tbh. everything is just. i feel so-
i think in the end, the worst part is knowing that i wasnt enough. its knowing that ill never be that number one, its knowing that there has to be SOMETHING wrong with me. and its the feeling of needing to know what that is..
i just idk need to tell someone. i just-
i dont even know
okay let me actually write this downā€¦
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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give me a day
give me a day..
maybe two
just give me some time.
so i can know that its true.
let me wait a week.
maybe three,
a week of no tears
a week full of delulu
so give me some time
some time to process
give me some days
to think about it.
cause i dont want to cry today
i dont want to cry this week
so give me a day
where i dont think about you.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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love is soā€¦ lovely?
i love love. i said it before and iā€™ll always repeat it, i love love. its my favorite thing in the world and its just home for me. ever since i was a little kid-
i would read the romance books, the friendship books, i would listen to the love songs, watch the movies, knowing in my heart that would happen to me someday.
and so i made it easy for them.
i buy gifts for all my friends, i (try to) listen to them, i schedule hang outs with us, i watch the movies theyā€™ve watched, i drop everything for them, i try my hardest for them, and i love them.
and honestly gonna allow myself to have a bit of confidence right here- iā€™m FUNNY kinda, iā€™m not (thattt) jealous, and iā€™m not pretty so i wont ever idk steal your man. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT FROM ME.
and so, when we became friends, it was everything. this was what i was waiting for- a FRIEND. a friend who would never leave me, a friend i can say the most randomest things to, and a friend who loves me(?).
and sure, its kinda awkward talking to you sometimes, and sure i would never vent to youā€¦ but like weā€™ll grow over time. right?
yeah.. no. we dropped each other just like that.
and idk i have many thoughts but one of the thoughts i was thinking abt last night or whenever that was is that, ā€œi think i give up.ā€
i tried my hardest, with everyone. and if thats just not good enough then idk i give up.
maybe thereā€™s just something.. about me- there has to be. i dont know but iā€™ve tried so hard and i cant try any harder then that.
maybe iā€™m too ugly. maybe iā€™m too short? maybe iā€™m not nice enough? maybe iā€™m too loud..
i give up chasing love. i give up on loving people who dont love me. i give up with wanting people to love me. i give up on just wanting one person who will love me.
i love love. i believe in soulmates. i think everyone has that one person for them. i think love is real. i believe in true love.
and yet, i donā€™t believe in it happening with me.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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i just dont think that you like me that much anymore- leith ross
ā€œI just donā€™t think that you like me that much anymoreā€Ā 
its funny because i donā€™t-Ā 
ā€œand youā€™ll say your busy but its not the same as before.ā€Ā 
its funny because she canā€™t even tell me what sheā€™s busy with. she used to before- now itā€™s like, ā€œoh iā€™m so busy.ā€ i kinda miss you texting me what youā€™re busy with.Ā 
ā€œand no iā€™m not angry i just think iā€™m feeling sore.ā€
i canā€™t get too angry. cause thatā€™s a bad look-Ā Ā iā€™m just feeling so sore. so done. so tired of loving people who donā€™t freaking love me back.
ā€œcause the truth is that you just donā€™t like me that much anymore.ā€Ā 
ā€œi just dont think that you think about me the same way.ā€
i didnt get a card from you this year.. i did last year. we used to talk everydayā€¦ i havenā€™t talked to you in forever. i used to tell you everything i didā€¦ you didnt even know that my aunt died.
now you dont even care.
ā€œand donā€™t lie through your teeth ā€˜cause you know that i know what youā€™ll sayā€
i will never ask you cause youā€™ll lie. youā€™ll never tell me why youā€™re not talking to me anymore, why we arenā€™t as close anymore- youā€™ll just lie. i KNOW what youā€™ll say and it wont be the truth..
so ā€œjust leave it unspoken and leave me unsure.ā€
dont tell me the details. dont TELL me the fun you have with your other friends. dont TELL me that youre better without me.. just leave it unspoken and leave me unsure.
leave me unsure of our friendship. text me like nothings wrong, then donā€™t answer me back for a week.
ā€œyou stopped calling first not that im keeping score.ā€
you stopped texting first.. i lowkey refuse to text you first rn because i know that youre not even thinking about me rn.
not that im keeping scoreā€¦
ā€œand the truth is that you just dont like me that much anymore.ā€
ā€œand im so embarrassed.ā€
IM SO EMBARRASSED.
iā€™m embarrassed because iā€™m jealous of all those people who you love. iā€™m embarrassed because III thought we were best friends. iā€™m embarrassed because i spent so much money, time, and effort on you AND FOR WHAT. im embarrassed because I LOVED YOU.
ā€œim acting like a little kid.ā€
and i am.. iā€™m crying. i am crying like a baby right now.
ā€œpassive-aggressive and practicing little tricks.ā€
ā€œwatch me, i learned this for you. look at the things i can do.ā€
yeah those paintings, those books i read because you liked them, the shoes i watched because YOU liked them, the archon quest i did because you told me to, the SHOWS iā€™ve watched, the conversations iā€™ve listened to, the things iā€™ve thought of doing for youā€¦
LIKE WATCH ME- I LEARNED THIS FOR YOU.
please look at the things i can do.
just so you could like me more.. just so i can have a reason to text you about it. just so you could be happy.
ā€œi just dont think that you like me that much anymore.ā€
ā€œthereā€™s nothing quite wrong and i guess i cant.. really be sure.ā€
AND THERE WE GO. maybe in the end, im just overthinking it. MAYBE, thereā€™s NOTHING wrong. maybe this is all im my head. i cant really be sure. maybe you still like me.. maybe you never did.
ā€œbut thereā€™s sick in my gut and FINE IM KEEPING SCORE.ā€
my HEART in my GUT hurts. I FEEL SICK. and i knew this was gonna happen ever since the beginning and i can feel it happen and i know that its never gonna be the same again.
AND YES FINE I AM KEEPING SCORE.
and im checking everyday to see if you texted me. and im waiting every day for a text. and i say i dont care but i really do. and i feel.. i feel sick.
ā€œand thereā€™s numbers and figures that i cant ignore.ā€
ā€œand the truth is that you just dont like me that much anymore.ā€
thats the truth-
ā€œthe truth is that you just dont like me that much-ā€œ
maybe you never did like me. it doesnt matter, what does matter is that you dont like me that much. but i love you.
and i loved everything you loved and because you dont like me that much anymore-
i just donā€™t think i like ME that much anymore.
like if you could just drift away from our 3 year friendship like that.. maybe thereā€™s just something unlikeable about me. maybe im just not idk worthy of love.
the truth is that you just dont like me that much anymore.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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im having a big brain moment rn so i need to write it down.
i know youā€™re probably like, ā€œhow could such a good friendship drift apart like that.ā€ but i realized that i liked her way more then she liked me.
honestly even if she didnā€™t realize it, i was just a ā€œstopā€ for her. i was just a friend for when she needed a friend. however, when she had other people- i was just left to the side.
the first year we went to ā€œthereā€ she didnt have anyone besides me, so we rode together, we did everything together. the second year she had her friends, and BARELY even spoke to me.
like i would leave my friends to talk to her WILLINGLY, she would only talk to me if she had no one else to talk to.
i liked her way more then she liked me too. those paintings, the MONEY i spent on getting her a gift, those CARDSS OHMYGOSH THOSE CARDS? i didnt get a card from the one who LOVES writing cards.
it lowkey felt like she just felt like she needed to get me a gift just bc and excused it as ā€œoh these are both your ā€¦ gift and your ā€¦ gift.ā€
i planned your gift like 6 months ahead..
even when we went to the mall together. she was gonna go to the city with her friends that day, but they all canceled. i knowww her mom just told her to invite me to the mall instead bc she was prob disappointed.
and idk now that im here thinking about it.. we were just friends bc we were similar, liked the same things, and because we said we were friends..
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 3 months
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i love avery lynch so much
like i remember me just not being able to sort out my feeling and then FRICTION pops up? like WHAT its everything im feeling and more.
i remember the day ā€œyoure just a guyā€ came out. i had someone in my mind the second i saw the title. i drew a spread based around the song
dont even get me started on, ā€œdidnt show upā€ I WAS BAWLINGGG WHEN I FIRST LISTENED TO IT
just listening to her and realizing that iā€™m feeling everything sheā€™s singing about..
NO BECAUSE IM ON HER CLOSE FRIENDS STORY AND I WANT HER TOTE BAG SO BAD LIKE SHE HELPED ME SMM I WANT TO SUPPORT
NOT TO MENTION SHE SAID SHE WOULD POST MY SKETCHBOOK SPREAD ON HER STORY WHEN I FINISH IT PLSSS IM FLOATING
okay but thatā€™s unimportant.
idek where i was going with this.
useless information.
that song always brings tears to my eyes because ITS SO TRUE. LIKE i thought i knew sm about you.
so much things i memorized.
AND
FOR
WHAT
stopp now im crying again okay okay. its just like ughhh all those things i know about you, and its gonna be old information soon but its still there in my brainā€¦ and i wont ever use it again.
where does all the useless information go? - avery lynch
not in that way..
okay this is where it gets a lil too relatable.
ā€œwhen someoneā€™s love goes dead do we ever believe it?ā€ I DIDNT BELIEVE IT AT FIRST i really didnt. i thought i was overthinking it but no weā€™ve been pulling slowing pulling back our hands cause its easier then letting go (see what i did there).
ā€œtorture ourselves till the inevitable happens.. and that always happensā€ AND IT ALWAYS ALWAYS DOES HAPPEN. im sad this line wouldnt fit on the paper but its SOO true. every single TIME it always ends up with this. i thought this one would be different but no its inevitable.
ā€œit starts with doing things without them.ā€ it really does hurt because thatā€™s exactly how it started. when i realized you put more effort into hanging out with your other friends then you did me.. thats when i knew it was the start.
ā€œthen they start needing to remind themselves to call you every day.ā€ we used to text everyday.. okay now im actually gonna cry.. we used to text EVERY SINGLE DAY. what happened?
ā€œthen theyā€™re making friends with people who barely know your nameā€ ā€¦ i knew this one would happen. i knew most of her friends by name and its sad bc none of them knew me. i was never in your posts.. could we even be considered friends if barely anyone knows we are?
your making friends with people who dont even know my name. hey but atleast i got over that fact now instead of when you go away to college. i knowww that line is gonna be even harder then.
ā€œonce that happens theyā€™ll still love you but not in that way.ā€.. SO TRUE. i think maybe you still like me and this song gave me the clarification i needed on that fact. you just dont love me in that way anymore.
if im being honest.
ā€œi wonder how much more was make believe. cause you made it all feel real till you left it dead.ā€ there is NO WAY there wasnt some of you that was just make believe because HOW in the world could our whole friendship end like that..
ā€œjust tell me if you meant it.ā€.. i told you i loved you. i told you how much you meant to me. i told you all that. I WROTE YOU PARAGRAPHS OF CARDS. and for what?
i didnt even get a card from you on ymy birthday. yeah now im saying this i just sound so stupid. i didnt even realize until know how much i was waiting for written words of affirmation from you until this line.
i just want you to tell me that you did love me. i want you to tell me that you loved me as much as i loved you. just TELL ME that you meant it.
ā€œcause if im being honest i dont think you felt a thing.ā€ this song hits HARD.
ā€œcause i thought when you love someone its hard to walk away. ā€œ
ā€œi really thought that you loved me.ā€
i really did think that you loved me. i really really really really thought. after i listened to this song and read the lyrics, i realized i wasnt being honest with myself.
you didnt feel a freaking thing.
ā€œwas your world crumbling?ā€
ā€œor did it barely bend?ā€
ā€œor do i even want to know a thing cause why does it matter when you did it wither way.ā€
your world didnt crumble. i dont even think it BENT. avery is so right. i dont even want to KNOW, CAUSE IT DOESNT MATTER YOU DID IT EITHER WAY
yes i am screaming the lyrics rn.
ā€œwhy did you say that you loved me?ā€
you know after this lineā€¦ i wondered if you DID love me. did you ever even say you did?
ughhh i really do hate myself. yeah i am looking back at the card you gave me last year. (its so funny.. you give me a card last year and not this year.. i really did not want to cry today but yeah i just hate myself.)
and now im sobbing..
ill edit this post once i start working on the rest of the friction sketchbook spread. this is the inspiration i needed for the ā€œif im being honestā€ part.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 4 months
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SUCH A GOOD WEEK
okay well first of all iā€™ll start with just how great this weekend was. like UGHHESAHDH and then im just gonna say how grateful i am to God because woah im soo happy.
okay well first of all, DUHHH BIRTHDAY WEEK. i genuinely forgot this week was my birthday and MANNASND IM SO HAPPY. like i didnt get to do ALL the things i wanted for my birthday and i didnt get everything i wanted ofcofc but woah this week was amazing.
I GOT TO SEE THE HUNGER GAMES. THAT MOVIE WAS INCREDIBLE and i got to go with two of my close friends. i was really really sad bc i thought we wouldnt be able to go and i DOOO wish more of my friends were able to come with me.
BUT LIKE IT WAS SOOO GOOD AND I LOVE THE FRIENDS WHO CAME WITH ME.
you guys are never gonna see this but i loved that day and it brought me sm joy you have no idea. PLUS I GOT TO SEE SNOW???
my birthday day was eh BUTBUT EVERYONE SENT THEIR BIRTHDAY TEXTS TO ME AND I NO LIE GOT SOO HAPPY. i didnt expect all my friends to remember idk but they did and i was OVERJOYED.
THEN I GOT TO GO ICE SKATING FOR A BIRTHDAY PARTY? it was SOOO nice and was SOO much fun plus that was an amazing time with my friends
and my friend gave me a birthday gift..
I LEGIT SHED TEARS (okay not in front of her but still) LIKE I CANNOT. it was only one person but man sometimes i forget how good it feels to get a gift from someone.
likeā€¦ im always the one giving gifts but it really really touched my heart to get one from her and I LOVE HER SM AND I CANTTT IT MADE MY DAY.
i love you i really do.
then ofc i saw one of my closest(?) friends (and i lowkey felt we were drifting apart) like FOUR TIMES THIS WEEK BACK TO BACK. okay okay trust me thats a lot for us šŸ’€.
we went to the mall together which was lowkey weird bc she never asks me to hang out like that. AND I GOT THE PERFECTT DRESS LIKE I LOVE IT SMM??
then WE WENT TO THE GENSHIN CONCERT
moment of silence for just how GRATEFUL I AMMM.
i love you SMMSMM for getting me tickets like the opportunity of a lifetime?? ngl i lowkey was kinda mad bc the friend we took wasnt as grateful as i felt she should have beenā€¦ thats how grateful i was like ā€œhow can someone not thank this girlie with all her mightā€
it was a WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE and im only sad that one of out other friends couldnt go.
I WAS JUST
AHSDHASHDHSDHHS
IT WAS SO GOOOD
okay and now for one of my favorite moments..
okay so we were taking pics with some of the cosplayers and then this other cosplayer talks behind usā€¦ i look behind me, look at her cosplay and immediately say, ā€œYING?ā€ AND SHE SAYS YES???
like in the car we were looking at twitter for whoā€™s going and was AMAZED that ying was and hoped we get to see her. I DID NOT EXPECT US TO?
LIKE I JUST RECOGNIZED HER FROM HER VOICE. the last time i listened to this girls voice was months ago but SHHH thatā€™s unimportant.
what ISSS IMPORTANT IS THAT I SAW HER, FANGIRLED OVER HER, SHE CALLED ME PRETTY, THEN I WAS JUST OVERJOYED.
THENNN I WENT HOME, POSTED THE INTERACTION ON TWITTER, AND SHE SAID SHE REMMBERED ME.. HELLO??
LIKE WHY ARE SO MUCH GOOD STUFF HAPPENING TO ME ITS NOT ADDING UP.
i wouldnt call myself an unlucky person (luck isnā€™t real). but i will say that a lot of unfortunate things happen to me usually and ive just learned to go with the flow. but idk im just just so HAPPY and so GRATEFUL and and im scared that itā€™ll all get ruined when i wake up but man cant i live in this moment of happiness forever?
then today was just such an amazing day like such a great end to my birthday week i just. im just.
anyway to end it off, one of my friends from a while ago texted me asking if i ever drew this picture for this girl named sarah.. it took a sec, but i recognized the drawing and remembered.
I WAS IN SHOCK IT WAS A LITTLE BIRTHDAY DRAWING I DREW FOR THIS GIRL LIKE YEARSSSSSSS AGO?
she said she really loved it sm, kept it for years, and that i was super nice.
OKAY LIKE I CANT BELIEVE SHE KNOWS THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS FIRSTLY. BUT SECONDLY WHAT?? LIKE IM JUST FROZEN WITH JOY SHE KEPT MY DRAWING FOR YEARS? not a rip in sightā€¦
its just SO encouraging and so so idek im just so happy.
then to end it off, the artist WHO WAS MY MOST LISTENED TO ARTIST OF 2024 WITH 2,000+ MINUTES OF LISTENING??? SAID SHE WOULD POST MY SKETCHBOOK SPREAD (inspired by her music) ON HER STORY WHEN I FINISHED IT?
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i love you God so much.
just i was feeling so down this past idek month or more because i just have such idek its just so much things happen to me and i just have to go along with it and not let it phase me. i feel so much emotions but none of them bring me down yknow? like i have to be happy and i dont FEEL happyā€¦
but this.
this week makes me feel like God loves me and all of these things happened because of Him. I love him and I love all my friends, I really do love all of you guys.
some of you guys DOO get on my nerves, some of you guys ARE confusing, some of you guys are kinda weird, and i do feel like i love some of you more then you love me.. but in the end you guys are my friends. i love you guys.
and i love you God. I love you for everything you do and I dont know why you love me but Iā€™m sososo happy you do. no one will ever love me like you do. thank you for always being there for me. i love you.
and so we end this. i KNOW that ill cry bc of sadness again (probably in the near future ngl) and I KNOWW that this happy feeling wont last. but for right now im gonna treasure itā€¦ please ANDDD thank you.
happy birthday to me.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 4 months
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ā€” now i wouldn't know who to name if someone asks who my best friend is because i don't think you'll say mine.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 4 months
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im just gonna rant bc no oneā€™s gonna see this anyway
ughhh idk its such a weird feeling to know that im drifting apart with one of my closest friends. its so dumb because weā€™ve only known each other for like a year or two but mann i put so much effort into them.
its the gifts that i spent so much on getting for you, the not hanging out with my other friends to talk to you instead, the late nights we spent texting, the pinterest board i made about you that i deleted now, the music you got me to listen to, the shows i watched for you, the books i read for you, and ugh i just dont know.
and it sucks because its probably all in my head. im probably just overthinking but like still. it kinda hurts because we used to talk everyday and i realize i barely know anything about her.
i would tell them everything i did, and i mean like everything.. and yet, when theyā€™re in another country they dont even tell me?? i just wish i could ask.. why?
they put so much effort into hanging out with all their other friends besides me. i lowkey just felt like such a a side tool if that makes sense.
maybe i should have put more effort into making plans for us? was it my fault?
and its like to see a movie.. they would rather invite their other friends besides me. like i wouldnt care, but she said she would watch it with me. i told you you should invite themā€¦. and you invite them yet dont invite me.
and i dont care about that movie. I COULD CARE LESS about it. but itā€™s the fact that you didnt even think to ask. you didnt want me to go and i realized that but man didnt you think that would hurt just a little? or did you just think i wouldnā€™t know.
i lowkey wonder why you never post me on your stories. why dont you ever take pictures of me-with me... is it because iā€™m not pretty enough? because youā€™re ashamed to hang out with me? its funny, iā€™ve never heard you call me pretty. i dont know why your opinion mattered so much to me.
we used to talk daily.
now we havenā€™t talked in what feels like so long.
you used to know so much about me, i used to know sooo much about you. now i dont even know how you spent your christmas, how you spent your new years. honestly, i dont even know if ill get a birthday wish from you.
my birthdayā€™s in three days.. happy birthday to me ig..
but you know what, i still love you
i will always always love you.
and even if i know that i love you more then you will ever love me. im still so happy for all those moments we spent together. because i LOVED YOU. and ive never ever loved anyone else who isnā€™t in my family, like i loved you.
but i was just a stop on the way to your soulmate.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 4 months
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HIHIHIHI. this isnā€™t a prompt ig BUT IT KINDA IS. im wondering about love story prompts but YOUR love story šŸ˜­. i love hearing abt peopleā€™s crushes and tea in general šŸ’€.
you mentioned you had a bf(ITHINK) SO LIKE DROP THE LOVE STORY???? if youā€™re comfortable in saying ofcofc and it doesnt have to have that much details if youā€™re not comfortable in sharing it..
GIRLLLL U ARE NOT READY (also tysm for this ask, any opportunity to talk about him šŸ«¶šŸ»)
also idk how i want to lay this out so iā€™m just gonna tell u some deets bc i love him sm :)
so basically iā€™ve liked him since october 2022 and we started dating on april 24th 2023 (the day before my birthday if anyone cares)
defo a ā€œshe fell first, he fell harderā€
after talking for a painful month (i think it was a month but iā€™m not really sure bc i didnt even know what a talking stage was or how to know when ur in one), i asked him out
now, the asking him out process was a very stressful one - i had to go downstairs from my bedroom and make myself a VERY strong coffee to get me through it and after screaming a lot, jumping up and down a lot, and my mum and brother crossing their fingers for me, i managed to send that hella risky text and *boom* he felt the same way
the week of our photography exam (we shared a class which is how we got to spend so much time together during secondary school) he bought a flask of coffee into school and we shared it and i got all excited bc it was an "indirect kiss"
our first kiss was on 22nd June, i had been building up to kissing him for like a month and i even started to get my friend to hint to him that he should kiss me - but i beat him to it and kissed him before he left my house that day, then went and celebrated with my mum <3
we went to prom together in July after we had been dating for a while and he said "i love you" while we were dancing - not to slow music bc prom was shit and they only played disco music - and he now will never let it go that he beat me to saying "i love you" even though i asked him out and i kissed him first
he's been the literal best person ever in terms of helping me through all my mental health shenanigans (there's so much going on guys) and i love him so much for it
its been 8 months and 3 days now and i've literally never been happier and i have a small feeling that he feels the same
yea guys we're gonna get married and have 2 kids, 2 dogs and a cat
(might do a part two to this of like stupid quotes that we've said bc this is so fun el oh el)
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 4 months
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 5 months
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#prompts #werewolf #supernatural #prompts #I CANTT THIS IS SO CUTEEE WHAT #these tags are so i donā€™t lose this #cuddles #caretaker kinda
Werewolf Lover Prompts
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Ā» When A transforms into their werewolf form B sits with them to help brush through their fur to make sure it doesn't get matted
Ā» And when it becomes Spring B helps them remove all their shed fur so it doesn't create a mess around the house
Ā» A likes to sometimes transform just so B can lay on their large chest
Ā» They also enjoy the pats that B gives them both in and out of were-form
Ā» Definitely lots of nuzzling
Ā» And a lot of food being bought
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 5 months
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#whump #whumpee scenario #scenario #MY HEARTTT #caretaker #abused #these tags are so i dont lose this
Whumpee who was used to being used as a punching bag.
When Caretaker comes home one day, frustrated about something that doesn't concern Whumpee at all, Whumpee walks over and asks Caretaker if they want to take it out on him. To their stunned silence, Whumpee removed their shirt to reveal a chest covered in bruises from all the way up until Whumpee was rescued.
Caretaker spends that night gently rubbing salve on the bruises, reminding Whumpee that this is not a punishment, this is not them taking anything out on Whumpee. This is simply them wanting to help.
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sunnybubblezzz Ā· 5 months
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#whump prompt #MY HEARTTT #scenarios #whumpee #whump #these tags are so i dont lose this #prompt
Thinking about a whumpee who is extremely withdrawn, private, and shy gradually starting to gravitate towards one particular personā€¦ spending more time with them, starting to speak more, even cracking a smile every now and then. The other people around the whumpee start to notice, but they donā€™t say anything for fear of ruining it. Instead they just share knowing smiles when they notice the whumpee quietly seeking out that one special person or lighting up when theyā€™re around.
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