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sunflawyer Β· 2 hours
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He's gone.
Kimo is gone.
It's 10 am. I was just talking to my brother when I suddenly got a notification from the vet saying he stopped breathing an hour ago. They said he was breathing frantically before he suddenly stopped moving. There was no movement at all. No blink, no breath, nothing. He stayed still.
I spent last night worrying about him to the point I exhausted myself and fell asleep on the mat. I didn't expect to wake up to this news...
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I can't process this. I stared at my screen for ten minutes in disbelief. He's gone. He's gone and I wasn't there for him.
It hurts so much. Two wonderful years with him. He was my support when I was on my lowest. He was there to cuddle me when there was no one else. He reminded me that I deserve to live and be loved.
But thank you. Thank you so much to everyone who supported me and reached out to check up on me. I couldn't have survived this without you all. And thank you so much for the support I've collected for him.
We managed to collect $320 it means the world to me. So far I've used about 210 for Kimo's vet and treatment, but now that he's gone... the remaining fund will go to his burial and my other two cats, Abu and Jumpy, who are also in need for vet check up and essentials (especially since Abu is pregnant and she's due anytime), and also to my local shelter and all the stray cats around my area. I've always wanted to contribute more to the shelter and spread happiness around, and this can be my chance to do so. Thank you all so, so, so very much.
These are his old photos. God it hurts.
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Please don't hesitate to contact me if you want a refund. I'd be happy to give it back, and I'm sure Kimo will appreciate it too. Thank you so much, everyone.
I need some time to process everything, but hopefully I will be back soon once I'm feeling better. I love you guys so much.
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sunflawyer Β· 11 hours
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He's gone.
Kimo is gone.
It's 10 am. I was just talking to my brother when I suddenly got a notification from the vet saying he stopped breathing an hour ago. They said he was breathing frantically before he suddenly stopped moving. There was no movement at all. No blink, no breath, nothing. He stayed still.
I spent last night worrying about him to the point I exhausted myself and fell asleep on the mat. I didn't expect to wake up to this news...
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I can't process this. I stared at my screen for ten minutes in disbelief. He's gone. He's gone and I wasn't there for him.
It hurts so much. Two wonderful years with him. He was my support when I was on my lowest. He was there to cuddle me when there was no one else. He reminded me that I deserve to live and be loved.
But thank you. Thank you so much to everyone who supported me and reached out to check up on me. I couldn't have survived this without you all. And thank you so much for the support I've collected for him.
We managed to collect $320 it means the world to me. So far I've used about 210 for Kimo's vet and treatment, but now that he's gone... the remaining fund will go to his burial and my other two cats, Abu and Jumpy, who are also in need for vet check up and essentials (especially since Abu is pregnant and she's due anytime), and also to my local shelter and all the stray cats around my area. I've always wanted to contribute more to the shelter and spread happiness around, and this can be my chance to do so. Thank you all so, so, so very much.
These are his old photos. God it hurts.
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Please don't hesitate to contact me if you want a refund. I'd be happy to give it back, and I'm sure Kimo will appreciate it too. Thank you so much, everyone.
I need some time to process everything, but hopefully I will be back soon once I'm feeling better. I love you guys so much.
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sunflawyer Β· 23 hours
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hi everyone the vet just told me that kimo is getting worse. hes still unable to urinate and bblood is coming from where he pees i cant think of anything im scared. im really scared im panicked im so sorry my hands are shaking im sorry this isnt a proper update but im just really scared im crying i dont want anything to happen to him
the vet is trying their best but oh god i cant thjink of anything else im so so sorry kimo im so so sorry i can't even look at the photos they sent me oh mygod
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 1 day
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Hey mayo it’s @/catships777 I’m just sending you hugs and letting you know I’m here for you. It’s so hard when our pets are struggling. Please take care of yourself!
oh kat thank you so so much πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯ΉπŸ§‘🧑🧑 i admit im really drained with everything and every seconds i keep feeling dread and anxious...
i just want everything to end well and i can go back enjoying selfship and making myself happy and interacting with my friends but oh,,, sighs very deeply
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rant below ↓
i spent a whole day crying because besides treating my cat, im also feeling scared and anxious everytime i interact with posts related to jimmy. im well aware most fandom blogs dont like me and i already accept that fact but it still hurts. it hurts so much. all i want to do is having friends and being happy with them. i cant stop feeling like im being left out and bullied and i know its irrational but all i want to do is just making friends.
i love my selfship friends so much with all of my heart because you understand me and dont judge me. thank you so so much for everything, for the love and for the warm welcome you give to me... thank you so much. hugs you all
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sunflawyer Β· 1 day
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just another little update but im closing my li.nk for now!! im positively overwhelmed by all the support i got aahh i cant thank you guys enough 😭😭😭🧑🧑🧑🧑!!!!
so far we've spent about $160ish for kimo and some more for my other cats, abu and jumpy!!
kimo is currently at the vet so im gonna talk about my other two cats instead!! 🌸(β Β β β—œβ β€Ώβ β—β Β β )⁠♑
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both of them are female!! we took them off the street and have been taking care of them well🀍
abu (the first one) is pregnant (with kimo's child. she's his gf or so we used to call her 😭) and is due anytime now. we'll also be taking her to the vet for check up with the fund ive collected!! 🧑 meanwhile jumpy is a six years old domestic cat who has been with me since i was in junior high school. she's quite old so we take extra care for the food she eats. all of my cats are very dear to me πŸ₯ΉπŸ§‘🧑 thank you all so so much for the support!! 🀍🀍
i hope the vet will bring good news for kimo ☹️..
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 2 days
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hi everyone another update!! the vet is finally open and we're gonna bring him there!! 😊
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his screening & vacc.ines costs about $80 and the reservation costs about $20... 😞 flutd is really dangerous and the vet recommended me to take quick action... he's still refusing to eat even after i give him his medicines...
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 2 days
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hi everyone another update β€” we just passed $200 (⁠๑⁠´⁠‒⁠.̫⁠ ⁠‒⁠ ⁠`⁠๑⁠) thank you everyone so so so much. it means the world to us!! thank you for all the love you give for kimo and his progress...
me and my family have been trying to take care of him (and my other two cats) all day long. here's another update
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the vet finally answered my messages and i asked them what is possibly happening to him. i googled and searched for any information and came to one conclusion... I'm currently discussing the treatment prices, medicine, food, everything... it's not looking good at all ... it really isnt... ☹️☹️☹️☹️😭😭....
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 2 days
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hi Mayo!! ik you're stressed so sending you hugs and good vibes!!
~ @astral-express-family
fate πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯ΉπŸ₯ΉπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’• thank you so much.... hugs you back!!!πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’— its been quite tough for us... I've been trying to keep an eye on my cat, in case there's any changes...
i just hope for the better ... πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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Self-shippers with pets!
...Imagine your f/o meeting your pet for the first time
Would they be all awkward or run straight up to your pet, trying to befriend it?
If they're scared of pets, Imagine them being all nervous when meeting it, only to later realise that; Hey, this is not so bad!
Imagine coming home from work and finding your f/o cuddled up together with your pet on the couch, or sitting down on the floor talking to it in a silly voice
Imagine your f/o, having like hundred of photos in their gallery of you, and your pet (...and which one would they have most photos of?)
Imagine cuddling your f/o, AND your pet, all of you being like a lil family :')
πŸ¦‹πŸ’•πŸ¦‹πŸ’•πŸ¦‹πŸ’•
Pr0-shippers DNI! This post isn't for you :)
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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another update β€” thank you so so much for all the support πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’•πŸ’—πŸ’—!!!! thank you to everyone who shared and reblogged and donated!!! someone sent me $97 i was so shocked... thank you thank you thank you!!!!😭😭😭😭
good news is we're nearing $200 now!! we've already used about $50 for his temporary treatment. thank you everyone so, so so much. 🧑 i love you each one of you all.
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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i made this post with teary eyes and trembling hands last night but let me explain further - he's a stray cat that i took 2 years ago from the street and i have taken care of him with love and happiness.... he's loved by my family and friends. he's a domestic cat so i know he's a fighter. he can survive this. im sure of this.
hi everyone this is a very different post from usual but i apologize for this β€” ive never done this before but i really, really need your help.
my cat, kimo, has been unable to go po.tty and refusing to eat for two days. he cant walk properly because of this. i asked my nearest vet and his treatment needs at least $300. i dont have that much... he's very dear to me and has been with me for two years.
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he's really weak and we have been trying our best to give him medicine that we could find. I'm really scared to lose him because he's just... he's so so dear to me. he's my everything.
my p.a.y.p.al is mayohiyo (please only choose business to prevent li.mit (⁠´⁠;⁠︡⁠;⁠`⁠)...)
and my koβ˜•fi is mayofriends
kimo is an indoor cat that ive been taken care of with love and affection and seeing him in pain shatters my heart... it just happened so suddenly and i currently am doing everything i can to bring him back to health. i appreciate any help i can get so so much with my life.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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edit: it's over. he's gone to heaven. thank you all so much.
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this is him when he was still young!! i love him more than anything he's my best friend and my support. without him I'd feel so lost....
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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@snoopykiss πŸ’—πŸ’—
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puppy love
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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✨️ It Takes Two to Tango πŸ’—
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You'd never suspect these two would be lovers when they first met each other. You'd also never suspect these two used to be enemies when you saw them now.
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Dancing through the ages, letting walls down as they get closer. Who would have thought they liked each other even when rivals?
Had this idea for a while :3
How would these two react dancing with each other throughout the ages?ages?
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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anywho, this is a scene that I imagined: it's basically the moment that Hotaru really develops her crush on/admiration for Ranpo :3 little blurb on that below teehee
(this takes place during Hotaru's first day as a clerk at the agency)
β€œβ€”and Dazai and Ranpo are the ones over there,” Kunikida was saying, gesturing across the room.
Hotaru’s gaze followed where he was pointing, landing on two men playing video games. One she recognized as Dazai, the bane of Kunikida’s existence (his words, not hers). That meant that the other was Ranpo.
She wasn’t sure what she had been expecting when it came to Ranpo; all she really knew was that he was the best detective in the agency (again, Kunikida’s words), and that Kunikida wasn’t shy to admit his respect for the man. Coming from her uptight older brother, that was actually saying something.
With black hair and a brown cape, he fit right in with the other members of the agency. Hotaru cocked her head, trying to imagine how this man earned such high praise…
β€œHotaru, want to practice filing paperwork?” Naomi smiled innocently, holding out a basket heavy with manilla files.Β 
β€œSure!”
As tantalizing as the pile was, the work itself was rather easy. She just needed to put the files in the correct drawers, according to who the paperwork was done by.
About halfway through the stack she came across a file from Ranpo. She paused, blinking at the file owlishly. She couldn’t resist; she just had to peek.
Well, that β€œpeek” turned into several hours of going through Ranpo’s reports. She was absolutely mesmirized by his work. Any doubts about his worthiness of praise dissolved, and she was practically breathless as she read more and more. She didn’t even notice the setting sun, or the way the office was slowly emptying. She just kept on reading, more impressed with each file she pored over...
Ty for reading this!! ^^
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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i wanted to renew my art taglist so!!
if you want to be added to my art taglist please interact with this post! reply, rb, like, anything! πŸ’—
heres a little . wip i currently have jsjdjf 😭😭 ill keep some of my dearly beloved friends on the taglist but!! if you want to be added just interact please! (β οΌΎβ βˆ‡β οΌΎβ )⁠ノ⁠β™ͺ thank youu!! πŸ’—
p.s i like to draw little doodles for my mutuals too eehehe
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sunflawyer Β· 3 days
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"damn it, what's taking them so long...?"
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