[ ZENDAYA COLEMAN, CIS FEMALE, SHE/HER, 22 ] Whenever I hear LET ME IN by GROUPLOVE it always makes me think of MARILYN WEST. They have been so COMPASSIONATE & THOUGHTFUL, but occasionally they have gotten a little bit LENIENT & DISORGANIZED through the years. They currently work as a COMMUNITY OUTREACH SPECIALIST. A YELLOW SUNDRESS BLOWING IN THE WIND, THE HAND THAT REACHES OUT JUST IN TIME TO SAVE YOU & AN INSPIRING SMILE makes them easy to spot on the strip.
STATISTICS
full name: marilyn francesca west.
nicknames:Ā mari.
age:Ā 22.
sexuality:Ā pansexual.
gender: cis female.
languages: english, french & italian.
occupation: community outreach specalist.
drinks, smokes, & drugs:Ā occasional, no & no.
bad habits: biting her nails.
secret talent:Ā good at singing.
hobbies:Ā does a lot of tapestry work in her spare time.Ā
fears:Ā clowns & heights.
five positive traits:Ā compassionate, thoughtful, thorough, cooperative & focused.
five negative traits:Ā lenient, disorganised, sarcastic, blunt & argumentative.
tattoos: small starburst tattoo on the inside of her left forearm.
piercings:Ā various ear piercings.
parent names:Ā anthony & faye lamont.
parent relationship:Ā nonexistent.Ā
sibling names:Ā one brother & two sisters - surname lamont.
sibling relationship:Ā rocky, mostly nonexistent.
children: none.
pets: golden retriever named butterscotch.
BIOGRAPHY
marilyn is a child when she realises being born into the lamont family is tainted. she doesnāt stand a chance at a normal life as long as she adorns that cursed name. all opinions about her are based on her surname, on who her family are and who she must be because of that.Ā
her parents were good people, for the most part. they played a hand in the life that marilyn wanted so desperately to break away from them, but they were caring and did their best by their children. marilyn was the youngest of four and their last child. most would blame marilyn for that, but faye had always wanted four children and been very outspoken about that. it hardly helped that marilyn was so vocal about her hatred for what their family represented.Ā
at eighteen, marilynās wish for detachment was granted in the form of her surname changing from lamont to west. it finally felt like she was free. it felt like she would be able to be her own person, to forge the way for peaceful work within the community. what marilyn did not realise, however, was that with her change in surname, her loyalty to her family would be tried and tested. she had never dreamed that having her surname changed would result in her being utterly alone, a family torn in two.Ā
in hindsight, it made sense that marilyn would not be with her family much longer after her name change. how could she justify being so outspoken in certain issues when she was cosying up to the very family that had made her so distrustful in the first place? it is not to say that she does not hold anything but love for her family, though resentment has wormed its way into her heart after four years of being alone. blood does not equal loyalty and she has come to realise that.Ā
WANTED CONNECTIONS
SIBLINGS - when marilyn separated herself from her family name, she lost every member of it. including the siblings she had relied on for so long. whether they agreed with the lives her parents lead or not, they were her lifeline, the only people she felt she could truly count on. losing them was as if she had lost a limb. she hopes to one day be in a position where they can tolerate being in the same room without sparking an argument, but previous attempts have proved unsuccessful. she does her best to avoid them for now, until they can quash their ill feelings of one another.Ā
EX PARTNER -Ā they were of similar age, between 16 and 18 when they were together. they were happy. they were marilynās only true escape from her miserable home life. until they, too, became entangled in the web of lies and deceit that had claimed her parents. marilyn tried for one last attempt for them to follow her, leave that life behind and make something of themselves together. she longed for a life outside of the mayhem caused inside of that circle and she desired for them to join her, stay safe andĀ alive. but they refused and marilyn left her home to pursue something bigger and better. she left them behind.Ā
CLOSE FRIEND - marilyn does not have many these days. she is unsure of who to trust, so to have somebody that she calls a friend and reveals her deepest, darkest secrets (at least, the ones she can stomach to speak out loud), means more to her than she may be able to let on. they would double as somebody she works with in order to help better the community. somebody that also has a bad taste in their mouth when they think about the things going on behind closed doors and wants to pull people away from that life and help them to look forward, towards a new day.Ā
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donāt go.Ā
please, donāt go.Ā
it hurts.Ā
this hurts.Ā
we canāt be friends.Ā
you shouldnāt be here.Ā
stay here with me.Ā
it doesnāt feel like you care.Ā
i canāt feel your heart.Ā
iām so alone.Ā
i need you here, with me.Ā
thereās nothing left.Ā
weāre up in flames, the both of us.Ā
it all comes crashing down.Ā
i donāt know what to do.Ā
you wonāt go with me?Ā
why donāt you stay here?Ā
iām going alone.
my heartās broken.Ā
they broke your heart.Ā
where did this come from?Ā
how did you get this scar?Ā
who is {name}?Ā
what are you saying?Ā
i shouldnāt have come here.Ā
itās like weāve become strangers.Ā
who hurt you?Ā
who did this to you?Ā
please, donāt ignore me.
please, say something.Ā
is there something i should know?
iām not leaving you here.Ā
you canāt do this to me.Ā
after all that weāve been throughā¦Ā
thereās something you need to know.Ā
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āĀ Ā youāreĀ soĀ afraidĀ toĀ cry .Ā Ā ā
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āĀ Ā iĀ chooseĀ toĀ beĀ happy .Ā Ā ā
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āĀ Ā donātĀ leaveĀ meĀ stuckĀ hereĀ inĀ theĀ streets .Ā Ā ā
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ā Ā you Ā will Ā never Ā have Ā another Ā like Ā me . Ā ā
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āĀ Ā justĀ pullĀ theĀ trigger .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā itĀ hurtsĀ whenĀ iĀ lookĀ youĀ inĀ yourĀ eyes .Ā Ā ā
ā Ā didnāt Ā they Ā tell Ā you Ā that Ā i Ā was Ā a Ā savage ?? Ā ā
āĀ Ā willĀ iĀ everĀ seeĀ anotherĀ sunrise ??Ā Ā ā
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āĀ Ā baby ,Ā Ā iĀ loveĀ you .Ā Ā ā
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āĀ Ā youĀ canĀ haveĀ meĀ allĀ youĀ want .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā whatĀ areĀ youĀ livingĀ for ??Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā weĀ allĀ wantĀ love .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā baby ,Ā Ā youāreĀ aĀ challenge .Ā Ā ā
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āĀ Ā letāsĀ exploreĀ yourĀ talentĀ .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā iĀ swearĀ youĀ gotĀ meĀ losingĀ myĀ mind .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā iāllĀ drinkĀ toĀ that .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā lifeās too short to be sitting around miserable .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā noĀ painĀ isĀ forever .Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā iĀ canātĀ justĀ letĀ youĀ runĀ upĀ onĀ meĀ likeĀ that .Ā Ā ā
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