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Ragged breaths tore out of Lorelei as they shot up in bed. Iron filled their mouth — their tongue once again carved by their teeth — but the taste of oil and ash overrode any sense of pain in the physical body. Body trembling, they covered their face with their hands, hair falling as a curtain.
The hand on their back made them flinch even though the weight of it was familiar. Glancing through their curtain-hair, Senta’s eyes seemed to glitter in the low light of the candle. Swallowing thickly — tongue, oil, ash blood — it all was forced down to make way for words, “How loud?”
“Mmm, not too loud. The neighbors certainly didn’t hear anything.” The neighbors were not terribly close either, but the knowledge still helped Lorelei’s shoulders to slump in relief. Not fully though. So, Senta rubbed a small circle between their shoulder blade and at the base of their neck — even after so many lives had passed, she knew Lorelei too well. “I’m just a light sleeper is all.” It wasn’t a lie, she really was a light sleeper. But that wasn’t the point.
Lorelei’s shoulders slumped, tension slipping way into regret. Of course it was regret they felt second. They knew Senta too well, knew she stayed close by just in case, a remnant of her old life reflected in her new one. Closing their eyes, they focused on breathing as deeply as possible. Dimly, they were aware of the moment Senta took away her touch. They couldn’t blame her. Aiding a disgraced prophet with nightmares in an age where there was no use for one could hardly be worth her time.
“Oi. Get out of your head will you. I didn’t make this tea just for it to grow cold ‘cause you didn’t feel like snapping out of it.”
Hesitation. The pause before they lowered their hands, loosely brushing one side of their hair over their shoulder so that they could more easily meet Senta’s gaze. Two cups of tea were in her hands. There was no scorn, just a sense of tiredness — mental and physical — and one who’s patience was generally reserved for customers or plants. They didn’t need to do the song and dance of guilt and repentance, even if it was familiar.
Shuffling to make some more space, they took the tea carefully. “Thanks.” Out of all the words they’d ever spoken since the fall of Khaenri’ah, that one weighed down their tongue the most. Still, watching their…friend — they were still friends, Senta had said so before, but the gulf between them remained — sit beside them made something within Lorelei ease.
Silence reigned as they both focused on the tea. Lavender and honey, with just a dash of milk and mint. Lorelei’s taste hadn’t changed, not through all their lives. Even with gaps, Senta still remembered how they liked their tea. What could she not remember, thanks to Lorelei?
Inhaling sharply, Lorelei promptly ignored the way Senta’s gaze felt on them. Instead, they took a sip of tea, forcing the smooth, sweet flavor to push out the thoughts of guilts that threatened to overflow. Instead, their focused settled on the detailing of the teacups. “Did you…make these?”
“Mhmm. Made ‘em just a couple weeks ago.”
“They’re very pretty, and so smooth too.”
“Thanks.” The pause lingered, long enough for Lorelei to feel the hairs on the back of their neck start to raise from nervous energy. “A customer of mine thinks I should sell them, or use them at the bar. But…I don’t think I will. I like creating them for the sake of doing so, not to make money off of it.”
Huffing, Senta’s head thunked gently against the wall. “I just wish she wasn’t so persistent about it. It’s not like I don’t sell my pottery at all.”
“Maybe she’s forgotten that the pots your plants are in were made by you?” The snort and deadpan look their way made Lorelei laugh. “Ah, I see. One of those customers.”
“Yep.” Popping the ‘p’, Senta took a sip of her drink.
As always, Lorelei wouldn’t try to fill the silence. Not until they’d finished their tea, slipped off their bed, and held their hand out for Senta’s cup. “Would you like some more?”
As always, Senta passed her cup over with a nod. Lorelei wouldn’t make the same tea, used to calm them of their nightmares. Instead, the next cup was cinnamon and honey, with harra fruit syrup mixed in. A favorite of Senta’s since she’d woken up, and Lorelei’s most common way of showing their thanks without worrying over words getting too twisted in their mouth or warped by their cutting tongue.
They wouldn’t go back to their bedroom. Senta would always move out to their sitting room before the tea finished, and Lorelei always joined them. The sky was still dark, too dark for the sun to rise anytime soon. That wouldn’t stop Lorelei from offering to do Senta’s hair for her, or Senta offering to get them breakfast once the shops were open even though both of them could cook just fine.
The gulf was there, untouched and silent as they navigated around it. 500 years and Lorelei knew where they lacked certainty and courage, but at least they had this. Familiarity, even if it was cooler than they once had known, was better than scorn.
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stxrsfxte · 17 hours
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&. 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐥 / 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
(  various  dialogue  prompts  for  all  your  medieval  /  fantasy  /  d&d  inspired  threads  and  aus!  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )
❛ i hope this raven finds you well… ❜
❛ you carry a sword, yet you are not a knight. ❜
❛ the gods must be angry. i sense a storm brewing. ❜ 
❛ there’s no place i’d rather be than by your side. ❜ 
❛ nobility is defined by what you do, not who you are. ❜
❛ i know how to keep my life and my crown. and i will. ❜ 
❛ well, i’m not a knight. not yet. ❜
❛ at least we’ll die with honor. ❜
❛ i’ve never seen a dragon before, what are they like? ❜
❛ this knife is laced with venom, any sudden movements and you’re dead. ❜ 
❛ of all the idiots in the realm, i’m trapped with you. ❜ 
❛ shed no tears for me. i will be back before you know it. ❜ 
❛ i’m sorry, but i’m to be married to someone else. ❜ 
❛ here’s a copper for your thoughts. and a silver not to tell them. ❜ 
❛ you humans are most amusing. ❜ 
❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 
❛ you were made to be ruled. ❜ 
❛ i will protect you. it is my duty, knight or not. ❜
❛ my kingdom is in danger. i’ve come to ask for your aid. ❜ 
❛ i’ve got a date with destiny, and it won’t end in a kiss. unfortunately. ❜ 
❛ keep your sword up and your back straight. ❜
❛ you’re asking me to commit treason. ❜
❛ you will make a fine ruler one day. ❜ 
❛ no curse of mine shall befall you from my dying breath. ❜
❛ you should see me in a crown. ❜ 
❛ bury me shallow, i will be back. ❜
❛ bard! play something a little more upbeat. ❜ 
❛ i warn you, i’ve been trained to kill since birth. ❜
❛ my magic is useless against them. i’ve never felt so powerless. ❜ 
❛ how can it be my destiny to protect someone who hates me? ❜ 
❛ i am at your mercy, your grace. ❜ 
❛ do not be afraid, little one. i will not hurt you. ❜ 
❛ any man who must say ‘i am the king’ is no true king. ❜
❛ knights must prevail with steel and sinew alone. ❜
❛ impudent of you to assume i will meet a mortal end. ❜
❛ spare me the ‘i’ve come to slay you’ speech and let’s get on with it. ❜ 
❛ it is my duty to protect the last of the dragons. ❜
❛ do i look like the kind of person who dies? ❜
❛ we are king and queen, chained together like prisoners in a dungeon. ❜ 
❛ for every great ruler, there is an equally great assassin poised to kill. ❜
❛ my bloodline was wiped out before my eyes. i’m the last heir. ❜ 
❛ you look better in your wanted posters. ❜ 
❛ you don’t need a king. a knight can make another knight. ❜
❛ violence for violence is the rule for beasts. ❜
❛ fear cuts deeper than swords. ❜
❛ pick a god and pray to it. ❜
❛ i’d rather die than marry you. ❜ 
❛ my duty is to my people. ❜ 
❛ glad to see you haven’t become food for the vultures. ❜ 
❛ i will paint the throne red with your blood. ❜ 
❛ what’s a life threatening quest without a bit of music? ❜ 
❛ some of us may not survive, but the ones that do will get the ultimate reward… paid. ❜
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Send me a 📁 for a small random headcanon about my muse
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Coming to the realization that Ophelia's feelings on having kids are Complicated ✨
They like kids! They really do! But they also grew up in an abusive family, and they're terrified of perpetuating generational abuse. They absolutely do not want to hurt kids, much less their own, and so I think even just the mention of the topic of having kids would make them super anxious because they don't know what they'd be like as a parent and are terrified of being even remotely like their own.
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One Liner Prompt list #12
1- “Oh no, please, by all means…. Continue~”
2- “I swear to god, I’ll beat you to death with my high heels, if you don’t shut the fuck up. ”
3- “There are a thousand different ways to tell someone you love them, and I intend to try every single one.”
4- “Ooooh, so that’s what the flammable sticker was for.”
5- “I think the edible glitter, might be a bit much.”
6- “….I really hope I heard that wrong.”
7- “Who doesn’t like a little murder to start their evening?”
8- “….Well I suppose that’s one way of doing things. Wouldn’t have ever thought to use a flamethrower, myself.”
9- “Stop raiding my fridge, or I’ll poison something and let you figure it out the hard way.”
10- “Is it even legal to own this many?”
11- “You can stop with the confetti, now.”
12- “….Why are you petting me?”
13- “If I pay you, will you please go away, and let me work?”
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HSR AU ideas
Alya:
- Stellaron Hunter or some sort of interstellar mercencary
- Fire DMG + Path of the Hunt
- Possibly in Penacony working as a hired blade for one of the Families
- still has their burn scars
- Their LC buffs bleed & crit (probably)
Farah:
- Belebogian soldier who got trapped in the mines ages ago and is finally getting back out / help now that Bronya is the Supreme Architect
- Partially corrupted by the Fragmentum
- Path of Preservation + Physical DMG
- They still take damage in order to make their shield via their skill or ult
Lan:
- from the Xianzhou Loufu - works for the 10 Lords Commission technically
- is a Vidyadhara
- Works with spirits (I forget what the specific job is called in game) but in recent years has taken to being something of a wandering spirit worker, even leaving the Xianzhou for periods of time for work
- tis very possible that they deal with Mara corruption to a degree
- Path of Erudition + Ice DMG
- LC buffs AoE + Summons DMG
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what body part are you? || ren
Skin
Here is the largest organ, seemingly unimportant and forgotten in favour of larger meatier cuts of flesh, but it is living and breathing but wholly on the outside. You feel everything so much all the time. You wear everything on the outside, nothing about you is restrained or held back, authentic and truthful, even to a fault, even revealing all the ugly parts you can’t cover. The blows and injuries you take cannot be hidden, so be cautious. Always remember scars do not heal, they can only fade.
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stxrsfxte · 3 days
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐇  𝐀𝐑𝐄   𝐘𝐎𝐔  ? | mylo
sun shining on your face
you're encouraging, brave in your kindness, and intentional about bringing healing to all those you love. your warmth is obvious, but commonly misunderstood. at first glance, people may take your positivity as naivety; it is the opposite. you have seen the cruelty of this world, and that's why you choose to be recklessly warm. you find comfort in nature and love random acts of kindness. you probably remember one specific stranger really well, even though you never saw them again. but they gave you a bit of warmth that you carry with you everywhere you go. i hope you know you are that stranger for others. the kindness you give out is helping others be kind in ways you may never see. i see you, and i'm proud of you. i hope you're proud of yourself too.
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stxrsfxte · 3 days
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Who are you? || qiqi
tired.
whatever it is, you don't want it anymore. You want to lay down with the pain, you want the pain to leave you quietly as you sleep. As you rest. Fighting is hard, giving up is hard too. You feel like you can't do either. You don't know what you need, even this question feels overwhelming. The word need scares you, it ties you down. You crave liberty from necessity.
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stxrsfxte · 3 days
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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )
[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body
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another great ship dynamic is "characters who are deeply traumatized and haunted by nightmares are finally able to get a peaceful night of sleep in each other's arms"
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↪     𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺  ﹠ ᵀᴱᴸᴸ .    (  a  collection  of  50+ kiss prompts .   feel  free  to  specify  the  initiating  muse .  potentially  nsfw  content  within .   will  be  updated .)
finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for .
a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare ,  spin the bottle ,  etc ) .
kissing your lover to show you forgive them .
neck kisses that turn into love bites .
wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .
a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them .
a last kiss before one goes away .
biting your lover’s lip amidst a kiss .
an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears .
a kiss while being reunited after a long time .
kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy .
a kiss while slow dancing .
sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger .
an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight .
kissing them to shut them up .
a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning .
sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain .
kissing your partner to seal a marriage .
a possessive kiss that is meant to stake a claim .
a kiss to resolve suppressed romantic/sexual tension .
a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay .
kissing the top of their head as you hold them .
a risky kiss between forbidden lovers .
stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd .
a kiss that leaves lipstick stains .
a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun sets .
a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand .
sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out .
a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps .
an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss .
caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them .
a kiss after joining your lover in the shower .
a kiss after receiving good news .
a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends .
a kiss shared between enemies during combat .
kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them .
a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort .
a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party .
kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing .
a kiss between two people in a fake relationship .
a kiss that seals a promise .
kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning .
holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them .
kissing the tears from their cheeks .
a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body .
an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation .
sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast .
a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work .
a kiss shared while holding your dying lover .
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What flavor is your soul? || qiqi
rosemary
ah, the old soul, nice to meet again. the time of ages is etched into your bones, you see clearly. you've watched the heartache in this realm and sworn to solve it. but kindness without limits is self destruction. oh little leaf, strong and wise, you seek to bring peace with your presence. I'd be wrong to say you fail at this effort, but you mustn't set yourself on fire to keep others warm. you wish to please everyone, to protect them all. but if you shield the saplings from the sunlight they will never grow, and you one day will wither. protect yourself too. you know there are no happy heroes, so don't be one. be a friend. your loved ones will not forsake you for not being perseus slaying all their demons. you have your own monsters, why not meet them first before you conquer anyone else's nightmares. oh true-hearted paladin you are brave, and you are good enough. you know that right? be true to yourself, one cannot do anything saintly if they did not tend to their own wounds first.
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stxrsfxte · 5 days
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❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .
headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡
abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  
acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   
aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?
amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   
anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  
angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?
apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  
bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 
basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?
bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  
begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  
belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   
bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  
carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  
chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  
chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  
daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?
daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  
edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  
fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  
forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  
gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  
gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .
goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  
heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?
hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  
holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  
hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  
hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  
hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?
iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  
ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?
lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  
lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 
lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  
lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  
magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  
marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  
mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?
nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  
oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  
pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?
parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .
peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?
poppy :   what comforts your muse ?
rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?
rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?
sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  
salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 
snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?
southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  
sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  
tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  
violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?
willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?
zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?
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guy who has mistaken adrenaline for love and isn’t interested in correcting the mistake
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Who are you? || farah
tired.
whatever it is, you don't want it anymore. You want to lay down with the pain, you want the pain to leave you quietly as you sleep. As you rest. Fighting is hard, giving up is hard too. You feel like you can't do either. You don't know what you need, even this question feels overwhelming. The word need scares you, it ties you down. You crave liberty from necessity.
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