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stqrvingmery · 20 hours
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HES ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
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stqrvingmery · 2 days
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no thoughts head empty just
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im gonna explode????
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stqrvingmery · 4 days
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who up being too weird to love and too scared to die. maybe even too alien to take you home
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stqrvingmery · 4 days
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"i know things, remember?"
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stqrvingmery · 5 days
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ive been having the same shitty nightmare for like a week??? am i actually asotm gerard??? am i going insane?? (yes i am)
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stqrvingmery · 6 days
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im rereading a splitting of the mind and im going INSANE
oh and also listening to brother. this is my coping mechanism (no it doesnt work)
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stqrvingmery · 7 days
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You’re not actually hungry! It’s just your body in starvation mode and your brain trying to convince you to eat so you don’t starve but starving is what you want! So don’t listen to your head just drink some water and enjoy the feeling of being empty. <3
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stqrvingmery · 7 days
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its nvr too late to start starving―୨୧⋆ ˚
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stqrvingmery · 7 days
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stqrvingmery · 7 days
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hello!!! sorry for not posting for a long time ;( im back now, and ill try to post everyday>_< i love yall!!
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stqrvingmery · 13 days
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In their safe space
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stqrvingmery · 14 days
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every time you eat, you WILL regret it
Kate Moss was so right. NOTHING tastes as good as skinny feels. why would you pollute yourself with calories just to be miserable when you could have had a perfect figure a long time ago?
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stqrvingmery · 14 days
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50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly
free piggy back rides from your friends
so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap
so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)
when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)
someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"
to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)
so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)
to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything
you'll sweat less
to look good in tight clothes
to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute
you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger
so you can wear a bikini
to feel more confident
people will treat you better
if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers
people will pay more attention to you
people will worry and care about you more
for the skinny/pretty privilege
to make people jealous of you
to prove that you can
to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit
so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's
to look prettier in pictures
so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure
no more dressing room breakdowns
so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)
for the thigh gap (duh)
to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed
so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand
so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs
to be desirable
you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc
to be more attractive
you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)
people will take you more seriously
you'll be able to move through crowds easier
to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier
you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small
to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)
to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...
to finally be in control
so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU
to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation
to finally feel pretty
to take up less space
to be able to wear low rise bottoms
so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed
if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!
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stqrvingmery · 18 days
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You ever just feel the fat on your body?? Like every movement, every lung expansion, every muscle tighten and you just can’t stand it. The fat jiggling, the fat in the way of being pretty?? Just the feeling of being overly disgusting?? To the point that you can’t stand even sitting in the fetal position cus you can’t stand to be in your own body??
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stqrvingmery · 20 days
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you’re laughing. he’s cumming radiation and you’re laughing.
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stqrvingmery · 22 days
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Them in a blanket for @originalaccountname
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stqrvingmery · 22 days
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ONLINE HUGS!!!
ur so sweet i cant😭😭 ilysmm
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