I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

why cant i cry

i havent cried in so long

i want to feel something

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

you didn't say goodbye and part of me believes that means you are coming back

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

"How many scars did you justify because you loved the person who was holding the knife?"

This life exhausts me.

"If I didn't think, I would have been much happier."

~Sylvia Plath

Virginia Woolf, The Waves