"Or I could quit...I've got nothing going for me here anyway, this town carries too many demons now, just like home does, and now Seattle...I don't know maybe it all sounds insane, but I feel like I'm going crazy  going through the same motions day after day of the life I used to have before Tegan got sick like nothing ever happened." 

"You could take some time off? Or…more than some time." 

"No...no that's...that's what I have to do. That's what I'm going to do...she left me her car...money...the only thing stopping me is my job." 

"That would be nice." 

"Yeah..to run away somewhere." 

"Do you need anything, Steph?" 

"No...no, no, no. Not today why did you have to clear into the fucking bank on today of all days?" 

"No...I'm...for the first time in a very long time...I'm not thinking anything, I'm not feeling anything, I just...I feel numb." 

"Well, you’re thinking that you’re scared, right? Maybe you’re thinking about…. someone?"

"Right now? Nothing. That's what's scaring me."

"What are you thinking about right now?"

"I have no idea anymore." 

"You okay?"

"And that takes care of that..." 

"I just...I don't know. I'm at a loss now." 

"Strangely enough, I was thinking something along those lines too. It was just settling in for me that she had been diagnosed and now this happens." 

"No...no it doesn't...I keep waiting, you know, for her to burst through the door or something, laughing about how it was one cruel joke she came up with." 

"…it doesn’t feel real." 

"Not really, no." 

"Then I guess it won't come as too much of a surprise when I reach into my pocket and hand you the paperwork and the keys then, huh?"  

"She mentioned it once." 

"She deserved a better best friend than me. She died in the arms of the guy she loved, in the place she loved more than anything....and she fought a good fight and...motherfucker..she's really gone..." 

"I’m sorry you had to lose your best friend like that…"

"I just....shit..." 

"It’s okay, nobody’s going to make you say her name out loud if you’re not ready to yet.."

"An in-a former intern. My best friend. The love of a guy's life...if I could get myself to say her name out loud I'd tell you, but I'm not at that point yet." 

"Oh… who’s life?"

"A life." 

"What’s over?"

"Did um...did she tell you she left the apartment lease to you? Because I found that paperwork this morning..."