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PSA - Community Predator
Over a series of months, myself and other Tumblr users -- fic writers, gif makers, fans of created content -- have been victimised by @mrkdvidal1989, who has extensively lied about who he is, preyed on multiple women and denied involvement -- therefore ruining friendships, reputations and feelings, and promised me life-saving medical treatment that he never followed through on.
More information including mine and their stories under the cut.
The reason I am going public with this is twofold:
A) To protect others from being hurt. He is known to reach out to many tumblr users, especially young women in the Cillian Murphy fandom -- but he may have a wider reach beyond this circle.
B) Since his "disappearance" three weeks ago and the unravelling of his lies, this man has ruined my life and the only hope I had of obtaining treatment for a condition that has been plaguing me for four years.
Killian Vidal is the name he has chosen to give us, and has claimed to be both a officer commander and general in the mobility troop in the SAS (the general rank does not even exist), has beaten cancer a while ago (but said to another mutual that his "time was running out" and he is currently struggling with it), and a plethora of other life experiences and general knowledge about him that varies in consistency when talking to different people and is questionable in its validity. He has also shared pictures of "himself" that when reverse image searched, belong to different people.
I got to know Kill when he reblogged one of my fanfics (as the story seems to start with a lot of his victims) and he reached out via DMs. We quickly became close friends who called nearly every day on Discord and when I told him about my health issues, he immediately offered to pay for my medical treatment wherever I could find willing doctors.
I was hesitant to believe this at first since all of this seemed too good to be true (and was). He claimed to be very wealthy, enough to afford private jets like it was nothing and to rent me an apartment in the UK in the same building as him. Over time, I grew to trust him because he felt like such a genuine person and friend, which was made all the more believable by the fact that he has such a huge following on Tumblr and was, at the time, part of a vast social network of fans and friends (one of which he even claimed to know IRL -- who will remain anonymous unless they decide to speak out). I decided to ignore the little red flags because I was so desperate to receive this treatment that for me would be life-saving.
For four years, I have been plagued by an array of (mostly) undiagnosed digestive issues that have made my life almost unbearable and have on numerous occasions nearly killed me due to malnutrition. I've spent months in hospital, endured years of malpractice and misdiagnoses, undergone heart surgery, and have tried absolutely everything I can to get better. In the winter of 2023, I was told by my doctor that I was refused in the TPN program (a treatment that may have slowed or stopped my weight loss) and that with or without it, I was looking at mortality. Refusing to stop fighting but having exhausted the public health care system in Canada, I went into 2024 not really having much hope of anything anymore.
So, when Kill came along, that changed. He promised -- and I mean, from the bottom of his heart, promised -- that he would help me get treatment, that he would get me out of my abusive home and fly me to the UK, that he would be there for me as my friend, etc. I was beyond grateful, and as my trust with him built, so did my hope.
The travel plans kept getting put off; originally, he would fly me out as soon as the apartment became available, which was the 11th of Feb, 2024. He kept finding excuses to not book the jet. Finally, it seemed as if around the 15th/16th I would be flying. My health had been declining rapidly and the situation was becoming all the more urgent, and he said he was in contact with a pilot and would send the ticket soon and call me.
That was the last I heard from him. The 16th.
Initially thinking he had ended his life (he had discussed thoughts of suicide with me prior to this), I was beside myself with worry not only thinking one of my closest friends was gone but also that my chance at life was. I reached out to his other friends, and I made several calls to the UK authorities and emergency services and ended up requesting a welfare check be made to see if he was even alive.
They reported that no one under the name Killian Vidal was in the records of the building name he gave me -- the same building that I was meant to live in within that week.
After reaching out to my now beloved friend @kittenonpluto (A.K.A., Cas) on Tumblr, I learned that Kill was in fact alive, and had told her that he was in hospital for digestive issues in Indianopolis, United States (though again, no record of his name in their medical system). He still wouldn't talk to me, but told her to tell me that he would reach out when he was out of hospital.
Cas and I compared information he'd told us (her story will be attached to this post) and looked into the mystery more. He constantly dodged confrontation and questions about the fake photos and information he'd sent her, and seemed to use his completely fabricated hospitalisation as an excuse to not fulfil his promises to myself and her, as well as a means to garner sympathy.
It was quite obvious that he didn't know how the American medical system worked, and he even incorporated elements of my actual story and used them in his. When asked about his treatments, he responded with medically false information. He reported digestive issues, reflux, and having both an NG tube and TPN -- both of which I have experience with -- and let me say, I am beyond disgusted and infuriated that my real life trauma was used as a ploy in all this.
How do we know for a fact this is false? I checked the police case for his welfare check again, and they said that they confirmed him being in the UK at the same time he had told Cas he was in hospital in the States.
After a final confrontation from both Cas and myself (and a desperate final plea for the medical aid he promised me), he was never heard from again from either of us or our friend circles.
I'm now having to pick up the pieces he's left me in and to be honest, I have little to no idea of what the hell to do or how to save myself. The fact that he strung me along for a month and built up my hope that I was going to live only to abandon me without even a word is deplorable to me.
And mine isn't the only story. I've heard from four women on Tumblr (who, again, will remain anonymous unless they choose to speak out) who he has been romantic or sexually involved with (and lied about his involvement, made them out to seem insane or toxic, created rifts in our friendships, toyed with their emotions, and made false promises to of relationships, marriage, and finances).
And that's not including the ex-wife who came back to Tumblr to claim that her and Kill had never met nor married. She was promptly silenced by a "lawyer threat" that we have strong reason to believe was a bluff.
At the end of the day, there are so many lies, half-truths, inconsistencies, etc. this man has wrapped himself in and we don't know for the life of us what his motives are, but from the information that we do know is false, he isn't genuine. He toys with people. He hurts them. Myself and the others that have been affected by this want that to stop.
And at any point, he has the ability to make a new account, and take on a new persona, pretend to be someone else. Tumblr is a wonderful place and I have met so many cool people on here, but please be careful about who you interact with and what you share, because aside from making this post, it is beyond my power to stop him from doing what he does. But after what he did to me, I could not remain silent.
Other Stories
If you have an experience or story with Killian that you would like heard, please reblog it on this thread or make a post. With your consent, I can include a link to it below.
kittenonpluto's story
aurora98's story
Final Note
Lastly, if you have read this far, thank you.
If you want to reach out to me about this issue -- whether it's to anonymously share your experience, ask questions, ask for evidence (of which I can back up these statements with), or anything at all --, please do not hesitate to do so. <3
For those who may be worried about the potential legality of this post, everything that I have stated as fact is fact and it is not my intention to slander or spread false information.
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#cillian murphy#cillian murphy fanart#jonathan crane#cillian murphy x reader#jonathan crane x reader#neil lewis x reader#art
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he looks so depressed here i love him
Life without talking to your fav person:
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YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT! THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US BY SHARING IT 😭
AHSJDSH THANK YOU SM !! that means the world to hear </3 living for the peaky content on your page tbh, spent a good ten minutes scrolling
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hiiii just wanna pop by and say that your sketches of cillian’s characters are soosososo pretty hehehe!! i saw the ones from the “a new pair of glasses” and the “red eyes” fic and they’re absolutely gorgeous aaaaaa,, AND the jonathan x reader ones u recently posted??? the one where he’s looking up at the reader got me feeling some type of way 🤭🤭🤭 looking forward to seeing more of your art whenever you’d like to share <333
AAAH thank you so so much !! this means the world to me, you have no idea :( 🫶🫶 i’m so extremely glad you liked them !! drawing this man gives me life fr
i am so tempted to put up reqs or something like that, doodle for more fics, etc etc .. i’ve got so much time in my hands recently, and all i’ve been doing is doodle-dumping on my art pc 🤸♂️🤸♂️
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on the topic of mutuals , i have so many lovelies i've made through this app :(( if anyone ever wants to chat for funsies or vent etc etc , please know that my dms are open to all <3 ( i never shut up so i'm happy to talk to ANYONE . )
mutuals? oh you mean friends to care for and cherish and maybe sext with <3
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some Jonathan crane x fem!yn doodles for you all ..
#jonathan crane#jonathan crane x reader#jonathan crane x you#jonathan crane fanfic#jonathan crane fanart#cillian murphy#cillian murphy x reader#cillian x fem!reader#cillian murphy fanart#jackson rippner#jackson rippner x reader#I’m getting tired of adding tags#art#yippeeee#sketch#he’s so babygirl#I love my wife Jonathan crane
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thinking of more cillian art prompts while doodling at work <3
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very unfinished cill art i gave up on </3 it was originally meant to be jonathan crane as lucifer, a redraw of one of giorgio dante's paintings, but i ended up getting annoyed over the hair and left it as older cillian as an angel. yippee ?? please don't mind th very messed up and inaccurate shading, i was NOT intent on finishing this after 4.5 hours straight of painting [ sob ]
#cillian murphy#cillian murphy fanart#fanart#jonathan crane#oppenheimer#i hate tags#this is why i dont post art anymore its been like 1.5 years#he is so wife material !!!
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screaming. night made. losing my mind ‼️
HI LOVELY !! i'm from this ask:
https://www.tumblr.com/youbyradiohead/738835683654991872/ughhh-i-literally-cannot-get-enough-of-your-new?source=share
and i have NO clue if you remember shsdhsd ?? it's been a week-ish and i TOTALY went m.i.a from university and work BUTTT .. here is one of the five pages of doodles i did cough cough <3 you may recognize the dialogue from your fics ,, UNLESS YOU CANT READ IT </3 tumblr always makes the photo quality terrible and it makes me wanna cry.
ANYWAYS ! please keep writing, you have no idea how amazing your work is fr
OH MY FUCKING GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHM Y GOD
YOURE SO AMAZING IM IN TEARS
I literally do not know what to say to this except that i’m saving all of these and making them my wallpaper on everything.
THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME!!!
GOD ILOVE YOU!!!
and you’re so talented and i appreciate you and im genuinely at a loss for words
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