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My Paracosm
call me noelle! :) (she/her) (pfp credit is in the caption of the full artwork i posted)this blog is centered around my cursed asf paracosm that lives in my head rent free <3I will post writing here maybe some day but mostly just rambles and cursed shit bc i think i'm funny and it is absolutely insufferable but also why not WHY THE FUCK NOT goodbye my main madd blog is @fallingmaddlyinlove
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I JUST FUCKING CRIED SO MUCH OMG FUCK THIS SONG 🖕🖕🖕🖕
"And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes
but I know through mine you were looking in yours"
#i saw this song live and wasn't okay#anyways this song reads as a su*cide note and that's why i lost my shit because I JUST REALIZED#oh my god#my paras are eating this shit up
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diana: you're a cunt. 😐
emerson: omg in a good way or a bad way? 😊
#idk why i just thought of this#my brain is fried from finals week#anyways i think diana would just walk away#tired of her shit#paracosm shitpost#dianaaa#emersonnn
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"how can you like this objectively bad thing!" because i have bad taste. move on.
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it sounds so good in my head and looks like ass on paper
It’s fine because I’m actually using a secret technique called writing it in my head and nowhere else.
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also how do i have 100 followers on here? who the fuck is following me
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some kid just skateboarded down my street crying
#this is literally luca#i forgot if i already reblogged this a long time ago#i probably did but idc#lucaaa
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fun trivia game where u guess which posts i made while high vs sober (it would very hard if i didn't shut tf up abt it)
how often am i high on this acc wtf
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mt anatomy and shading skills are ass. oh my god. that hand.... anyways, enjoy. emerson. the bitch.
holy hell it is 6am what am i doing
i'm fr tweaking bye
edit: advice is always welcome y'all i'm tweaking
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how often am i high on this acc wtf
#i swear its like every other time i post 💀 wtf#and i haven't smoked weed in at least a year#i need help💀
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BAHAHHA SAME SAME
tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb
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i just know isla fucks with björk
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this song is so emerson/isla angst
maybe it's just emerson because when is it not i love that bitch
i will explain later because i'm high
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I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.
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AWW SAME TO UUU
now i have to tag ppl too hehe @madmadder @simplygoingmadd @ismildlypoetic @turmoilcity @arlyiahshay
👀👀 not gonna name names but SOME of u are sweet and kind and deserve the world and i am rooting for u
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random lore update that makes no sense again and probably overlaps and contradicts everything!! yay!!!
anyway, my favorite thing about the cult in my paracosm is how closely it follows the "boiling frog" metaphor.
(ig i should put a tw for the mention of animal harm, also transphobia/death/harm mentions)
"The boiling frog is an apologue describing a frog being slowly boiled alive. The premise is that if a frog is put suddenly into boiling water, it will jump out, but if the frog is put in tepid water which is then brought to a boil slowly, it will not perceive the danger and will be cooked to death. The story is often used as a metaphor for the inability or unwillingness of people to react to or be aware of sinister threats that arise gradually rather than suddenly."
i've always loved learning about cults and groups of people who share some kind of unique practice/belief. real stories and fictional stories are both equally as interesting imo. my favorites have always been the ones that are morally wrong to us but so normal to the group. i also just like the "evil" ones lmao.
OH MY GOD I WANT TO REWATCH HEREDITARY!!! i feel like it is perfect inspo for how i kind of want to go with my paracosm's cult. (hard movie to watch though. mentally draining asf. the lore is amazing though)
if it wasn't horrendously obvious, the way my paracosm operates changes all the time, but the main theme of manipulation and cold comfort always stays the same. >:)
they worship demons, yes, but they also just believe a bunch of random shit for no real reason. like, how butterflies mean somebody is blessed and how moths can "tell them" to harm/possess/people. they often use this to make excuses to sacrifice people. they also drop their blood on random flowers as a gift to nature. like, okay, you do you. i guess. 🥰
so for some shit i already mentioned a long time ago (i think), emerson was given to her aunt, because she was born after luca. her mom only wanted one kid and not two. emerson is still fully aware of this shit with the cult and branded, but she's still not fully immersed into it like luca is (they are also severely transphobic to him so that's fun!)
fun fact! anyone seen as "possessed/part demon" is seen as "godly" until they step into the real world that has regular beliefs! then it is basically the purest form of evil! fun!
most people in the cult are "cursed" at a young age to be like this. it causes the curse to be branded on their skin. :3
this cult is basically the rival to like anyone's morals ever. you will be seen as the worst person ever by everybody if you are in this cult. everyone who is a part of this has to hide the branding at all times and show no signs of the "demon magic," whatever the hell that is.
BACK TO THE MANIPULATIVE SHIT
basically, they do what any cult does. they find vulnerable people and preach their beliefs to them, telling them how much it changed their lives for the better. they will even tell fake stories. they just want their group to grow more powerful.
what are their main beliefs? these demons are good guys and not horrible pieces of shit like everyone says! they make you soo connected to the spirits (yes there is a spirit world that people can go to. not everyone can access it) and totally not draining you of your soul! you just have the most powerful religion!! it's powers!!
honestly, half of the people that grew up around this stuff just assume it's normal until, one day, they realize it's not?? scary shit. i love that shit. i love the crisis moments.
the people that end up being sacrificed are often the ones that find out how bad it actually is too, and they tried to get help (wonderful. spectacular. nobody saw that coming).
what exactly is bad about it though besides killing people? 😟
(tw again) promotes harm of any kind. self harm, abuse, sacrifice, promoting false hope, feeds on weakness- tells them that this is all for a good cause, it is not. lmao.
i don't have it all figured out. i still don't have any real rules for the magic. it's just kinda there right now. 🥰
OH. do luca and emerson's friends know? NOT YET. (except for aiden because he was low key involved for a minute).
okay bye.
(oh, also, the spirit world rivals with the demonic part all the time. it's almost like kingdoms or parts of land or some shit.) byeee
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tag a para that loves mulch 🥰
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