i've never wanted anything more in my entire life. every hour of every day i beg the universe to end my miserable existence but i'm forced to suffer. it's like i was put on this planet to feel pain

i don't ask for much i just want to be dead

i've been crying out for help for MONTHS like i'm seriously past my breaking point. can no one hear me?? or does no one care

i want to fucking scream but i cant do anything but sit here and take it. nonstop aching pain

i need to die

11:11 i wish i was dead

i wanna relapse. badly

kinda hurts even more to know that once i'm gone no one will even miss me for more than a day at most lol but i've always been so unimportant and forgettable so idk why im not over it by now

if 5 months of antidepressants isnt enough i'll have to shoot myself or something idc i cant do this shit anymore

i actually really need to die asap

im in so much pain all say evey day is endless pain i cant fucking do this anymore

multiple ear piercings is the only answer

this shit is so painful its literally fucking agonizing why am i suffering like this what am i doing wrong

i can not wait to end my life like i literally can not wait

death is my lover

i hate that my entire life is dictated by other people's actions i hate bpd i want to die