yeah people are cruel on the internet and their words can hurt a lot but people irl hurt me even more when they don't even care abt what im talking about and never try to reach out or hang out

Cat on Constantine’s Foot, Palatine Museum, Rome

i miss hanging out with cash and zach

l how to cope with death

supposed to hang out with someone today but one of my eyes is swollen shut from crying… wtf!!

all jamie’s dog does is sit outside waiting for him to come back but he’s not gonna come back it’s terrible

thinking about my “feel better” phase rn

it’s not even funny how much I ate yesterday but at least i’m taking my future seriously i guess

I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.

he died. i’ll only feel bad for the kid if it’s found he wasn’t on his phone and it was the sun that blocked his vision. on that road early morning the sun really is blinding, but i am very upset and sad. what will happen to his big furry dog? his property? he was such an interesting guy. loved working with construction and metals and auto and all that type of stuff. i mourn how i was supposed to see him after school today and it didn’t happen. Whenever we had difficulties in anything home-related my mind would think “Need to call Jamie-Boading.” who am i supposed to call now. i’ve been classically conditioned to think that, and now i have to stop.

i want to rip my face skin off a fucking 15 year old hit a close family friend (74) and now he’s in critical condition. Literally had to be airlifted. what’s so fucking hard about going the speed limit and not being distracted. fuck that stupid ass sophomore.

looking in every surface

anyone else’s dad come home rlly drunk one night and tell you how he killed a dog bc it apparently bit you when u were little