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spenzitz · 4 months
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i respectfully cannot get enough of this man.
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i can’t.
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spenzitz · 4 months
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hey ! i’m back btw, i suppose i can only silent like posts for so long…
i hope you’re all having great winter breaks!
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spenzitz · 6 months
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hello all!! big things happening in these next few days so i’ll be very ia… i hope yall have a great week and know im thinking about yall <333
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spenzitz · 6 months
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seisitive -> lovedazai
rbs appreciated ˖ ࣪⊹
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spenzitz · 6 months
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@marycorn
do you ever think about how sometimes it just... takes one random message? and suddenly you find yourself with a best friend or in constant conversation with someone who lives on the other side of the world but is just as much of a freak as you are or maybe you find yourself in love with someone without a last name but with so much kindness and affection in their words and presence. crazy how life and love and friendship just happen
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spenzitz · 6 months
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S E L F S H I P S
emmin ~ emma x armin ↳ friends to lovers, slow burn, young love, ↳ paper rings by taylor swift, signed sealed delivered(i’m yours) by stevie wonder, the thought of you by logan smith,
osemma ~ emma x dazai ↳ soulmates, friends to lovers to enemies to secret lovers, sneaking around, forbidden love, ↳ should’ve been me by mitski, water under the bridge by adele, los ageless by st.vincent,
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spenzitz · 6 months
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me when my dad says he doesn’t think the guy i like is my type: 🧍‍♀️
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spenzitz · 6 months
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suggestive(?)
i don’t mean to yuck anyone’s yum but dear lord i just want some normal shit in the aot x reader tags PLEASE.
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spenzitz · 6 months
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me and chuya had a long day!!! we’re gonna take it easy for the night but i’ll reply in the morning promise!!
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spenzitz · 6 months
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[ 2:34 AM ] - OSAMU DAZAI
➪ sypnosis : everyone has nightmares, especially those with a dark past
➪ other notes : my writings have been flopping so bad recently, not that i mind too much, this is inspired by that one scene between cassie and nate from euphoria, and i’m so sorry for the shit ending, non-edited
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you always found it comforting when dazai would wrap his arms around you before sleeping. it was a sense of security for you, even if you believed he had done it with past lovers. and each morning, his arms would always be around you every single time. perhaps it was his sixth sense, it was dazai for god’s sake.
so now, you sleep in his arms in the small futon you both share yet can’t get rid of. he stirred in his sleep but this was different. this time it woke you up, his ragged breathing as he thrashed around was enough to panic you. you’ve never seen him like that, sweat gleaming on his forehead as hair sticks to it.
you carefully shake him awake, not knowing what else to do. he gasps awake, gripping your arms shakily. “shh, shh, it’s okay, it was just a bad dream,” you whisper. he calms down, wrapping his arms around you, pinning you into a hug against the discarded blankets.
and within minutes, he’s snoring again, you can’t help but wonder, did he actually just have a nightmare ? maybe the ghost of his past came to visit him with a gun to his head, or maybe to your head. you can’t go back to sleep now, worry filling your mind and his body on yours wasn’t all too comfortable.
thankfully within an hour you settle back down, tiredness consuming you. the next morning, you wake up, your sleeping beauty still clinging to you tightly. did he sleep like that the rest of the night ? you lightly smile and brush his bangs, the sun slightly beaming.
having his arms around you wasn’t just a sense of security to you, it was a sense of security to dazai himself. to know that you’re physically there with him, that you haven’t left him. he’s human too, he has to keep carrying these burdens with him, but it’s easier with you.
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spenzitz · 6 months
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EM PLS PLS MAKE A SELFSHIP POST :( i need to know all ab u & chuuya!!!!
OKOKOK fiiiine ill make the stupid self ship post 🙄
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spenzitz · 6 months
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should i make a self ship post or would that be too far…
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spenzitz · 6 months
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EM !!! how are we feeling after aot :(( also i love everyone going back and writing about their aot favs bc literally me too HSKWKALA
rylie!! i’m feeing very empty right now!! like i lost a part of me?? i sound so dramatic but i watched aot through some of the most fundamental changes in my life. it means so much to me and i really never liked the manga but the anime made me somewhat satisfied with the ending actually!! im happy with how the character’s stories ended other than wishes there was more of a conclusion for the remaining survey corp members… im happy with levi’s ending but i wish they showed him w gabi and falco just for me….
eren’s conversation with mikasa and armin killed me like those are probably my favorite scenes now… me and my friends were all silently crying as it played…
i’m cooking up a postwar!levi x reader where it’s basically single father of gabi and falco levi x veteran!reader just for you baby xxxx
mappa also made me like armin’s second redesign hehe he looks like blonde baby levi…
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spenzitz · 6 months
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currently needing commander!armin btw
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spenzitz · 6 months
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i still can’t believe it’s really over after all this time. i grew and changed so much over the years of watching aot and it’s just all so surreal. even though i might not love all the narrative choices made, i can still appreciate what it did and what it made me feel…
i’d love to hear yalls thoughts although ik im mainly a bsd blog!!!
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spenzitz · 6 months
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home from the aot watch party!!! here’s a video of me and my friends trying to get crunchyroll to work… i had the remote 💪
we sound like actual children in this 😭 you have to understand how long we sat there rebooting crunchyroll…
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spenzitz · 6 months
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logging off tumblr until later tn!! im having a watch party for aot with my friends and i’d rather not see anything until then(even though i read the manga smh) ill still respond to dms and disc tho!! hope you all have a lovely saturday <3333
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