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sparklymuses · 2 months
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"Why did you draw Peko so ugly?"
Because my girl can't smile! She has issues!
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sparklymuses · 2 months
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Pointless AU where Peko is the protagonist
Everything is the same but Peko has amnesia in the NWP. She still has an innate need to be useful and protect ppl so she takes a more hands on approach in the trials.
This also forces Fuyuhiko to take the lead in their relationship since Peko is no longer meeting him half way.
He could continue to ignore her and pretend they were just classmates, but he then he has to confront the loneliness that comes with his actions.
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sparklymuses · 2 months
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hey everyone, been a while. i hope you're all well and doing what you love. i think it's finally time i had a talk about why i'm never really here. it's not anything serious in real life, it's just a personal reason to me.
my absence isn't only out of no motivation and why i've yet to really respond to most of anything sent to me.
i like being here, i like writing my favourite characters, and i like thinking up scenarios for ones that didn't get as much spotlight as the main cast did. i did it from my childhood and i still fantasize about it here. the people i met from a website that was described back in the day as ❛ hell on earth ❜ ( or modern day twitter ) ended up being a very pleasant place. however, i've feel more disconnected from it and i don't think i really knew why or just didn't want to acknowledge it.
the reason why i liked roleplaying with friends was a sense of community. to connect with one another to share your love for the subjects or just play with your characters as if they were action figures with other kids. it made everything worth it to me. i didn't really grow up with many friends, so this felt like an escape.
when i got older and moved to such a larger site like deviantart or here, i made a few friends here but that's when i started having burnout. not just from life, but from a sense that something was different that didn't capture the feeling from before.
i was lonely.
the people i met were great, we had good times, good laughs, and then they were gone the next.
the people i met were wonderful, happy, and very expressive. but not having a strong connection or a group to be with. i've gotten used to discord and found a group that i kept going on with for hours, weeks, months ... and then it was gone. and i realized how empty it was after.
despite the good times i had, at the end - all i had was the silence. with the silence did come good memories to look back on, but the more i began to wonder how different it would all be if i just reached out to the ones i wanted to be friends with. to put down my guard and finally just lend out a hand.
of course it's easy to not forget to be cautious, especially on this day and age of what kind of people can be behind a screen, but being protective shouldn't come at this cost of being isolated. it's no better than a prison.
not every friend comes with a group, or a long winded explanation from childhood. sometimes it's just a nice person you meet on the streets, cafe, or internet forum. it doesn't have to keep a deep meaning or last forever, sometimes it's just beautiful as is.
maybe sometime i'll go back to it all again, but maybe sometimes it'll be long inactive periods like this. my biggest regret wasn't writing more, it was not telling people that i loved being around them.
this isn't goodbye, but i wanted to finally sit down and explain it all. maybe even give the few people who read this some self reflection and give them the push to really be friends with one another.
thank you all for listening, writing, and being with me. i hope to talk with you all soon. have a great day or night.
love those who call you their friend.
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sparklymuses · 3 months
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so ... i decided to roll for the bird mom in genshin impact on a whim, and the next thing i know the game decided to blindside me in a way it hadn't before.
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sparklymuses · 3 months
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everyone wish a happy birthday to your favorite spunky sorcerer - maki zen'in !!
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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hey guys, i know i said i was going to be responding past new years, but i've just had a lot of rl turmoil that's been incredibly stressful to deal with. sorry -
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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happy new years everyone !!
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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happy birthday to me !!
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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since my last day of work will be around the 31st, i think the day after new years is when i'll try to get back to writing. since my fixed term expires until spring starts, i will have a lot more time on my hands afterwards. stay tuned !!
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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aight so, JJK season 2 has concluded I believe. a very tense season with lots of highs and lows, so I don't really know how to wrap up my feelings about it.
i do feel bitter about the girls being robbed of a lot of screentime to get them to show their stuff, especially maki. kinda feels like another shonen writer took the stage.
it feels like some parts of the plot were left out to make time for animation, but will likely be explained further on.
speaking of animation, jesus christ - fuck MAPPA. if you have to crunch your animators to the bone where you have to finalize your episode within MINUTES before launch time, it's better to delay than to overpromise. if it got so bad people walked out and they animated the MAPPA HQ being destroyed, there's something very wrong here.
i end up feeling disappointed despite some of the best fights we've gotten out of JJK. both for mappa's terrible treatment and some of my own hopes dashed. though I know the latter is more petty than anything. still I can't say i hated everything we got out of it, and it still had a lot of awesome moments.
justice for the mappa workers.
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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★ ★  —    
Man, she remembers why no one wanted his ass.
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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down to the final two days that are going to be the hardest on the work. a full eight-hour shift on the 24th, but after that everything will be a lot easier. hopefully i might get some responses done sooner rather than later.
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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Sorry, I got sick of this sketch
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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ui ui is the worst character in the show, change my mind.
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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all my christmas shopping is done and now I have to work through the busiest week of the year. wish me luck boys.
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sparklymuses · 4 months
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for decades i was stuck NOT rolling because my pity was literally exactly one roll away so i couldn't satisfy my gacha self-indulgence of just blindly rolling. but now, i am FREE to roll once more - and i've got a full constellation rosaria baybeeeee!
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UPDATE: I GOT HER AXE IN TWO x10 ROLLS TOO, WHAT?! THIS IS THE ONLY WEAPONS BANNER IVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN THE MAIN WEAPON WHAT
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