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"I know I'll never get it, theres not a day that i wont try"
✧ sorry for the wait on a new fic, i have requests i just havent been up for it. this story is a recycle of an old one i have written for a different person who i dont support anymore. i just changed it up and made it as matt as possible. i hope you enjoy! xx
cw: reader having anxiety, dissociation, super fluffy matt trying to help, fidgeting
wc: 633
✧ last but not least, the title is a lyric from soon you'll get better by taylor swift! (whole song isnt very fitting but i thought the lyric was)
“Hey babe, you alright?” Matt said, looking at his girlfriend who was fidgeting with the remote. Seeing the person he loved often having these little quirks to calm their nerves wasn't bizarre. You do most things like twiddle your thumbs, turn up the TV to a specific volume, and the way you would count when it was just too much for you to handle. Although he picked up on these things, he never realized how to fix it.
You finally perk your head up. “Yes Matty, I’m alright.” You said to the man looking over at you with such worry. You knew he was worried, and you were sure he knew what was wrong.
“Okay, just making sure.” He said before turning to the TV, seeing the volume rise to the number you always chose when you were anxious. It was your favourite number, there wasn’t any way he could’ve missed it. “How about we head to bed, baby. Would that be alright with you?” He asked you so sweetly. He knew that if it was too late you’d start dissociating due to the tiredness slowly taking over your body.
“Sure.” Tiredness slightly showed in your voice when you spoke to him. No seconds were wasted before Matt wrapped his arms around you, carefully picking you up. Soon he made it to your shared bedroom and laid you down, not long after he joined you in bed. Each of you said your goodnights and I love yous before slowly drifting off to sleep.
Matt had gotten up fairly early, he had something to do with his brothers today. He kissed you on your forehead before leaving. He hoped you would text him when you woke up. He spent almost all day with his brothers, not once receiving a text from you. This worried him a bit, so he decided to go home as soon as he finished. He walked into the house and made his way to your bedroom. He saw you there on the bed, still sleeping so peacefully. He didn’t want to disrupt, but he knew he had to.
“Hey honey, you need to get up. It’s almost 2 pm.” He said, lightly shaking your sleeping figure. You hummed slightly, still quite tired. He never realized why you slept so late until he realized why you didn’t sleep at all.
It was a week before he had to go on tour. You dreaded this time because you knew he would be gone for at least a month, sometimes even more. This time made your anxiety worse, you would dissociate even more than before. This meant sleeping less than usual. Matt soon noticed how little you were sleeping and how all the fidgeting got a bit worse. He didn’t wanna leave anymore. He knew if he told you, you would think it was about you and it was your fault.
Even though he wanted to cancel his appearance at the tour, he knew he couldn’t. His fans would be upset, his brothers would be upset, and you would’ve been upset because it would be your fault he cancelled his appearance. He knew you saw how excited he was for this tour. He tried the whole week to try and break you of these habits. He failed to realize it would take more than just a few days.
He insisted you went with him to the airport to see him before he left. He would hope that it would just calm your nerves for a bit. After lots of goodbyes and I love yous, he boarded his plane. He was terrified for how you would be. He made sure to check on you every chance he got, even if that meant staying up at ungodly times of the night to talk to you, or telling some of his friends to go in and watch you.
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Jake Webber platonic best friend? 🌟
best friend!jake webber x reader headcanons! ✩
✧ thank you for requesting!! i hope you enjoy and love you lots xx
(lowercase intended, writing this from my phone #sorry)
- he has you on stream from time to time. he makes you try various foods and snacks, as he usually does.
- when you guys hang out y'all definitely take a trip to 7/11, because why not?
- most definitely is willing to let you do face masks or makeup on him because he thinks its funny
- y'all are never beating the dating allegations but, you know you'd rather eat aluminum foil before you date him
- y'all go to the mall literally ALL the time
- late night car rides with music blasting are both of y'alls favourite activities
- he always makes you try the nastiest, god awful snacks known to man and laughs after
- his fatass always eats all of your food when he goes over
- shopping sprees at target, literally buying everything there
- constantly fighting and arguing over the most stupidest shit ever
- matching fits at parties sometimes
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welcome to my blog!!
who ill write for -
🎀 = romantic 🌟 = platonic
* chris sturniolo 🎀🌟
* matt sturniolo 🎀🌟
* johnnie guilbert 🎀🌟
* jake webber 🎀🌟
* tara yummy 🌟
* nick sturniolo 🌟
* colby brock 🎀🌟
* sam golbach
(feel free to submit something asking if i can write for a certain person thats not on the list)
i won't do -
* age regression
* male reader
* bodily fluids
* non-consensual/cnc
* pedophilia
* feet
(sorry if my writing is bad or i misspell, im dyslexic. i try my best with using autocorrect though)
#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo smut#johnnie guilbert x reader#johnnie guilbert smut#colby brock x reader#taylor swift#sam golbach x reader#jake webber x reader#chris sturniolo x reader#nick sturniolo#tara yummy
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