hello, lovelies! the bodyโs been sick off an on for around two months, i believe, and i havent fronted in around one of those months. im so sorry for the long unannounced breaks. it will most likely happen again. but i wanted to let you know i love you and i miss you! posting is overwhelming sometimes because of all the expectations on how i should interact with the beautiful residents of our cloud kingdom, if that makes senseโimages to maintain are exhausting when your very being is floating in and out of reality. i dont even know if im the host anymore. all this going around in circles to say, itโs blanc, and i say hello :)
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genuinely not sure if im plural or not and i dont want to offend anybody by faking accidentally or something :(( i just liek , , , have so many different versions of myself that feel so DiSTiNCT. like yep that is another person, right there in my head, who drives this silly body around occasionally. like i feel older or younger or like a different kintype and different gender and its so strange does anybun have any idea whats going on????
Please help out a disabled, ND, mentally ill Black nonbinary lesbian!
Hey, y'all. I'm sorry to bother you with a personal mutual aid post, but I really need your help. Long post incoming...
TL;DR: I need help, and there are links at the end!
A little backstory... I recently lost my job because I had a panic attack, was gonna have another one, and therefore had to leave. This is a job I had for 14 months, and for almost all of those months, I made a complaint to management AT LEAST once a week about the literal bigoted discrimination (racism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism which I can expound on if asked) I was facing in my department and from other departments at this job. I was always told they'd do something, but nothing ever changed. I called corporate, and again, nothing was done. The final straw was when my department lead screamed at me during a panic attack, as I was actively gasping for air and clutching my chest, and told me to "just go find a manager!" so I could leave. Didn't even call one for me, just yelled at me to walk around the entire store to find one. After I left, I was told she proceeded to talk shit about me AND my wife (who also works there) to anyone who would listen. And I couldn't tell HR because HR is this leads best friend and does the same shit-talking thing she does about anyone he's upset with. So, I asked to be moved from my department and was told it would happen just "not anytime soon." A week later when I asked the main store manager for a time frame of when he'd move me, he said, "I have no intentions to move you." Cue another panic attack. Because all that told me is, "I don't care about you or any of the problems you're experiencing. You're not a person to me." This is also the man who told me to my face that everyone was praying for me when my sister's remains were found and then a few days later told me, in an annoyed tone, "We get it, you have problems" when I had to call out because I was grieving and because I had hurt myself. So, I mean, the dehumanization from him, the other managers, and leads isn't new, but it just became so exhausting.
Why did you stay so long, you ask? Because I was holding out for a year so I could get insurance through them. I finally got it mid-February of this year (was supposed to get it October of last year), AND THEN MY EMPLOYER RETROACTIVELY CANCELED IT WHEN THEY FIRED ME. They set the date back to January 1st of this year, meaning every doctor, dentist, urgent care, ER, etc. visit I've had this year? I have to pay for IN FULL now.
So.... I need help. I'm out of a job right now, have a lot of bills, need food and gas, and just... need help. If you're willing and able to, PLEASE donate to help me. I feel like a huge burden on my wife right now, and I would like to lessen that until I find another job. PLEASE donate and PLEASE reblog this and/or share it elsewhere if you see it!! Thank you so much in advance, y'all. Have the best day, and be safe, everyone!
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P.S. I apologize for the colored text. I just didn't know a better way to bring more attention to the links!