Wing study. Friggin’ angels.

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Hollywood Babylon (2x18) April 19th, 2007

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i love angel lore

this actually lines up well with what cas's canonical interest in bees represents at that point. bees being another order of angel, cas admiring them for their structure, their hierarchies, their closeness to god, and everyone with a job to do, during a time where cas feels like his every choice and action has led to disaster. he's desperate to be back "in the fold," to have a job and do it well. and bedlund saying here that angels are also the "closest to his missing God" also supports the idea that bees = a longing for heaven and order. honey!cas is cas at his lowest and most "helpless." he feels defeated, he wants things to be simple and easy again. this cas is perhaps looking for the guidance of that "missing God." he's searched desperately for god before, when he believed god had all the answers and would help them. following the bees, admiring them, wishing to be like them, ties into those themes of feeling helpless and looking for structure and purpose again, the kind of structure and purpose he found in heaven for millions of years. but observing the bees also twines with cas's love and admiration of earth and god's creations. it's a very cas way of longing for the familiarity of heaven. instead of just being like, "ah yes i miss heaven and it's structures" he goes and admires bees for those same attributes. (also imagine cas, in this broken defeated state, telling the bees of all his faults and trauma and regrets. the bees as angels being tuned into angel radio, receiving and relaying cas's confessions) anyway, bedlund saying bees are possibly another order of angels just !!! slams home the idea that cas is looking toward heaven at this time. and again that his interest in bees, while seemingly cute and wholesome on the surface, runs much deeper in ways that are often glossed over or not represented in fandom

dean [voicemail]: hey, cas. it’s dean. again. just calling to see what you were up to… feels like i- we, haven’t heard from you in awhile. would it kill you to give me- us, a call every now and again? haha. heh. anyways. like i said. just… checking in. i- we. we worry. when you go awol like this. me and sam. the both of us….. you know you can always call us if you need us, right? uh. me. you can call me. if you need me. we’ll be there. i’ll be there. jesus. uh. anyways. that’s all. i guess. call me when you get this. please. or don’t. whatever. uh, talk to you soon, man. i hope. bye.

text message from cas, several days later: 👍

Here's an old bufus prequel doodle i never posted since the winchesters is dead

ink sketch of cas in 9x03 I'm No Angel

yes, I still have can't stop drawing cas disease

my art | ko-fi

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel