im pretty sure i failed one of my classes already :/ but honestly idc about school anymore.  nowadays the only thing i think about is the glow up ill never have

tw; suicide

i just cant see a future for me.  i think i might actually do it

tbh i dont think ive ever had any real friends and i dont think i will.  i cant trust anyone

i keep trying to love myself but i just cant.  why was i put in this body

i hate how my parents body shamed me throughout my entire childhood and now im just supposed to sit here and pick up the pieces of my shattered self esteem.  i cant remember one single moment of my life where i didnt despise my body

hii i just got tumblr so now im doing the 30 day thinspo challenge ! im cerise btw c: anyway here are my stats:

♡ cw and sw: 125 lbs ♡ gw: 100 lbs ♡ ugw: 77 lbs