krvla​:

‘ I’m plenty appreciative. Want me on my knees , Greengrass ?? Shall I kiss the floor for you ?? ’ He was being a prat , if only to ease the air of tension between them. Even if Draco wasn’t CALLED her date , was this a date of sorts ?? He thinks he will allow the question to hang silently in the air between them , both far too prideful to be the first to ask.

‘ Fine. I’ll go to your little soireè with you. Save you the humiliation of showing up alone~ Not very CLASSY , is that ?? ’

❛     that  is  a  wonderful  idea,  MALFOY.  go on then.     ❜     her  eyes  glance  towards  the  floor  between  them  before  they  narrow  back  upwards.  this  hot  and  cold  battle  between  them  everlasting.  stance  tightens  as  arms  cross  over  one  another,  and  despite  the  icy  atmosphere, there’s  a  certain  flutter  in  her  stomach  at  the  idea  of  the  two  attending  together.     ❛     yes, and it’ll save you the humiliation over not being invited in the first place.     ❜     she  huffs  back,  shaking  her  head.     ❛     we’ll  meet  in  the  common  room  half  hour  before  so  we  can  walk  together.  and  so  i  can  approve  your  attire.     ❜

krvla​:

THE PAUSE does not go unnoticed , and Draco too is curious to hear just how Daphne defines their … friendship. Guest. Of course. DATE was far too intimate , wasn’t it …

‘ Not good enough to be your DATE , Greengrass ?? Prefer a Hufflepuff ?? A half-blood at that ?? ’ He was far too cocky and arrogant to simply accept her offer , though he had no intention of declining. 

‘ That more your type , hm ?? ’

❛     oh  for  merlins  sake.     ❜     the  blond  huffs,  rolling  amber  colored  hues  and  shifting  her  direction  elsewhere  because  cheeks  were  beginning  to  feel  a  little  too  warm.  date.  even  with  the  unspoken  ...  thing  between  draco  and  herself,  to  refer  to  it  as  a  date  was  far  too  strange  for  her.  trying  best  to  ease  the  warmth  of  her  cheeks  and  the  unsteadiness  in  her  poster,  daphne  rolls  her  head  back  towards  dracos  direction.   ❛     not  quite  my  type,  no.  all  though  perhaps  a  hufflepuff  would  be  far  more  appreciative  of  my  offer.       ❜

krvla​:

DRACO SCOFFED , and rolled his eyes as he looked away in poor attempt to hide his JEALOUSY. ‘ Course princess Daphne got invited. And … mine must have got lost in the mail or something … not that I care , of course. I heard SAINT POTTER is going to be there , so you can IMAGINE what the company will be like … ’

❛       i’ll assume that is a no.       ❜       brow  quirks  up,  eyes  scanning  his  side  profile  as  he  turns  away.  muses  a  hum  in  response,  knows  him  far  well  enough  to  know  this  has  done  some  sort  of  damage  to  his  ego.       ❛       you  know,  guests  are  allowed  to  bring  someone.       ❜       she  begins  to  suggest.       ❛       if  i  do  decide  to  attend  and  you  promise  not  to  be  an  absolute  git,  you  could  be  my  ━━        ❜       a  pause,  mind  searches  for  a  better  word  than  date.       ❛       guest.       ❜    

excuse my blog while i’m under construction xoxo

"have you heard ? about professor slughorns little soiree? did you get invited?” @krvla​

❛       my  mother  would  have  an  absolute  cow  if  i wasn’t  invited.       ❜       stated  coolly,  slender  fingers  rising  to  brush  strands  of  blond  from  her  view  in  order  to  glance  up  at  draco.       ❛        so  yes,  i  was  invited.  though,  i’m  not  sure  i’ll  attend.       ❜        because  unlike  her  parents,  daphne  tended  to  avoid  such  extravagates.  she  allows  a  brief  beat  between  them  before  she  cants  her  head  sideways.       ❛       why  do  you  ask?  have  you  been  invited  as  well?  ❜

EMILY ALYN LIND as Audrey Hope “Parentsite” — Gossip Girl (2021) S1E6

ahem. did someone say daphne greengrass comeback?

she   reminded   me   of   a   woman   lying   down   in   snow   .   just   lying   down   for   a   little   while   ,   she   was   so tired   .   she’d   been   walking   so   long   ,   she   just   wanted   to   rest   ,   and   it   wasn’t   as   cold   as   she   thought   .   she   was   so   sleepy .   it   was   the   surrender   she   wanted   .   to   stop   fighting   the   storm   and   the   enveloping   night   ,   to   lie   down   in   whiteness   and   sleep   .    [  x ]

daphne has a drinking problem. it started in her third year at a slytherin party && she tried fire whiskey for the first time. as foul as she found it ( definitely not her drink of choice. ), she noticed how calm && clear minded it made her feel. she doesn’t casually drink often, but she’ll find herself having a glass of gin or preferably wine if it’s available. she uses drinking as a mean to relax herself, because daphne greengrass is barely able to relax as it is. it’s an unhealthy copy mechanism that never seems to go away. daphne isn’t really fond of parties, but if alcohol is available to her, she’s more than okay. when she’s drunk, she’s way more laid back && cooler than her usual aloofness. she also smokes, but that habit isn’t as often.

Emma Woodhouse, EMMA (2020)

comfort starters

WORDS:

“  i’ve got you. it’s okay.  ” “  stay the night with me?  ” “  i’m here. and i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  shh, it’s okay. i’m here now.  ” “  talk to me.  ” “  i wish i knew how to talk about it, but every time i try i just— the words won’t come out.  ” “  i’m afraid if i start crying, i just won’t stop.  ” “  i don’t wanna be alone tonight.  ” “  you don’t have to say anything.  ” “  do you want me to stay with you?  ” “  we’re okay— everything is gonna be okay.  ” “  it’s over now.  ” “  it’s okay if you need to cry. it’s just me. let it out.  ” “  i don’t wanna have to do that ever again.  ” “  i’m so fucking scared.  ” “  i won’t let you go through anything like that again.  ” “  you don’t have to deal with this alone.  ” “  i just need to feel something.  ” “  i don’t wanna talk about it. i don’t. i just need to forget.  ” “  whatever you need, i’m here.  ” “  please, just tell me what you need.  ” “  lay back down, you need to rest.  ” “  here, i made you some tea.  ”  “  drink this, it’ll help you relax.  ” “  let’s go for a walk. sitting here all cooped up will only make it worse.  ”  “  i can’t breathe. i can’t—  ” “  just breathe. breathe with me.  ” “  look at me. hey— i’m right here. you’re not alone.  ” ”  i feel so sick.  ” ”  i’m just so fucking tired.  ” “  what can i do?  ”  “  i need you.  ” “  i’ll always be here when you need me.  ” “  i was so worried— i thought i’d lose you.  ” “  i’m really worried about you.  ” “  actually i’m…i’m really not okay.  ” “  i keep telling everyone everything is fine and each time someone else asks i get closer to just. breaking.  ” “  you’re not fine. and you don’t have to pretend that you are with me.  ” “  everything hurts and i want it to stop.  ” “  i know it hurts now. but it gets better. with time. the pain gets a little less until it’s more of an ache rather than some big overwhelming lump in your throat.  ” “  just tell me it’s gonna get better.  ” “  i heard you crying— what’s wrong?  ” “  everyone keeps asking how i’m doing but— you’re the only person i really feel like i can talk to.  ” “  i can’t promise you it’ll get better. but i can promise you i’ll be here with you.  ” “  i just needed to see you.  ” “  i just need to know you’re okay.  ” “  get some rest, i’ll be here the whole time.  ” “  i’m afraid to go to sleep.  ” “  i can’t stop seeing their faces every time i close my eyes.  ” “  i sleep better in your bed.  ” “  i won’t say sorry because that just, falls flat. but if i could change it. i would.  ”   “  as long as i have you, i think i’ll be okay again.  ”

ACTIONS: 

1. for our muses to cuddle after one of them has a nightmare 2. for one muse to invite the other to get under the covers with them 3. for one muse to come to the other in the middle of the night to crawl in bed with them 4. for one muse to hold the other while they cry 5. for our muses to spend the night together after a traumatic experience 6. for one muse to help the other clean blood off of themselves  7. for our muses to take a bath together to help one or both of them relax after something traumatic  8. for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep in tears  9. for our muses to have sex as a means of comforting each other  10. for one muse to make the other’s favorite meal to help them feel better 11. for one muse to wipe the other’s tears away 12. for one muse to gently take the other’s chin to get their point across while comforting them 13. for one muse to fall asleep on the other after breaking down 14. for one muse to carry the other to bed and stay with them  15. for one muse to confess something traumatic to the other  16. for one muse to make the other finally open up about something  17. for one muse to stay the night with the other to keep them from hurting themselves  18. for one muse to take care of the other who is drunk  19. for our muses to drink together after a shared traumatic experience 20. for one muse to confess their love for the other after experiencing something traumatic

#2020 mood

i  didn’t  want  to  flood  my  tags  on  my  last  post,  but  i  would  like  to  state  that  i  understand  most  people  disregard  the  cursed  child  /  as  do  i  mostly.  /  and  i  know  that  some  astoria’s  don’t  write  the  blood  curse  in  their  portrayal.  i,  however,  for  character  growing  purposes  have  that  settled  in  daphne’s  main  “  verse  “  /  universe.  i  completely  respect  people  who  would  like  to  disregard  that,  and  it  doesn’t  change  daphne’s  character  in  the  slightest.  curse  or  not,  daphne  loves  her  sister.

edits              .                  dynamics              .                   scorpius.

it  wasn’t  until  daphne  became  an  aunt  did  the  thought  of  children  cross  her  mind.  she  remembers  holding  astoria’s  hand  during  her  labor  /  she  was  mortified  of  the  birthing  process  but  stayed  due  to  the  fact  she  knew  the  strain  having  a  child  would  be  on  astoria.  /  &  spotting  the  platinum  colored  hair  of  her  first  &  only  nephew.  daphne  was  petrified  of  holding  him,  she  hadn’t  held  a  child  since  astoria  &  even  then  she  was  only  a  toddler  herself.  she  kept  him  at  arms  length  with  her  nose  furrowed  &  mumbling  don’t  you  dare  throw  up  on  me.  however  when  he  smiled  up  at  her  with  those  blue  eyes,  all  worries  seemed  to  fade.  daphne  considers  having  children  of  her  own  one  day,  though  she  never  sees  herself  having  them  biologically  /  in  fear  of  the  blood  curse  somehow  striking  against  her  immediate  family  twice.  /,  &  she  doesn’t  really  see  herself  getting  married  either.  after  astoria  dies,  daphne  stays  as  close  as  she  can  to  her  nephew,  &  even  draco  himself.  

my muse: Don’t touch me.

also my muse: [REALLY NEEDS A HUG]