This isn't my room
This isn't my house
That's what mother said, anyway
I suppose that would mean that I never had a home
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WHY WON'T SHE JUST LEAVE US ALONE. MOTHER SHE'S OUR MOTHER SHE WON'T LEAVE BEACAUSE SHE LOVE LOVE LOVES US
SHE KEEPS BOTHERING US, YELLING AT US AND TELLING US THAT WE SHOULD'VE FINISHED ALL OF THE ASSIGNMENTS ON THE DAY IT WAS GIVEN
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT LAZY STUPID BABY WANTS TO BE A TODDLER STUPID ONLY CARES ABOUT DRAWING LIKE TODDLERS DO ONLY CARES ABOUT PLAYING LIKE STUPID BABIES DO STUPID LAZY ONLY WANTS TO PLAY STUPID TODDLER ONLY WANTS HERSELF TO BE HAPPY AND DEAR LOVING MOTHER HAS PROBLEMS SO DISGUSTING BABY CAN'T HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS
STUPID THINKS SHE GETS TO CHOOSE WHEN SHE DOES HER SCHOOLWORK. WRONG WRONG WRONG STUPID DUMB BABY DISGUSTING. DO ONE ASSIGNMENT EVERY HOUR AND FINISH EVERYTHING TODAY BEFORE THE DEADLINE SO THERE WON'T BE ANY DEDUCTION IN YOUR GRADE SO YOU WILL HAVE GOOD GRADES SO WE WILL BE PROUD OF YOU AND YOU WILL GO TO A GOOD GOOD GOOD COLLEGE YES VERY GOOD BE GOOD
STUPID SHOULD BE IN COLLEGE ALREADY BUT SHE'S STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL BECAUSE SHE'S STUPID WANTS TO BE A TODDLER STUPID ONLY WANTS TO PLAY AND BE HAPPY DISGUSTING
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Take my eyes away, so I can see my dreams of paradise
Take my heart away, so they will not be able to hurt me
Take my soul away, so I can leave without having to die
Take my mind away, so I can blossom in insanity
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depression tips™
shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.
moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over.
put on clean, comfortable clothes.
put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.
drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.
clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink.
blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.
make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something.
make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.
go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.
call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.
cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.
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Everything is scary. If no one believes me, I must be a liar. Nobody likes liars.
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I'm scared, I think my parents are mad at me. I swear I'm trying my best, but I just can't understand. I just don't know.
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"it's okay, i can peel back the layers of you until i find the soft and gentle core of you you've had to work so hard to hide"? no. no, it's okay, i know you're hollow; i'm here anyway. you don't have to pretend it isn't masks the whole way down. whatever face you want to wear, i still love you. i don't need you to be good or unflinching or the antonym of violence. if i did, i wouldn't be here. i wouldn't ask that of you.
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i'm so nervous about eating other peoples' snacks in their house. they could have a whole cupboard full of snacks and i would be too afraid to eat any of it because what if i accidentally eat a bag of someone's special flavored doritos and it's their favorite flavor ever and they stopped making it and they're also never going to make it again and i've ruined their life now
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the curse having character thoughts but none of them are coherent
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Forgot to post these. Oops
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Twitter post
Okay I drew this thing a long time ago for fun and never posted it until now... and I didn't expect it to blow up in the way it did. Now I'm asking myself what have I done.
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when ur fave is one dimensional or treated poorly by the writer but as a writer you can see how much potential they have for interesting and engaging storytelling
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