Fuck P€0$ tbh bc why have I been eating 1200 cals or less for a month (excluding cals from vitamins, etc. bc harm reduction is important) and going to the gym 4 times a week plus having 10,000+ steps a day but haven’t lost any fucking weight??? I’ve also been drinking about 75oz of water a day and getting a full nights rest! I eat an insane amount of fruits, veggies, and protein and have been seriously limiting my carb intake.

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?!?!?! I don’t know what else I can do different 😭 I’m not gonna get discouraged tho. This is a long haul kinda thing. Just gotta keep pushing forwards. Maybe I’m just building muscle idk..

1120 cals for the day and hit the gym for arm day 💪🏻

135g of protein total today

11,000 steps

Whoever reported my server, your mom’s a hoe

Not going to make another server unfortunately. Don’t wanna risk it happening again.

Anyone who was in my discord: it was banned and my account was deleted

Anyone who was in my discord: it was banned and my account was deleted

Meal prepping really is the way to go tbh

The withdrawals you go through when someone disappears from your life is worse than any drug

Literally so nervous for my first therapy session Wednesday

I’m fr so ugly 🙂 but I called three therapists today to see if they’re accepting new patients, and I’m going after work to tour a gym

Happy new year 🧍🏻

Left the party after like half an hour bc I started freaking tf out

Going to a friends party today for new years but I just wanna lay in bed and rot

Going to a friends party today for new years but I just wanna lay in bed and rot

Getting another tattoo really helped with my desire to self harm the past two weeks tbh. Urge gone, and I’ve got a sick new tattoo. It’s a win-win.

Hi, um, yes. Quick question. When does it stop? 🙂

2024 will be my relapse year. I’ve already lost 50lbs. What’s 70 more? I can do this.

Sad but at least I’m not drunk and sad. My liver needs a break LOL

Okay I think my three day bender is over now. Getting a tattoo Saturday. Gonna join a gym. Gonna start therapy. It’s all comin together.