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I’M MOVING BLOGS !
hey hey !! if you’re still following me uhhh THANKS !! i’m just here to say that i’m officially archiving this blog and rebooting badger on @twghthmmr !! fuckin tumblr won’t let me @ it yet but i swear it exists. if you’re still interested in writing with my badger, hmu over there !!!
#╳┊TWAUGHTHAMMER UNPLUGGED!; ( ooc. )#im moving just for my own peace of mind and for organization but I MISSED MY BOY
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HIATUS NOTICE !
so as you know, i’m gone from this blog more than not. i love badger a lot but this blog hasn’t taken off like i’d hoped and at the moment i just don’t have the muse to put in here. i love you guys and i’ve really enjoyed the threads i’ve done here, and someday i’ll be back !! i just need some time off from worrying about this blog.
if you still want to write with me, you can find me on @evasus !!
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my dad is watching star trek downstairs and it made me think for a hot second that i had some muse but i logged in and my brain is just :/
#╳┊TWAUGHTHAMMER UNPLUGGED!; ( ooc. )#i love badger sm i just.........cannot write#its been quite the minute since i've really watched brba soooo thats probably part of it
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jesse-fucking-pinkman:
It was PATHETIC, honestly, just how quickly Jesse finds himself reduced to tears when he’s shown the briefest modicum of kindness. Badger’s concern is genuine, and his ability to read Jesse’s emotions over the phone is… comforting? Scary? Whatever – Jesse NEEDS another person right now, just someone else to be in the room with him so that he doesn’t do something reckless.
He swallows the lump in his throat, resting his head in his hand. “Yeah, no, I’m… I’m good. Fine.” The instinct to keep everyone at an arm’s length makes it near IMPOSSIBLE to process emotional trauma. Jesse knows his coping mechanisms are destructive, and that all he’s been good for recently is dragging his friends through the mud with him. “I’ve just been, like, tired recently, or whatever. It’s fine. I’m fine. Just – just get the hell over here, man. Please.”
For a moment, Badger isn’t sure what to say. He’s got HEART, plenty of it, but when it comes to eloquently voicing his desire to comfort, he trips up. It’s a flaw he’s aware of, his clumsiness with words. He sighs, quiet and barely audible over the phone.
“ Okay. ”
It’s a simple response, but there’s a sincerity in his voice that he knows Jesse would likely pick up on. They’ve always been close, a friendship that seemed almost effortless. Badger cradles his phone against his ear for just a brief moment longer, then finally ends the call. A quick glance at himself in his bathroom mirror, and he heads out, almost mindlessly driving along the familiar route to Jesse’s place.
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jesse-fucking-pinkman:
“Right, yeah,” Jesse rubs his eyes, cursing himself – he’d literally seen Badger less than 24 hours ago, but it FEELS like it’s been weeks. Time doesn’t move the same way for Jesse anymore. Days and nights blur together and everything seems the same, like he’s stuck on a loop. He looks around him again. The silence is absolutely DEAFENING. “Tacos sound tight, yo. Hook it up.”
He hasn’t eaten in a while. Maybe since this morning? Whatever – Jesse’s not about to turn down free food. He’s not an IDIOT. “Hey, uh… thanks for doin’ this, man. Seriously.” He won’t say how much he needs it, but he’s sure Badger can hear the sheer DESPERATION in his voice.
There’s a beat or two of silence. Badger’s never been one to work his way into the middle of someone else’s issues, but he’s known Jesse plenty long enough to recognize that slight edge of DISTRESS in his voice.
“ Sure thing, Jess. ”
He pauses, just for a short moment.
“ Hey ... You feeling okay ? I dunno, you just seemed a little freaked out lately. I mean, I know it’s gotta be crazy where they got you working now. Gotta be, with the kind of serious cash you make. But like, if it’s too hard on you, it ain’t worth it, y’know ? ”
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bbulldogg:
It felt like there were little bolts of electricity coming from Badger’s fingers as they brushed hair behind her ear. The contact immediately turns her attention to him. As he speaks she bites her lip.
Jade looks up at him and her eyes connect with his again, head tilting back slightly “Yeah, I’m glad too. And, you’re welcome,” a quiet laugh comes from her “Thanks for putting on Babylon Five and letting me drink your beer, if I get this every time I give you a ride I’ll be your personal chauffer.”
A hand moves up and a finger traces along his jaw with a feather light touch, feeling the slight stubble that’s there, “Y'know, I don’t usually give strangers rides, then do… this. Not exactly how I planned to spend my night, but a definite upgrade.”
“ You don’t ? ”
Badger leans subtly into her touch, eyelids subtly fluttering as the pad of Jade’s finger runs along his jawline. There’s a sudden, tiny jolt of panic as he realizes his response might’ve come out sounding a bit PRESUMPTUOUS.
“ I didn’t ------ I’m not tryin’ to say I think you’re, like, a whore or something. Just ... You’re pretty. Figured you’d have all kinds of luck getting people to invite you over. ”
He’s still for a moment, silent as he examines her face. Finesse with words has never been his strong suit, and he’s well aware, but now all he can do is hope he hasn’t unintentionally offended her.
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hi i’m tony and i’m the biggest hypocrite in the entire world
i still have a scar on my forehead from the time i passed out high and woke up with what was either a wicked bruise or the ugliest spider bite in recorded history and the moral of this story is dont do drugs
#╳┊TWAUGHTHAMMER UNPLUGGED!; ( ooc. )#me: dont do drugs!!!!#also me: has gotten high 2 times since making this post#i was like TRANSCENDING REALITY last night and ofc my badger muse decided 2 come back actually so i am here now
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The most unrealistic part of Star Trek is that they have the holo deck but only use it to play out fantasies like being Sherlock Holmes instead of the weird sex scenarios we all know we’d use it for.
#╳┊I LIKE PEOPLE WHO DON'T ABUSE THE CONSTITUTION; ( character study. )#im laughin this literally sounds like badger & pete having a convo
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bbulldogg:
She gives him a soft nod accompanied by a quiet “Yeah.”
There was definitely a spontaneity to what she was doing, not to mention the vulnerability of being this comfortable with someone this fast. But for the first time since she had gotten clean, it felt nice to do what she wanted to rather than what she had to. She decided to let herself enjoy what was happening then, devoid of whatever it led to. Her gaze broke away from him and went back to the TV, her thumb going back and forth across the back of his hand as she had then felt more content than she had in months. There was almost nothing that could make her get up off of that couch.
There’s a comfortable silence, filled only with the sounds of the TV playing. He finds that his attention is primarily on Jade ------ The feeling of her thumb skimming over his knuckles, the warmth of her body next to his ------ The TV quickly just becomes white noise. Slowly, his hand shifts, gently tucking a stray strand of hair back behind Jade’s ear.
“ Hey ... ”
There’s a tiny pause.
“ ... I’m actually kinda glad my ride never showed. Thanks for driving me home. ”
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i still have a scar on my forehead from the time i passed out high and woke up with what was either a wicked bruise or the ugliest spider bite in recorded history and the moral of this story is dont do drugs
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jesse-fucking-pinkman:
Jesse’s surprised at the speed of Badger’s response. He was fully prepared for an excuse: ‘I think I have, like, this cat’ or ‘Sorry, yo, but, 12 steps and all.’ Instead, Badger is actually going to come over.
“I’ll set it up for us, then.”
Why the fuck is Jesse so excited about this? They’ve known each other for years, yet somehow it feels like they’re about to go on their first date. Jesse sets down his pipe runs his fingers through his hair. Lack of human contact was clearly not something that benefitted him.
There’s an audible sigh on the phone. “Just a heads up, my place is, uh, kinda trashed.” Jesse’s sure that he looks about as good as his living room.
“ DUH. I was just over there, like, yesterday. No way you had time to clean all that up that fast. ”
Badger knows he isn’t faring much better. He’s in need of a shower and a hairbrush, but for now, he’ll just settle with some deodorant and a hat to hide his messy curls. There’s the sound of rustling on his end of the call as he puts his phone on speaker and sets it down on his bed while he digs through his closet for a clean change of clothes. The ones he’d passed out in are starting to feel a little stale.
“ Yo, you want me to pick up some tacos or something on my way over ? ”
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EVASUS (V.)
———- to avoid ; evade, escape.
{ independent + selective archangel gabriel.
spn & headcanon based. }
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IT HAS BEEN, ONCE AGAIN, QUITE THE HOT MINUTE but I am
HERE
NOT DEAD
DONE WITH COLLEGE FOR THE SEMESTER
AND I PASSED CHEMISTRY BY THE SKIN OF MY TEETH
so with that being said !!!!! hello & I’ll probably be here more often instead of constantly living only on @evasus ( but tbfh that’s where you can find me 98% of the time )
#╳┊TWAUGHTHAMMER UNPLUGGED!; ( ooc. )#the universe is telling me to come back bc for some reason matt jones keeps coming up in convos i have lately#so now that im here after my second unannounced hiatus#henlo
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jesse-fucking-pinkman:
“I feel fuckin’ great, yo,” Trying to make it seems genuine has it come off all the more sarcastic. “I, uh, don’t really mind the mess. Got a Roomba.”
He watches the thing glide across the floor, sucking up cigarette butts and pieces of glass and all kinds of other shit that a Roomba really shouldn’t go anywhere near. He swallows, desperate to keep the conversation going. His leg bounces on the ground and he finds himself opening his mouth and closing it again repeatedly, not allowing himself to say what he wants. Jesse rolls a meth pipe between his thumb and forefinger.
“I must just… need some rest,” He hasn’t eaten or slept in days. “Hey, uh, I was thinking, like…. maybe, if you’re not doing anything later, we could, like, hang out.” His sentences are choppy and it’s really difficult to hide his desperation. He knows Badger was just at his house for about three straight days– the answer is probably no.
“If not it’s totally cool, yo.”
“ Yeah, for sure. ”
The answer comes maybe a little too quickly. He doesn’t let himself think too deeply about it, but the prospect of getting to spend some time with just Jesse is sounding remarkably appealing. Maybe it’ll at least end in less of a headache than the parties had. And really, it isn’t like he has anything better to do, anyway.
“ Yo, we should totally take advantage of that sweet entertainment center you got. PlayStation would be dope on a screen that big. ”
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bbulldogg:
Jade gives Badger’s hand a slight squeeze, lips pulled up in a wide grin as their eyes meet “You must be.” nerves pinch at her chest, but are overshadowed by a certain lighthearted feeling that sitting there with him had instilled in her.
It had been awhile since she had been any kind of romantic with someone, but then, holding Badger’s hand, things somehow just felt right, better than they had in a long time, even though she hadn’t known him for long. She gets a bit more comfortable next to Badger, resting herself against his side. Her eyes go down to down to their hands, and then go back to him, almost magnetized.
Most of the nervousness is dissipated now, and he lets his posture relax a bit. Jade seems to fit almost perfectly against his body, tucked comfortably underneath his arm as he moves it from where it had been draped along the back of the couch to wrap it around her shoulders.
“ This okay ? ”
It feels good, just being close to someone like this. There’s a part of him that’s surprised at the level of comfort they’ve achieved in such a short time, but he isn’t about to complain.
#( encounters. )#( bbulldogg. )#( CRYIN *insert all heart emojis* )#( jade's livin the LIFE tbh badger's a soft boy good for cuddles )
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jesse-fucking-pinkman:
“Oh, really? I totally must have, like, butt-dialed you.” That’s a lie. He knows it and Badger probably knows it too. Jesse stares at the graffiti lining his walls, the cryptic messages carved into his floorboards. His house is filthy– a pig stye. Wait– who the fuck is he kidding?
It’s a trap house. Straight up.
Jesse sucks in a breath. He wants to ask Badger to come over. Being alone here is completely unbearable. Surrounded by filth and bad coping mechanisms with nothing to keep him entertained but his own thoughts.
Just say it. Ask him to come over. Come over. Please, come over.
Instead he says, “Did you get some sleep?”
“ Uh, yeah. A little. ”
He’s interrupted by a yawn, and he runs a hand down his face. There’s a brief moment of silence that he spends thinking ------ Jesse’s not quite himself lately, and Badger figures if he’s a halfway decent friend, he should at least ask what’s up.
“ Hey, so, how’re you feeling ? You seemed kinda, like, freaked out or something the past few days. And like, you don’t gotta let all those people trash your place, y’know. That’s gonna be a real pain in the ass to clean up. ”
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