It’s been a while since I’ve posted here, but I’ve been feeling a certain type of way recently.

I just hope it doesn’t last as long as before.

I’ve been having more down days then up ones and it’s starting to scare me.

I'm still here

sometimes i feel like i have lost all hope and i’m only living because i have too.

95% sure it will end up being me who pays off my parent's debt.

Ugh I hate that my parents expect me to know everything because I know English??? Like how am I suppose to know all these things that I've never even heard of? I can translate to the best of my ability, but if you're not willing to listen then what's the point? Like I'm sorry this wasn't taught in school, but it's all not my fault?? Ugh this all sucks. :/

This is it. I am gone She is amazing Me: "Haha just call me gem trash" Her: "Your gem trash is my treasure."

/sobs All I wanna do is draw and listen to music/watch videos but my computer has lost the ability to multitask so now I can just do one or the other.

There is nothing better than talking to a super cute girl and having such an in depth conversation about steven universe. All I ever wanted tbh.

I’m crying and my hands are shaking and I’m just so freaking happy that my love can actually be recognized by law.

Starting off on a good note today Watching and reading sad stuff ahhh Super teary-eyed now

There's like 10 minutes left before I need to head Come on rain. Lighten up a bit more

I arrived super early for my new job so now I’m just waiting in the car. I hope the rain calms down by the time i need to go inside…..

It was not a good idea to park far from the enterance. But i don't wanna change parking spaces now

I arrived super early for my new job so now I’m just waiting in the car. I hope the rain calms down by the time i need to go inside…..

I arrived super early for my new job so now I'm just waiting in the car. I hope the rain calms down by the time i need to go inside.....

I feel like this is the first time ever I don't want to eat chicken.

Nothing brings me more joy then my coworkers apologizing when they curse in front of me. They think I'm super innocent but they don't even know half of it.

I got the job! I had written a long post about how happy I am and how this feels like life is finally going right after a bunch of crap but the tumblr app ate it and I don't want to rewrite it.