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shutupmerlin · 2 days
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Can someone please remove my curse i am begging you
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shutupmerlin · 14 days
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The thing neurotypicals tend not to understand about the ADHD brain is that it really only has two gears
I turn to the chalkboard and carefully write out
WORKIN' HARD
HARDLY WORKIN'
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shutupmerlin · 14 days
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newton just created a 4th law
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shutupmerlin · 14 days
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my blog is a safe space for me. the rest of you are in danger i think
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shutupmerlin · 14 days
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shutupmerlin · 14 days
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There is something so healing about becoming “boring”.
I used to be the friend with the full calendar and the wild dating stories and who always had some kind of drama happening that I would reenact enthusiastically for whoever would listen. There were so many moving parts and I felt the pressure to constantly move with them. To be present and on show and busy.
But I’ve slowed down now and it is, honestly, fucking brilliant.
I’m reading again.
I let myself rest. I’m going to bed earlier and sleeping better.
I’ve stopped drinking.
I’m teaching myself to properly cook.
I’ve built healthy boundaries with my job.
I taught myself how to cross stitch.
I let go of friendships and relationships that didn’t make me feel good.
I’m growing my own vegetables.
I’m repairing my relationship with my body image.
I know people think turning 30 is the end of the world, but it’s truly been the start of a new one for me. And it’s one where I’m emotionally healthier and happier than ever.
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shutupmerlin · 18 days
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Angel of God Chaining The Demon of Lust. Jan Steen
ca.1660 Museum Bredius
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shutupmerlin · 18 days
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agatha agate has a little spot on the top of her head where her fur is white and it’s very thin and the pink of her skin is a little bit visible all the time. turns out she can get sunburnt there
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so now she has this stupid hat.
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shutupmerlin · 18 days
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shutupmerlin · 18 days
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Asked my boyfriend the bear vs man question and he responded “My love, you would never be in the woods because there are too many mosquitos. You would be home with me on the couch.”
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shutupmerlin · 27 days
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Hey I saw you from across the bar but my girlfriend didn't. Are you some manner of spirit
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shutupmerlin · 1 month
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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a wretched old man
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shutupmerlin · 1 month
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You didn’t come into this world. You came out of it, like a wave from the ocean. You are not a stranger here.
Alan Watts
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shutupmerlin · 1 month
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its like you dont even want to sell your life to a corporation
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shutupmerlin · 1 month
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we're fucked
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shutupmerlin · 1 month
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hey man can i come over and be sickly in the corner of your living room
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