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The problem with being mentally unwell is the smallest things feel so big the littlest inconvenience makes me wanna die the most subtle slight is evidence someone hates me
The worst part is I assume I’m always overreacting
So when someone does something hurtful to me or something bad happens I downplay not only my reaction but I find a way to downplay the hurt in my own head
Then I take a step back
I think what advice i would give to a friend who experienced the same thing
And I realize I’m always under reacting always giving people the benefit of the doubt always pretending I’m ok even when life fucks me up and down
And it’s so tiring and the worst part is if I showed my real feelings or told anyone how hard shit has been nobody would care
Not my best friends not my boyfriend
Last time I tried to tell my dad it didn’t go well
Parents love to downplay their children’s struggles so they don’t feel bad or like they failed which they didn’t
I just wish I didn’t exist
Like all of the good is good but it doesn’t stick
The bad sticks forever
My heart is in my throat and I just want to scream
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My leggings are getting baggy cus they’re really old and cus I’m losing weight lol
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TFW you get sick and ur bf won’t shut up about how now he’s gonna get sick and be sick on vacation. He’s not even sick and making everything about him. How self centered can a person be?? Like you’re mad at me for getting sick from someone at my work not cus I’m sick and suffering, but cus you might get sick too. Fuck offffffff
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Maybe this change will be what I need to start truly taking care of myself. I want to get my own apartment for me and my pets and no one else but it’s legit impossible around here on my own. It’s so funny after telling me to get the fuck out of his house multiple times later on he told me I didn’t have to ask to turn the AC on because it’s ‘your house too’ and I said ‘no it’s not’ and that was it
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I don’t wanna leave him I love him we have a good relationship but…his temper is so bad and he is so defensive he always goes to 100 and assumes the worst of me and I don’t think he wants to change…
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I’ve done it again got into a serious relationship and got a pet with someone who isn’t right for me how can you justify being so mad and not talking to me all night when all I did was damage control cus u can’t control ur temper to stonewall the person you love for a whole evening is just cruel it gives me flashbacks to my first relationship and I just don’t fuck with it at all and I deserve better but wtf im supposed to be moving in next month and im having so many doubts like bro someone kill me so I don’t have to deal with this anymore
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Realizing the only reason I haven’t been attracted to many women in my life is I like femme women who are taller than me and where I live…there’s legit no one lmfao
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Just Texted all my friends who wants to make a bet as to how many will never hit me back lmfao
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Legit never understood how people actually committed suicide even though I’ve always had suicidal ideation I never truly thought I’d do it but at this point the bad outweighs the good every day and I know how much easier it would be to just quit and I could really take all these Xanax and just not wake up like I’m not going to but i really do see how someone could
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“I’m gonna grab a drink after work is that ok” yea but like where the fuck is my invite ? Why don’t you want me there? Just wondering….
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Really tho the issue is my mental health is in the toilet and I don’t want to do anything to change it but I need to because I can’t keep functioning at a bare minimum it’s really a terrible way to live
I just exist most of the time
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All the girls at my bfs job want to fuck him and yes I trust him but my brain sucks so if he’s at work and doesn’t text me back I get so fucking paranoid it’s literally giving me anxiety attacks
Like I said I trust him but they talk shit about me even though they don’t know me and still try to get w him knowing he’s in a relationship
I really hate how many people seem to not give a shit about commitment like it seems like everyone who works in a restaurant is unfaithful and amoral and just wants to fuck whoever they want no matter what
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I JUST THINK ITS SOOOO COOL HOW MY FRIENDS GO TO SHOWS ALL THE TIME AND NEVER INVITE ME AND THEY KNOW I LOVE SHOWS ITS JUST AWESOME HOW THEY DO THAT ALL THE TIME THEN COMPLAIN TO ME THAT THEY FEEL LEFT OUT OF THE FRIEND GROUP ITS JUST SOOOO COOOOOOOL
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