x Letter to you x

You leaving me is breaking me slowly .. I’m crying every night, I can’t fall asleep cause as soon as I close my eyes, it’s you ok my mind. I can hear your voice, I can see your pretty smile everywhere, I’m smelling you when I lay down in bed. I’m staying up all night and all day, every day for almost two weeks now. I was giving you my everything, I was giving you the word and you just trhew everything away like nothing .. Everything you say feels like a lie more and more. & the worst part is you don’t even care, only worried about yourself .. it hurts, it fucking hurts.. I’m crying every night for hours, I’m screaming inside, I can’t breath, my stomach is hurting & I just want the pain to go away .. Wanted you to be me wife ..