been listening to the magnus archives lately and just wanted to get out my sketches of how i imagine the characters before i see any other char designs

based on that one really cute sarah andersen comic

sketches from when i was in hungary last summer..... charcoal my beloved

spent the past few weeks eyeballs deep in school stuff and needed a break from it bc brain cant focus

im never going to finish this wip but i also dont want it to just be left in my folder to rot so im just gonna dump it here lol

(full version here) (full version has🐱🐱🐱 for but also SPOILERS)

as an addendum to last post.... i was really, really struggling to figure out these characters

oh i didn't post these with the concept frames i did bc i wasn't really satisfied with these and my teacher didn't really like them but here are the character sheets for my 'tsukigumi baddy but a cartoon' project from my first semester

a fucking problem i've had recently is

a) i've been in college for the past few years and it's an art school so all my creative energy has been put entirely in school projects (and i am life a few months away from starting my last year where. i'll be working on my graduate film. which, wtf.) leaving me with little to no time or energy for personal stuff or stuff i draw for fun or that isn't for a specific poroject

b) all i want to draw recently is p*rn (and i really do not want to censor that but the tumblr algorithm has locked my blog down for content enough times at this point) or at least horny or something that at least has bare titties and the occasional bare pussy so either i have to just give up on it i guess or post a little preview piece of it here and link somewhere else and.... like twitter is in a dire state at this point, don't exactly have a following there, it has been well, well documented how the algorithm is actively like against you even if you're like some kind of da vinci level maestro. but it's basically my only option now for most the stuff i do want to post to even get stuff our there. and i did recently get a bluesky acc but you know it's a not very active website and also invite-only. so, not a lot of options.

and you know, my posting here has always been kinda sporadic and i have tried to make stuff more frequently and have a bigger output but out of all the time i spent drawing which frankly is a lot, very little of it ends up as like. a properly fully rendered piece that i can show and i would occasionally post stuff here from my sketchbook that i find at least a little bearable to look at but that also actually takes effort and is difficult to make it like. visually presentable.

a while back tumblr has informed me that this blog has turned 10 years old, which, whoof, huge crisis over the passage of time and also how many grand ambitions i had with this blog when i made it and how little of it i achieved in those 10 years and genera feelings about my own skills and growth and where i stand in life because of my very sporadic posting and my slow pace of work which has gone from like. once very two months to 2-3 times a year and now even when i feel inspired i don't know how much of what i make is even going to be here. recently i've been reevaluating if i even have what it takes or if i even should be an artist with the pace at which i work and how little of anything i complete not to mention how i feel about my own art skills in general, but you know given i've been stubborn about wanting to do this since childhood and i literally just cannot concieve with my brain of doing anything else in life. and on top of that i'm too much of a stubborn spiteful bitch not to keep pushing because i can't let the evil malicious gnome trying to take me down win, so this is something i'm figuring out over time.

anyway i did somehow manage to get 320ish followers in that time, give or take those that are either bots or inactive, and most of you probably followed me for stuff i'm either not super into right now or don't post anymore so you're probably not getting your follow's worth if you look at it practically, you might not even know or remember who i am or what you ever followed me for because of how long its been and how sporadic i am. but i guess i just want to say i know i don't have a lot to offer on this blog compared to a lot of other artists in terms of quality or quantity, which hopefully that will change one day in the future because i am trying to figure out how to do this all better, so thank you all who did follow and are still following and are sticking around despite all of [waves hands] all the things i described

alright let’s try this again (link)

goody baddy goody baddy goody baddy GOODY BADDY 🎵

jwqs chapter 260

belated happy birthday a-nan my beloved

through the night

now that we apparently can post boobs again, gonna share this liu mingyan/qi qingqi bc lmy deserves to also be a shizunfucker

elisabeth ~rondo of love and death~, seisho 99th class production ft junnana as der tod and sisi, plus bonus hikari as franz joseph and karen as rudolf

(aka the result of actually getting into takarazuka through revue starlight is casting the seisho girls in actual takarazuka shows)

sketchy emperor jingnu

hunt