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well,Ā  Ā inĀ  caseĀ  youĀ  havenā€™tĀ  figuredĀ  itĀ  outĀ  byĀ  nowĀ  Ā ā€¦Ā Ā  iā€™mĀ  aĀ  sociopath.Ā  Ā iĀ  know,Ā  shocker.Ā  Ā iĀ  likeĀ  beingĀ  aĀ  sociopath,Ā  youĀ  knowĀ  ?Ā  Ā iā€™mĀ  notĀ  burdenedĀ  byĀ  thingsĀ  likeĀ  guiltĀ  orĀ  love.Ā  Ā  Ā Ā Ā©
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&. šÆššš«š¢šØš®š¬ šŖš®šžš¬š­š¢šØš§ š¬šžš§š­šžš§šœšž š¬š­ššš«š­šžš«š¬.
(Ā  aĀ  mixĀ  ofĀ  angst,Ā  fluff,Ā  andĀ  plotĀ  focusedĀ  dialogueĀ  promptsĀ  inĀ  theĀ  formĀ  ofĀ  questions.Ā  feelĀ  freeĀ  toĀ  changeĀ  howĀ  youĀ  seemĀ  fit.Ā  )
ā› what are you listening to? āœ
ā› canā€™t sleep? āœ
ā› did it hurt? āœ
ā› are you sure this is a good idea? āœ
ā› do you mind if i sleep here tonight? āœ
ā› what are you doing out here by yourself? āœ
ā› are you wearing my shirt? āœ
ā› donā€™t you know what you mean to me? āœ
ā› will i see you again? āœ
ā› are you comfy? āœ
ā› do you promise? āœ
ā› are you trying to get us in trouble? āœ
ā› do you enjoy playing with peopleā€™s hearts? āœ
ā› donā€™t we deserve to be happy? āœ
ā› why canā€™t i come with you? āœ
ā› are you here to kill me? āœ
ā› you think iā€™m jealous? āœ
ā› do you want to share this? āœ
ā› is that blood? is it yours? āœ
ā› how do you know my name? āœ
ā› youā€™re an asshole, you know that? āœ
ā› like what you see? āœ
ā› was that your first kiss? āœ
ā› are you happy here with me? āœ
ā› sorry, did you want to be alone? āœ
ā› do you want my jacket? āœ
ā› how are you still alive? āœ
ā› youā€™re beautiful, you know that? āœ
ā› what are you so afraid of? āœ
ā› today isnā€™t your day, is it? āœ
ā› how does it feel to be in love? āœ
ā› youā€™ve been crying, whatā€™s wrong? āœ
ā› do you remember when we first met? āœ
ā› isnā€™t this amazing? āœ
ā› did you miss me? āœ
ā› alright, who am i beating up? āœ
ā› that was a close call, wasnā€™t it? āœ
ā› am i worth so little to you? āœ
ā› how is it youā€™re never scared? āœ
ā› do you ever think about the future? āœ
ā› can you look at me? please? āœ
ā› you got me flowers? āœ
ā› well, how do i look? āœ
ā› what arenā€™t you telling me? āœ
ā› how about a kiss before i go? āœ
ā› you donā€™t know who i am, do you? āœ
ā› may i have this dance? āœ
ā› whoā€™s going to stop us, huh? āœ
ā› wait, youā€™re leaving already? āœ
ā› itā€™s my fault, isnā€™t it? āœ
ā› have you ever lost someone? āœ
ā› do you think iā€™m a good person? āœ
ā› is it really you? āœ
ā› what if i hurt you? āœ
ā› if you wonā€™t take care of yourself, then who will? āœ
ā› have you come to laugh at me? āœ
ā› will you still look at me like you do now? āœ
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LINDSCYS Ā ą¼„ Ā erin Ā lindsay.
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arms folded across erinā€™s chest, eyes still fixed on the statue in front of them.Ā ā€œitā€™s likeā€¦ i need to look away, but i just canā€™t.ā€ sheā€™d never really been one to spend a lot of time learning about artĀ ā€“ā€“ in her world, ugly was ugly, and this? this was ugly.Ā ā€œoh i donā€™t. if i know this town, and i do, itā€™ll be vandalised by tomorrow. itā€™ll look like something else entirely. my moneyā€™s on clown.ā€
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ITā€™SĀ  LIKEĀ  AĀ  CARĀ  ACCIDENTĀ  ā€•Ā  youĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  awayĀ  butĀ  youĀ  physicallyĀ  canā€™t.Ā  Ā  Ā (Ā  whichĀ  mightĀ  beĀ  aĀ  badĀ  metaphorĀ  butĀ  itā€™sĀ  theĀ  firstĀ  sheĀ  couldĀ  thinkĀ  of.Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā sheĀ  letsĀ  outĀ  aĀ  joyousĀ  laugh,Ā  grinĀ  spreadingĀ  atĀ  theĀ  mentalĀ  imageĀ  ofĀ  howĀ  theĀ  statueĀ  couldĀ  lookĀ  like.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā oh,Ā  clownā€™sĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  guess.Ā  iĀ  betĀ  itĀ  willĀ  beĀ  somethingĀ  completelyĀ  unrecognizableĀ  andĀ  totallyĀ  ridiculous.Ā  butĀ  whateverĀ  itā€™llĀ  be,Ā  itā€™llĀ  definitelyĀ  lookĀ  betterĀ  thanĀ  thisĀ  ...Ā  maybeĀ  iĀ  shouldĀ  vandalizeĀ  itĀ  myself.Ā  Ā  Ā āžĀ  Ā  Ā sheā€™sĀ  justĀ  joking,Ā  ofĀ  course,Ā  althoughĀ  itĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  aĀ  funĀ  thingĀ  toĀ  do.
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DINGUSES Ā ą¼„ Ā regan Ā myers.
ā™ŖtheĀ  americanĀ  nightmare Ā  ā™« Ā  Ā  Ā ( @seasurvivedĀ·Ā·Ā·Ā· )
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ā›ā› Ā  yeah,Ā  Iā€™m living the dream.Ā  Ā āœāœĀ  Ā  Ā Ā 
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āĀ  Ā  Ā IĀ  ...Ā  DONā€™TĀ  DOUBTĀ  IT.Ā  Ā  Ā āžĀ  Ā  Ā exceptĀ  sheĀ  totallyĀ  does.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā maybeĀ  youĀ  justĀ  needĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  atĀ  itĀ  fromĀ  aĀ  differentĀ  perspectiveĀ  toĀ  appreciateĀ  itĀ  someĀ  more.Ā  thereĀ  hasĀ  toĀ  beĀ  somethingĀ  youĀ  enjoy.Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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soooĀ  ...Ā  iĀ  kindaĀ  disappearedĀ  hereĀ  forĀ  aĀ  bitĀ  but,Ā  funĀ  fact,Ā  iā€™mĀ  actuallyĀ  workingĀ  onĀ  draftsĀ  rightĀ  nowĀ  !
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Archetype Inspirations | Hydrokinesis
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š—Ÿš—œš—”š——š—¦š—–š—¬š—¦Ā  ą¼„ Ā erinĀ  lindsay.Ā·
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eyes travelled up the size of the statue that was being erected in front of them once more, arms folding across her chest.Ā ā€œitā€™s almost offensively huge. who the hell would have signed off on this? itā€™s ugly.ā€
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āĀ  Ā  Ā IĀ  ...Ā  IĀ  HAVEĀ  NOĀ  IDEA.Ā  Ā  Ā āžĀ  Ā  Ā butĀ  sheĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  agreeĀ  more.Ā  thisĀ  thingĀ  wasĀ  uglyĀ  ā€•Ā  offensivelyĀ  so.Ā  sure,Ā  artĀ  wasĀ  subjectiveĀ  andĀ  alwaysĀ  inĀ  theĀ  eyesĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  beholderĀ  (Ā  sheĀ  shouldĀ  knowĀ  that;Ā  afterĀ  all,Ā  sheĀ  wentĀ  toĀ  moreĀ  thanĀ  enoughĀ  artĀ  galleriesĀ  toĀ  formĀ  anĀ  opinionĀ  onĀ  thatĀ  )Ā  butĀ  thisĀ  thingĀ  wasĀ  notĀ  it.Ā  farĀ  fromĀ  it.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā iĀ  feelĀ  kindaĀ  badĀ  forĀ  whoeverĀ  hadĀ  toĀ  designĀ  this,Ā  though.Ā  iĀ  doubtĀ  they'reĀ  veryĀ  proudĀ  ofĀ  it.Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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š—”š—Øš—„š—”š—žš—”š—œš—šš—›š—§š—˜ Ā ą¼„ Ā arthur Ā holmes.
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ā€œAre you still looking for that Marine Biology book, @seasurvivedĀ· ?ā€ heā€™d heard her mention it in their mutual class, quick to look it up at the store he works at afterwards. Arthur sets his bag on the table sheā€™s at to lean over slightly,Ā ā€œIf you are, my store has it, and itā€™s a lot cheaper than what the campus store would offer you, like always,ā€ a beat,Ā ā€œAnd, well, we actually have it, too,ā€ his teeth scrape over his lower lip,Ā ā€œI can ask my boss to hold if for you, if you want?ā€Ā Ā 
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EYESĀ  WIDENĀ  INĀ  SURPRISE,Ā  aĀ  littleĀ  confusedĀ  atĀ  firstĀ  asĀ  toĀ  howĀ  heĀ  foundĀ  outĀ  aboutĀ  this.Ā  oh,Ā  well.Ā  notĀ  oneĀ  toĀ  beĀ  tooĀ  distractedĀ  byĀ  littleĀ  detailsĀ  likeĀ  that,Ā  sheĀ  givesĀ  himĀ  aĀ  simpleĀ  nodĀ  andĀ  aĀ  humĀ  ofĀ  agreementĀ  then.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā wait,Ā  reallyĀ  ?Ā  Ā  Ā āžĀ  Ā  Ā technically,Ā  sheĀ  shouldnā€™tĀ  beĀ  allĀ  thatĀ  shockedĀ  byĀ  this.Ā  theirĀ  campusĀ  storeĀ  isnā€™tĀ  alwaysĀ  theĀ  greatestĀ  whenĀ  itĀ  cameĀ  toĀ  certainĀ  thingsĀ  ā€•Ā  especiallyĀ  booksĀ  thatĀ  notĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  peopleĀ  seemĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  needĀ  for.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā yesĀ  !Ā  iĀ  meanĀ  thatĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  reallyĀ  greatĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  couldĀ  doĀ  that.Ā  butĀ  onlyĀ  ifĀ  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  tooĀ  muchĀ  trouble.Ā  andĀ  iĀ  promiseĀ  iā€™llĀ  goĀ  pickĀ  itĀ  upĀ  asĀ  soonĀ  asĀ  iĀ  can.Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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Josephine Langford by Bobby Quillard (2018) ā¤
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š—Ÿš—œš—”š——š—¦š—–š—¬š—¦ Ā ą¼„ Ā erin Ā lindsay.
@seasurvivedĀ·Ā ā™”ā€™d for a starter (still accepting) !
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ā€œhave you seenĀ the size of that thing?ā€
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CUEĀ  THEĀ  OVEREXAGGERATEDĀ  HEADĀ  NOD,Ā  eyesĀ  stillĀ  wideĀ  inĀ  aĀ  mixtureĀ  ofĀ  surpriseĀ  andĀ  shockĀ  andĀ  disbelief.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā yeah,Ā  itā€™sĀ  huge.Ā  whereĀ  didĀ  theyĀ  evenĀ  findĀ  thisĀ  thingĀ  ?Ā  iā€™veĀ  neverĀ  seenĀ  anythingĀ  likeĀ  this.Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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šŸ Ā * Ā ā€• Ā š–š€š‹šŠ Ā šƒšŽš–š Ā šŒš„šŒšŽš‘š˜ Ā š‹š€šš„. Ā  ( Ā sendĀ  inĀ  aĀ  symbolĀ  toĀ  receiveĀ  aĀ  drabbleĀ  orĀ  metaĀ  aboutĀ  aĀ  muses'Ā  memory. Ā )
šŸŒ¼ ā€• a happy memory. šŸŒ§ ā€• a sad memory. šŸŒ¹ ā€• a romantic memory. šŸŒŖ ā€• a scary memory. šŸ‘ ā€• a sexual memory. šŸŒ‘ ā€• a fading memory. šŸŒ• ā€• a vivid memory. šŸ’« ā€• an obscure memory. šŸŽ€ ā€• a childhood memory. šŸ‘Øā€šŸ‘©ā€šŸ‘§ā€šŸ‘¦ ā€• a memory involving a family member. šŸ‘„ ā€• a memory involving a friend. šŸ• ā€• a memory involving a pet. šŸ’„ ā€• a memory you wish youā€™d forget. šŸ— ā€• a memory you never want to forget. šŸ§  ā€• a memory that had a big impact on you. šŸŒˆ ā€• a memory youā€™re not sure actually happened. šŸ™Š ā€• a memory you donā€™t ever talk about.
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I am, as the novelists say, in need of seaside air
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  š•Žā„š”øš•‹ ā„š•†š•„š”øā„•ā„‚š”¼ š•‹ā„š•†ā„™š”¼ š”øā„š”¼ š•š•†š•Œ?
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SECRET RELATIONSHIP
ah congrats you have a fear of people ruining things that are special to you. secret relationship trope hits hardest when it is out of fear of backlash or controversy. you probably bottle up your emotions a lot and are afraid to open up to people in case they one day use your vulerability against you. you might also get some sort of satisfaction over knowing something or someone in a way that no one else does. you crave the kind of love that you know isn't superficial. the type of love that doesn't need to be shown off in public for other people's validation.
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taggedĀ  by:Ā  @revicarusā€‹ tagging:Ā  anyoneĀ  whoĀ  wantsĀ  toĀ  doĀ  itĀ  !Ā Ā 
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HOPELESSNESSĀ  ISĀ  AĀ  STRANGEĀ  FEELING.Ā  ofĀ  course,Ā  sheā€™sĀ  noĀ  strangerĀ  toĀ  itĀ  butĀ  beingĀ  theĀ  personĀ  sheĀ  isĀ  [Ā  aĀ  girlĀ  withĀ  anĀ  nearĀ  constantĀ  positiveĀ  outlookĀ  onĀ  lifeĀ  ]Ā  itā€™sĀ  stillĀ  aĀ  surpriseĀ  wheneverĀ  sheā€™sĀ  hitĀ  byĀ  it.Ā  blueĀ  eyesĀ  searchĀ  forĀ Ā @revicarusĀ  inĀ  desperateĀ  needĀ  ofĀ  help.Ā  optimisticĀ  thatĀ  heĀ  canĀ  offerĀ  someĀ  wordsĀ  ofĀ  adviceĀ  toĀ  her.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā iĀ  donā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  canĀ  doĀ  it.Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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šŸŽµĀ  //Ā  losingĀ  myĀ  religionĀ  ā€•Ā  r.e.m.
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gatherĀ  aroundĀ  andĀ  checkĀ  outĀ  theĀ  bootyĀ  thatĀ  putĀ  IZZIEĀ  STEVENSĀ  throughĀ  medĀ  schoolĀ  !Ā  youĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  callĀ  meĀ  dr.Ā  modelĀ  ?Ā  thatā€™sĀ  fine.Ā  justĀ  rememberĀ  thatĀ  whileĀ  youā€™reĀ  stillĀ  sittingĀ  onĀ  twoĀ  hundredĀ  grandĀ  ofĀ  studentĀ  loansĀ  ā€¦Ā  iā€™mĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  debt.
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šŸ Ā * Ā ā€•Ā  send šŸŽµ or (Ā ā€˜SHUFFLEā€™ )Ā for me to randomize my playlist and write a starter that either uses the lyrics or is otherwise inspired by the song in some way.
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give me two characters who are each otherā€™s home. two characters who feel completely safe, warm and protected in each otherā€™s presence, and who are completely respected by the other. two people who, on some level or another, were missing that little extra spark they needed to feel fully confident and accepted as their whole selves until the other came along. they donā€™tĀ ā€œfix each otherā€ orĀ ā€œmake each other betterā€ā€“they give the other the support they need to build on what was already inside them. sure they might kiss, or make goo-goo eyes, but they can also justā€¦talk, and make each other laugh and smile, because for once they feel comfortable enough in themselves and with each other to be vulnerable in that way. two complete people who finally find someone to share all of themselves with. and no matter what they do or how far they go, theyā€™ll always have each other to come back home to.Ā 
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