I am tired. To you I will always be an experiment. When I inject a chemical into myself every single day just to feel safe in my skin, I will always be confused. When I bind my chest and hide my body, I will always be mentally ill. When I train my voice and cut my hair, I will always be phase. When I try my hardest to be myself, I will always be a predator. When biologically my brain has more male characteristics I will always be a product of social media. When I naturally have more testosterone in my body I will always be an attention seeker. When I go into the women's bathroom I will be a creep. When I go into the men's bathroom I will always be a fake. When I go into the gender neutral bathroom, I will always be taking away a facility made for those with disabilities. When I have opinions I always be autistic. When I feel romantic attraction to anyone I will always be a groomer. If I am straight I am a lesbian. If I am gay I am straight. If I am bi then I am greedy. When it all gets too much and I attempt to end my own life, when I attempt to end a human life, a life that has potential, a life that as saved others and could save more, when I try to end a life that means something to people, that has made an impact on other humans. I will always be better off dead. I will always be non-committed for calling the ambulance. I will always be transgender.

Matsuda: I think Light and L are talking about us

Aizawa: Don't be so paranoid, they're not talking about us

Matsuda: They're pointing at us and laughing

Probably both

them

request for fem lawlight?

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

lawlight cringeposting again

this is how it feels sitting through scenes where Light whines about L for like 5 minutes

for someone on instagram! but also i rlly wanted to draw it too. i might clean it up/colour it later

bringing back this meme because i can’t stop thinking about it

this is how it feels sitting through scenes where Light whines about L for like 5 minutes

Reading fanfiction on ao3 is like being addicted to drugs.

The first time you read one you experience this immense amount of euphoria and satisfaction (because of a well-done story or your ship having a solid dynamic etc.)

The high lasts for quite some time until you want way more of that special feeling so you read more and more until eventually nothing can satisfy you anymore.

But instead of trying to quit, we embrace the madness and let it takes us wherever it wants.

And I think that's beautiful.

I am ill

soulmates but not in a soft romantic way soulmates in a destined to change each other for better or for worse, cannot be who they are without each other, unstoppable together but they’re also the only ones who can defeat each other, equals, existences undeniably tied to each other way

Doodles of my red guy human design concept I've never drawn anything so fast in my entire life, I've worked months on this.

never forget patient zero of redguyitis. in my head humanization duck saw humanization red after they popped into existence for the first time and was like… hmmm… pretty man…and then he saw him make an expression other than Pure Boredom and it was a smile At Him and he was like aw shit hell fuck

also this was an excuse to draw my webseries humanizations bc i like em. i like getting to draw red’s face and i like fluffy duck hair

erm first attempts at humie designs 4 the guys (+ experimenting with a fun new brush)

I’ll always find you.

As pirates.

As creatures of the night.

As life long friends.

I promise that I’ll always find you, in any reality.

alma negrot photographed by fe nogueira