“orphic”

— (ˈɔr fɪk), adjective | Categorized as something deeply mysterious, orphic encompasses anything which is enchanting, subliminal and beyond human comprehension. 

paranoia culture is thinking there's cameras everywhere watching you :((

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a little diary about trying to find a middle ground between being spiritual and being a schizophrenic

wanting to kill myself so that They cant get me. thats the only way i can win.

By The Phantom Painter.

hallucinated a cat stalking towards me. hello do you need something. i dont have kibble

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hallucinated my girlfriend sitting up and looking at me with black holes for a mouth and eyes. she's sleeping and normal. the horrors

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cannot STAND seeing my reflection. who is that.

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is it fear? am I imagining things?

anything that isnt real cant hurt me and anything that is real wont

sometimes i wonder how people can be content in their delusions when "all of mine are so scary" and then i remember that thats not true, and i'm just so used to my not scary delusions being part of my life that they dont really register as delusions, just "things i cant tell other people"

original art, photography, and writing by @miel-et-sel

tried to eavesdrop on the voices and they stopped talking -_- like if youre going to make me hear shit at least let me listen to it