ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍɪss ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴀ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ.                       TRAGIC﹗ TRAGIC﹗ TRAGIC﹗                       *personals do not reblog*                                  art

i’m sORRY i hate posting stuff like this but i feel like i can’t win on this blog? it’s been 4 years of constant theft and bullshit and the second i feel comfortable coming back to her, its something else. i can’t ! do anything about it and it sucks because i’ve put so much into veronica and developing her and adding my own motifs and aesthetics and insight and hours into finding the perfect fcs or songs or whateVer and people just! take it! like i want to scream!

i really can’t do anything with veronica.

i think for veronica i’m going to make a new blog and keep it small? i really want to write and develop her outside of canon and with people who are Actually interested in writing with her.

ANGER OR HATE CAN BE A POWERFUL MOTIVATING FORCE ( personals don’ t reblog )

winona ryder in heathers (1988 )

GIRL   ENTERS   THE   WORLD   WITH   A   BODY    /    EXISTS   WITH   A   MOUTHFUL   OF   GLASS .

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

DEAR DIARY, 

@sawyercide    /    ♡   !

a   bass   is   thrum - thrum - thrumming   away   &   she   can   feel   it   reverberating   in   her   chest ,   a   kind   of   heartbeat   she’s   never   felt !   her   favorite   element —     but   perhaps   not   her   sky   blue   girl’s .          ❛   veronica .   ❜          she   smiles   /   all   teeth ,   no   sympathy .          ❛   you’re   supposed   to   be   mingling .   ❜

            -` ─ !   (           SHE    FEELS    APATHETIC    AT    BEST    in    present    company.    Cheap    solo    cup    close    to    slipping    from    limp    grasp    in    a    physical    manifestation    of    her    disinterest.             ❛❛   Mingling    ??    Seriously    ??    ❜❜       Deep    root    gaze    scans    their    immediate    surroundings    --   Jesus    Christ    himself    couldn’t    perform    a    miracle    big    enough    to    brighten    the    booze    dulled,    brain    dead    frat    kids    present.      ❛❛   How    do    I    mingle    with    people    who    have    the    vocabulary    of    level    B    third    grade    reading    group   ??    Pass,    Heather.   ❜❜

Jill Garvey in every episode // 1.01

Better H.eathers Reboot episode idea and following the og script with Veronica actively participating in more of the staged suicides: About half a season in, fifth episode or so and third murder ( Courtney ). It’s Westerburg’s prom night, the theme is Back to Basics, an 80s centric idea. Veronica is in a dress reminiscent of her party outfit from the film. The school gym is all bad tuxes and puffy sleeved dresses, the lighting is completely blue with white from the disco ball. Veronica and JD stage Courtney’s suicide in the bathroom via slit wrists. As this is her first active roll in JD’s plan, she attempts to rectify the damage by holding Courtney's wrists to apply pressure, but this fails. Veronica is traumatized and has a Macbethian moment with the literal blood on her hands. It’s the only red in the entire scene, save for rose is JD’s tux pocket. Veronica is a numb, shaking, silent mess and JD is smiling with complete contentment as he hugs her from behind a la Our Love is God. The entire time Belinda Carlisle’s Heaven is a Place on Earth plays, and as the song reaches the chorus there’s a cut to Veronica’s eyes and then her bloodied hands and back to the crowded gym as is pans out and fades to credits.

DEAR DIARY , 

*   /   @sawyercide

episode   two :   boy   parts .

                  ❛   is   this   where       we       all       sing   “ kum - bah - yah ” ?   ❜

            -` ─ !   (           ❛❛   OH,    SURE.    Hold    hands    on    a    ladybug    carpet,    listen    to    Baby    Beluga   ...   ❜❜       Crossed    arms    help    to    shrink    further    into    herself    --    For    once    hoping    the    New    Orleans    heat    would    sink    past    chipping    front    door    and    warm    thin    frame.    In    line    with     sullen    appearance,    half    lid    gaze    drops    over    idle    shoulder    towards    starlet    with    mock    intensity    as    she    speaks,     ❛❛   ...   Tell    each    other    our    deepest,    darkest    secrets.  ❜❜

When once the gate is opened to self-torture, the whole army of fiends files in.

Dormant gifts in family line resurfaced for the first time in generations with Veronica - Due to introverted nature and self made isolation, these quirks never surfaced much farther than her parents unconcerned eye.  Her most potent and first appearing powers were concilium ( the ability to push your will onto others ) and illusion manipulation ( ability to manipulate what others experience in a moment ). Her suppression of both her anger and these gifts eventually boiled over, however unwittingly, in the concilium influenced suicide of H. Chandler and the following deaths caused similarly and with help from J. Dean, who later would meet the same fate. Rise in attention of the Westerburg Suicides brought attention to her, and with eyes on the topic, Veronica was quickly swept away to Miss Robichaux's Academy.

SKILLS/WONDERS PERFORMED: > telekinesis > concilium > pyrokinesis > transmutation > descensum > illusion manipulation > extremely adept in other areas of magic, such as potion craft and spell craft.

madison: miss hot topic 2k12 veronica: i shop at brandy melville-

every time veronica rolls her eyes bc someone says something stupid... i feel that