having a crush as an adult is so embarrassing i’m literally too old for this. i should be busy with my blacksmith apprenticeship or something

…….thinking about this………..always thinking about this…..

"brain sync/neurologic link/kinetic controls make the mech a second body" is great and all but where's the love for the no brain link, no kinetic controls, no shortcut to skill type of mecha pilots. Where everything done entirely through a complex series of switches and levers and buttons.

Your only way of interfacing with the colossus of smoke and steel is to learn it's language, there is no advanced AI whispering secrets to the internal mechanics that interpret your motions, there is nothing to translate even a simple motion such as moving an arm and grasping firmly to your mind.

You and this machine could not be more different. The barrier is as immense as the ocean and you are a lost traveler without a compass or a map subject to these rough waters. If you want to converse with this divine machine, you must learn to navigate the abyss. Memorize every bullet, rocket, and blade contained within. Know every servo, every piston, every wire. Learn every limit, every threshold, every quirk, every gimmick.

Become so deeply familiar with every switch, dial, knob, and lever at your fingertips that it becomes a second body not through any magic link or miracle of science, but through practice, intimacy, and determination.

“why’s he always covered in blood” he needs enrichment. What’s not clicking

Dear Desolation by Eliran Kantor † Love of the Wolf by Hélène Cixous

i have neither a good imagination nor aphantasia, but a secret third thing

having sex with your friends is so very normal please stop poisoning the youths minds with shame surrounding hooking up with your friends. especially if you’re gay

feeding my he/hims until they are all buff

no matter the struggles there is always ao3 in bed

people on the internet: just finished my new 30,000 word thinkpiece about why anarchism, post-structuralism, marxism-leninism, naxalism, black block and scientific socialism are all actually forms of liberalism and if you disagree with me you should be nailed to a tree and flayed: bit.ly/3oF0cB9nm

politicians in the government: we HAVE to come to a consensus on how much blood we can legally extract from adults age 24-40 whose net income is less than 80% of the poverty threshold, and if we don't, i'm vetoing the bill to send 50 bucks and an M67 to every white male who's been professionally diagnosed with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria.

the field mouse in newark, new jersey whose patterns of nasal dilation and contraction during REM sleep determine whether every individual organism in the universe is going to have a good or bad day: honk shoo....honk, shoooo....honk shoo shoo....

why hasn’t science made cigarettes that dont do anything to you. dont even need it to be healthy just make it do nothing 😡

[id in alt!]

real sketchy zero drawing...