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Sai Poesie
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Lies
I fell deep in your eyes
I fell hard for your lies
'I love you' 'I miss you'
Were they even true?
Why did I let myself believe?
When I knew those were lies, I still didn't leave
I gave my best, I gave my all
They were not enough for you, though I still fall
- Sai Poesie (2018)
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Just a Nobody
For your sweet smiles, I cry
To steal your heart, I try
Yet I am just a nobody
Who cannot be your somebody
- Sai Poesie (2018)
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Before It Happens
Hold me tight
before I fall
Make things right
while there’s no wall
- Sai Poesie (2018)
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Almost Lovers
They were almost lovers
In sheets and covers
Eyes full of regrets
Games with no resets
- Sai Poesie (2018)
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Paghilom ng mga Sugat (Healing of Wounds)
Mga daho'y namatay
Ang tinta ng aking pluma'y
Unti-unti nang nauubos
Parang boses kong paos
Sa kakasigaw ng lubos
Mga kadenang nakagapos
Luha ko'y patuloy na umaagos
'Di na makahinga ng maayos
Mga salitang ipinangako
Bigla naging salitang ipinako
Pinipilit ko parin
Na ikaw sa isip ko ay alisin
Na ibato nalang sa hangin
O kaya ay lunurin Itong mga damdamin
Na 'di kayang linawin
Puso'y sinaksak ng patalim
Sugat na kay lalim
Gawa ng mga salita
At mga motibong ipinakita
Dahilan para mamulat
Sapat na para sumulat
Nang maibsan ang sakit at damdaming kay bigat
At humilom ang mga sugat
Ng dahan-dahan
Isa-isang hakbang sa hagdan
Hanggang mawala ang sakit
Hanggang mawala ang pait
Na nadama ng puso
Sa mga salitang binitawan mo
Noo'y natulala
Nang magwakas bigla
Ang ating simula
Tayo'y walang napala
Ang masasayang ala-ala
Ay biglang nabura
Nang binigkas mo ang mga salita
'Pagmamahal ko sa iyo'y wala na'
Unti-unti akong pinapatay
Nang ako'y iwan mo sa daa'y
Parang nawalan na ng saysay
Na ipagpatuloy ang aking buhay
Ngunit 'di ako sumuko
'Di ako nagpatalo
Nilabanan ang giyera
Kahit ubos na ang mga bala
Mga salitang ito'y isinulat ko
Nang maibsan ang sakit na nadarama ng aking puso
Nagbabakasakaling humilom ang mga sugat na nabuo
At mawakasan ang nakaraa't magsimula ng panibagong kwento
- Sai Poesie (2017)
[TL (not a literal translation in order to deliver the idea): The leaves had died.
The ink of my pen is slowly fading like my voice, becoming husky due to intensely shouting.
These chains are bounding me.
My tears are flowing non-stop.
I'm struggling to breathe.
The words you promised became words that were nailed down.
I keep forcing myself to get you out of my mind—to throw away in thin air or drown these confusing feelings.
My heart was stabbed with a wound so deep because of your words and the motives you have shown, which then became a reason for me to wake up—enough for me to write; to lessen the pain and the burden I'm feeling inside and for the wounds to heal slowly like one step at a time on the staircase until the pain dies, until the bitterness dies that my heart felt because of the words you said.
I zoned out the moment our beginning suddenly ended.
We gained nothing.
All our happy memories were wiped out when you said the words, "My love for you is gone."
It felt like torture.
When you left me down the road, I felt like it would be meaningless for me to continue my life.
But I did not give up.
I did not let myself lose.
I battled against the war even with my bullets gone.
I wrote these words to lessen the pain that my heart felt, hoping for the wounds to heal—to end the past and begin with a new story.
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Pagsuko (Giving Up)
Mga pangarap namin noon
Ay alaala nalang ngayon
Dahil sumuko nang gano’n kadali
Hanggang ngayo’y ramdam pa rin ang hapdi
Baka noo'y may pag-asa pa
Ngayon, ang lahat ay huli na
Ba't kasi nagawa pang sumuko
Sa sandaling lahat ay perpekto?
- Sai Poesie (2017)
[TL: Our dreams in the past
Are only memories now
Because I gave up that easily
Until now, I can feel the sting
Maybe there was hope before
Now, it’s all too late
Why did I ever give up
The moment everything was perfect?]
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Euphoria
All of our nights under the stars
and days feeling the sun was bliss.
Now, I'm only looking at you from afar;
reminiscing those euphoric memories.
- Sai Poesie (2017)
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When I first heard of this song,
I thought of you, somehow.
It didn’t take long
for me to realize somebody owns you now.
- Sai Poesie (2017)
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