the worst part about bpd is that whenever i hear about stories of people killing or hurting their partners over being left or whatever, i feel an icky amount of sympathy

i get it

i so get it

and i can't trust myself not to do the same thing if that ever happens

fuck coloring and shading

think i'll just opt to keep everything black and white, maybe at most giving it some shadows and that's it

i fucking hate how disappointed i feel with the hard work i put into the lineart bc the colors look complete ass

i still think they're pretty unfortunately. like they're no masterpieces but they make for nice views to hang on the wall

💯🙏💛🟨👍

not making a point for or against ai, nor the notion that it's resource-heavy, but would yall please take .2 seconds to check and realize that The Standard is yet another torie bootlicker tabloid magazine calling every London immigrant a 'terrorist' and conceptual art 'degenerated' who MIGHT have conservative dick in its ass and not care about actual differentiated, neutral truth and reporting

ffs yall cannot google anymore

↑ average israel supporter

also bidoof's law

people are only against animal cruelty as long as it doesn’t have any impact on their lifestyle and that makes me sad

feels like that day is coming closer way faster than expected

2 days of nonstop ideation and an unfamiliar feeling of dread and sadness

sadness is something i dont usually experience. it's always something more extreme and loud and pushing

sadness feels more like a thin film on everything instead. it's so inoffensive but still makes everything so much worse

i know i say a lot of vile and annoying things and pick fights with people on here, so i hope that at least theyre getting a kick out of me shutting the fuck up once and for all. i'll definitely be posting a last message here if push ever comes to shove

i know for a fact that i'm gonna graduate on a pretty good gpa, but should i somehow fail after all, i'm going to take my own life

omfg they wojak'd James Cage White

Thoughts on hairy bisexual men with brown eyes who are also sluts?

thoughts on love and laughter and sunlight???? what are we even doing here. i need to fuck him

“I use bro and dude in a gender neutral way” okay but the fact that dude and bro can be argued to be gender neutral at all is because of patriarchy lol. ‘man’ is positioned as the ideal default and can be used to stand in for humanity in general (“mankind” “the rights of men” etc), ‘woman’ is a lesser variant of human being and thus can only be used to refer to women (that’s why this argument gets even more absurd if you swap out dude/bro for ‘girl/girlie/sis’). And this gender neutral male default is still obviously fucking gendered, words like “mankind” are deeply loaded, gendered, racialised terms and these same loaded assumptions inform how other masculine terms are universalised and used in a ‘gender neutral’ way. White bourgeois masculinity is being imposed as universal, and through this universalising process is considered neutral, but what is ‘neutral’ is itself a matter of political and economic domination, an inherent part of which is patriarchy. We don’t arrive at “brother” as a universal term by accident

and like I thought we’d figured out that actual gender neutral language is the way forward, I remember all those insufferable debates from a couple years ago where reactionaries were having a collective meltdown about people using ‘they’ as a singular pronoun (which they’re still mad about lol!). we even got some cishet people to start using the word ‘partner’ instead of boy/girlfriend/wife/husband. Even if we didn’t, I think you are operating in bad faith in trans spaces if you adopt such a cavalier attitude to the things people want and don’t want to be called. Like sorry to do another type of universalism but trans people are a group that have pretty sensitive and complicated relationships to gendered language for reasons that should be incredibly obvious to everyone, even if you use bro/dude in ‘gender neutral’ ways, you don’t get to decide how other trans people feel about those terms and you definitely don’t get to dismiss their feelings with “calm down bro”

so like you should interrogate why it’s even possible to make this argument to begin with, especially because you are using this patriarchal default to misgender trans women only to then tell them to calm down because it’s ‘gender neutral,’ as if trans women somehow aren’t aware of these patriarchal linguistic assumptions and don’t deal with it every day of their lives

i stim more publically nowadays and people point it out :(

y'all will defend stabbing cows and pigs in the neck to the death but god forbid you pick up a snail wrong. fuck you

so this suddenly applies here but when y'all even so much as make up a fake vegan to get mad about in your heads, yall shit your pants and cry

“But I’m just one person” WRONG “me buying a drink from starbucks won’t make a difference” WRONG “I’m not able to donate so I can’t help Palestine” WRONG “posting doesn’t matter” WRONG “boycotting won’t actually do anything” WRONG “it’s the government that’s funding the genocide, so I don’t have a way to help” WRONG

you guys need constant exposure to things you wouldn't otherwise affiliate with in order to foster a non-offensive relationship with that thing?

following weird horny furries who are into shit like pooltoys and transformation and stuff is enrichment. the vitamins and minerals of posting

there's this weird reactionary feminism wave going around again and i had to unfollow genuine mutuals, so i'm gonna say one thing only

everybody is fucked all the time, and you being like "um actually men have it 100x better & all their problems are self-inflicted" just tells me you're in the herd of idiots who think turning incomprehensibly complex issues into a "men tho" tumblr post is somehow a conclusive, all-encompassing argument

you are the laughing stock in sociological conversation, just know that

oh.....nothing

what happened to piendish