103017.2219

I miss her so much. So fucking much.

102217.0124

nah to the ah to the no no no, that's what she said

102217.0109

Lodi language.

Puta anong ginawa nyo sa kanya, bakit nyo hinayaang lamunin ng millennial pop culture ang ati mu.

Please eradicate this from her

101517.0926

So hindi ako sumama ng overnight. Too bad it's probably our last one, but not for me. It already ended at Gianne's residence. I dunno if I wanted to end my overnights this way or I just don't wanna see another bullshit for hours and hours that I'm sitting on the same chair seeing them too close to each other as if they're PDA-ing and shit. I know for a fact that she's trying to avoid me to help me get over with my feelings for her, and the entity, at some point, doesn't give a crap when she's getting clingy to him. I know, na baka overthinking lang to kasi nga di ba. But fuck it.

I chose to stay in the house with my mother. Kailangan nya ng katuwang sa bahay. But at least I made a nice and too sweet excuse.

Yun lang. Bye.

092617.1348

Seminar has ended.

And so are feelings? I don't think so.

I might be getting jealous over what I've seen while the seminar is ongoing, and my heart was being pounded. Beat down. Shattered.

I know, I know many would say they are friends by now but that's not what this guy's eyes are witnessing. It's something different. Weird. Fucking...