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Trying to draw manhwa atsumina. I will try to improve later..
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This life...
Is damaging my body...
Is harming my body...
The headache won’t end...
I’m sick everyday...
I feel like dying everyday...
I feel like I don’t have any purpose to live...
I feel like wanna give up my life...
I don’t wanna live anymore...
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That Stranger Is My Secret Admirer (Shot 2)
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Type of Story: Shot by Shot Story, Unfinished
Genre: Love, Romance, 18+
Same day…
Around 5 PM…
I have finished my work and want to leave this place. Because last night I didn’t manage to go back home, now I’m searching for my car at the university’s car park. She kidnapped me yesterday and did something without my consent towards my body.
I wonder if she loves me, or if she just wanna play with my heart?
If she really loves me, she could just ask me and not act like some kind of pervert or something…
As I sigh while finally finding my car. I start the car’s engine and leave this place.
Within these 2 days, I’m feeling very tired.
I will just go with the flow now, because I need money to survive. She’s very lucky because her father is the president of the university. Yet, very popular university in the city…
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- - 3 days later…
Around 5 PM…
It has been 3 days after that ‘night’ incident. Nothing’s happened and somehow, I’m feeling frustrated.
I’m not sure why I’m feeling like this.
Maybe I miss her?
I wanna see her, I wanna meet her, but due to our office is at different level, so I’m not even bumping with her. In these 3 days, I’ve been busy preparing materials for teaching. Next week, the new semester will start, and I already have packed schedule for my class. I’m teaching 5 subjects and it’s quite a lot. I’m pretty sure, I will not have time to meet her or even seeing her anymore.
“She should contact me because she knows my phone number…”
I accidentally talking loudly to myself, making one of my colleagues interrupting me,
“Did you say something?”
It’s one of our program coordinators.  Her name is Takahashi Minami. She preferred to be called as Takamina-sensei.
“Ah, nothing… I was just talking randomly to myself so that I would always remember what to do next…”
I awkwardly rubbing my back neck while talking to her.
“Ah~ Souka~ I’m also like you, you know. We just suddenly talking to ourselves when we have a lot of works. I understand that. But still~ It’s Friday today~ Let’s cheer up~”
She softly patted on my shoulder.
“I will go first, see you next week Sae-sensei~”
As she said while leaving me alone at my place.
“Yeah… it’s Friday… How I wish I can be with her in these full weekends…”
I said to myself while slowly packing my stuff. Then, suddenly, I could smell something familiar..
It’s Yukirin’s scent…
I move my head around as I’m searching if she’s here at the moment. However, the office seems silence…
No one is here except me. I let out a long sigh while also disappeared from this place.
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At Sae’s Apartment…
Around 9 PM…
I’m sipping my beer while watching TV at the living room. Currently, I’m lazily sitting on the couch. I’m feeling sleepy but I don’t wanna sleep yet. It’s still early and tonight I feel really bored. I didn’t stop thinking about her. She approached me at first, even took my virgin but now…
I never heard any news about her…
Is she really busy with dean’s work?
But still… never have time to drop me a message?
I don’t wanna ask my HOD for her phone’s number because it will look weird for me to take other faculty dean’s phone number.
While I’m watching TV suddenly…
*Knock! Knock!*
I could hear that my door has been knocked…
Maybe I misheard about it at first, so I just ignore it while continue sipping my beer.
*Knock! Knock!*
This time, without waiting any longer, I move my body and heading to the main door. I quickly open my door and could see…
“Yuki?”
It’s Yukirin who’s actually standing in front of the door. Realizing that I’m opening the door, she’s furiously pushing me inside, and she locks the door.
“Missing me?”
She asked with smile on her face. I could see that she’s currently wearing a long coat. Then, she’s slowly removing her coat and toss it to the side, revealing her body with almost transparent nightgown. I’m on the other side is suddenly widening my eyes when seeing her body. I actually could see her nipples through that nightgown.
I stayed stunned while dropped my jaw a bit. Maybe my wish has come true…
Watching that I’m standing like a stone, she’s slowly moving her body closer to me. She wraps her arms around my neck while saying,
“It seems that your wish has been granted…”
She keeps smiling to me, making me gain my conscious again.
“Am I been dreaming?”
I furrowed my eyebrows to her.
“Have you always been dreaming about me?”
Hearing her questions is somehow making me realize something…
Her scent that I smelled previously…
It was her!!
“You were stalking on me previously at my office, aren’t you?”
I asked her with serious tone. But she’s on the other side was just stayed silent. She didn’t answer me nor saying anything at the moment.
“I will take that silence as yes then…”
I’m slowly moving my hand and start to caressing her cheek. I look deeply into her eyes before kissing passionately on her lips. She startled a bit when seeing my movement. She didn’t push me away, as she’s also accepting my kisses. I’m not drunk. I’m just feeling wanna kiss her right now.
Maybe I do missing her…
I’m missing her touch…
I’m missing her lips..
Her soft lips…
And her scent…
I slip my tongue inside her mouth. I’m exploring every inch of it. My tongue is searching for her tongue, once I found it, I keep sucking her tongue without stop, making she moans between kisses. I couldn’t control my feelings anymore. I shouldn’t deny myself that I’m actually in love with her. I don’t wanna hide my feelings anymore and I should just follow my heart. Whether she loves me or not, it doesn’t matter….
It has been a while that we’re both kissing passionately, until, I start to move wild towards her. I move my right hand up to her breast and gently squeeze on it while my left hand is pressing on her butt. Then, I move my kiss to her neck, as I’m nuzzling my face on it, smelling her scent and at the same time, I’m nibbling and licking on it. She keeps moaning without stop.
Her husky voice is making my lust becomes higher…
Without waiting any longer, with my full strength, I lift her up like a bridal style and heading to my bedroom. I put her on the bed and quickly remove her nightgown. Once she’s fully naked on my bed, I keep staring on her beautiful perfectly naked body. She’s also looking at me without blinking her eyes. Then, I slowly move my hands and start massaging both her breast, making she arched her back when feeling this sensation. She squirms under my hands while me start to kiss on her neck again.
I’m licking her neck while keep massaging her breast. She moans my name when feeling that I softly pinch both of her nipples.
“Unn~ Sae~”
Then, I move my kiss to her breast, as I’m sucking hard on her right breast, while my left hand is still massaging her other breast. I move my tongue around her nipple before sucking it hard again, making she’s squeezing hard on my back neck. I keep sucking on it about 1 minutes then, I move to her other breast and continue sucking it again. Her breast is so smooth yet much more bigger than mine. I keep sucking while my hands didn’t stop massaging her breast.
After that, I move my lick to her body, from her navel up to her chest without stop. I keep licking on it before start to lick on her pussy. Feeling the pleasantness, she moans my name even louder.
“Ahh~ Sae~ It’s so goood~!”
Without waiting any longer, I spread her legs and her cleft widely with my both hands. I could wait to taste her sweet part. While I’m doing this, my heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. This is not because of my lust, but this is because I really love her so much. She made me hers before, now I want to make her mine…
I could see that she’s getting wet. I start to lick her clit as fast as I could before sucking it hard on her cleft, making she groans my name.
“Ahh! Sae!! It’s so damn good! Please don’t stop!!”
She’s messing up my hair while pulling my head hard to her center. I just ignore her movement, and keep doing what I’ve been doing. I know she would enjoy this sweet sensation around her. I keep licking, sucking and poking her core without stop. She keeps moving her hips, as squirming her body above me. Realizing that she’s actually enjoy with my movement, I slowly lick my middle finger and start to thrust inside her core.
“Hyann~~”
She moans deeply inside her throat when I’m moving my finger fast and I didn’t stop licking her clit. Her juices keep flowing out and I’m swallowing every flesh of it. It has been a while that I’m thrusting my finger in and out from her core while keep licking on her clit, until she’s suddenly pulling my hair up, making I’m facing with her. I could see that she’s shutting her eyes tightly while whispering to me,
“I’m cumming..~~ Hyan~~”
Hearing that, I nuzzle my face on her neck and keep thrusting my finger even fast. After a few seconds, I could feel warm juices flowing out to my finger and her core clenching hard on my finger. Her body seems trembling a bit and I guess, she reached her climax.
I move my body and lying beside her. I’m feeling very tired and sleepy right now. My energy has drained after fucking her just now. I’m slowly closing my eyes as I want to fall asleep, but then, suddenly, I could feel that my clothes have been removed from my body, making me naked on the bed. It’s actually Yuki who removes my clothes.
She lies her body on my left side and start sucking on my left breast. I also could feel that her fingers start rubbing on my sensitive part, making me furiously catching her wrist and stop her.
“What are you doing?”
I lazily asked her.
“Want to pleasure you of course~”
She whispered beside my ear and continues,
“You’re also getting wet after you done it to me~”
As she keeps rubbing on my clit, making me moan her name.
“Umm… Yuki…”
Her fingers felt so good, making me couldn’t stop her anymore. I could feel the pressure starts to build inside my stomach and my heart keeps beating so fast.
“Yes… that’s it~ Moan my name, Sae~”
As she starts sucking on my neck, while this time, she slips her long finger inside my core. Feeling this sensation, I moan her name even louder while my hand squeezing her thigh.
“Umm, Yuki, it’s so good… make it faster…”
I whisper to her. Hearing my plead, she’s thrusting her finger in and out as fast as she could, making me gone incoherently.
“Clench my finger with your pussy, Sae~”
As she whispered beside my ear, making me accidentally open my legs widely and making she has an easy access to do her job properly. I think I’m getting even wetter when hearing she said that to me, as the room is suddenly filled up with low moans and the wet sounds of her fingers thrusting into me. I shut my eyes tightly and arched my back when feeling that I’m closer to the edge.
“Urgh, I’m cumming…”
After a few more thrusts, I shook my body with the intensity of my orgasm. I’m feeling something warm is flowing out of my core. She removes her finger from my core and give a short kiss on my cheek. After that, I pull her closer to me, as hugging her tightly in my embrace.
I’m halfly opening my eyes and looking at her…
“I love you, Yuki…”
At last, I confessed to her. She’s on the other side, seems really shocked with my words as she’s widening her eyes and looking at me. Then, I continue my words,
“Do you love me..?”
I’m not sure why I’m feeling nervous when asking that question to her. Maybe because I’m worried that she won’t love me back…
She didn’t answer me as she keeps staring at me. Watching on her reaction, I furrowed my eyebrows before fully closing my eyes. I guess, I need to accept the fact that she doesn’t love me…
But then…
She’s suddenly whispering to me…
“I don’t love you, Sae…. I’m possessing you~”
What?!
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That Stranger Is My Secret Admirer (Shot 1)
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Type of Story: Shot by Shot Story, Unfinished
Genre: Love, Romance, 18+
#Notes: Don’t give too much hope on this story coz it’s some kind of boring :))
“This is bullshit…”
As I said to the dean while crossing my arms on my chest.
“What did you say?!”
He seems shocked while widening his eyes.
*BAMMM!!*
“I said… this is bullshit!”
I’m slamming hard on his desk while furiously get up from my seat.
“How dare you!”
He seems mad right now, but I just ignore his annoying face.
“Hey, watch your language! You are talking to the Dean right now.”
It seems that the head of my department is also getting angry with my attitude.
“You know what…. I don’t give a fuck anymore. I’m done here. You can do whatever you want. I will hand over my resignation letter now!”
I start to walk, heading to the main door.
“How dare you!”
I could hear the dean still not feeling satisfied with my movement. But I just ignore him while still have made my decision. I don’t care what they wanna think about me anymore and I don’t care if they wanna sue me. They are so bias! I could take it anymore! I’ve done everything to this college but at the end, they just took advantage on me for themselves!
CLICK! BAMM!!!
I’m slamming the door hard.
“Tskk… stupid college… so bias…”
I’m mumbling while heading to my workplace.
“Miyazawa-sensei, is it true that you will resign?”
Asked one of my colleagues. Without looking at her, I’m saying,
“Yeah! I’ll do it now!”
I start to print my resignation letter that I typed last night. I just changed the notice into 24 hours’ notice and print it out.
“Here 24 hours’ notice! And fuck this place!”
As I’m throwing the letter on my table and then, I packed my things and leaving the place.
“Nee! Sae! Chotto matte!”
“Leave me alone! I will call you after I’m feeling better!”
Without looking back, I’m walking towards the exit door.
“You can’t just leave like that! You will get sued!”
“Oh yeah?! Watch me!”
- - - - - After 1 week…
I have no job and I also have bad temper…
I left my workplace for 1 week already. It seems that I got letter from the college stated that they want to sue me, but this isn’t official letter from the court. So, I guess, I can just ignore it. But I’m pretty sure that I got banned from applying another college or university because whenever they asked me my previous workplace, they suddenly saying that they cannot hire me as their lecturer.
“I guess… this is the end of me…”
But then…
*Sound of ringtone*
My phone rang. I quickly pick up my phone.
“Is this Miyazawa Sae?”
Asked the person on the phone.
“Haiii…”
“You have been invited to do an interview at our Akihabara International Art & Design University. I will email you the details. Could you please reply to me as soon as possible?”
Said the person, suddenly making me feel motivated again.
“Haiii! Sure! I will reply to you now. I will be available at any time. Just give me the date, time, and place. I will be there for sure!”
“Alright, we will be expecting you then…”
Less than 2 minutes, I received an email from the HR. It stated the details of the interview. I was quite shocked because I cannot believe that I still have a chance to be a lecturer again. The University is quite popular and have higher ranking than the college that I have worked previously. I start to study for the interview because it’s actually will be held tomorrow at human resource department. I’m searching their website and keep surfing what type of question that they will ask me tomorrow…
- - - - The next day…
Around 9AM
I’ve been waiting outside of the interview’s room. It seems that first, I will be interviewed by the Head of School and program manager. Second, the dean will interview me and lastly, I will be interviewed by their HR. It’s all depending on the dean. I really hope that I will get a job in here. The salary they have offered also quite high.
“Miyazawa-san—!”
Suddenly, my name has been called. I could see that it’s not just me is having an interview right now. There are about 6-8 people are also here for the interview session.
“Haiii—!!”
I quickly get up from my seat and enter the room. Once I enter the room, they start to interview me. It seems that, they asked me a very common question. It’s very easy for me to answer all their questions. I don’t need to do mock teaching because I have enough experience. After about half an hour, they finished interview me. I could see their face is feeling satisfied with it, until…
“Wait, are you Miyazawa Sae who just suddenly quit at Sato College?” Asked the program manager to me.
“Ah—ye—yess….”
I answered it shortly.
“I just heard that you give 24 hours’ notice at that college. Why would you do that?”
“It’s because the college did not treat me equally. I have done all of the jobs, but they suddenly give promotion to someone else.”
I explained honestly to them. I really hope they will accept me in here.
“Oh, I see… it’s alright then. I think, I need to discuss this with the dean…”
Hearing his statement is suddenly making me losing hope. I think, they won’t accept me in here. I could read on his face!
“Well, I think that’s all from us. Thank you for today..”
As they said to me. After that, I stand up from my seat and bowing to them.
“Haii, thank you…”
I left the room with sad face. I have done with the first interview, but I think I don’t have energy to go to the next interview session anymore…
- - - - Around 9.50 AM...
I’ve been told that my interview will start at 10 o’clock in the morning. This time, the interview session will be with the dean of the faculty. I was sitting too long previously, so I decided to walk around for a while. I was looking on their decoration of the university. It’s quite nice yet simple. I start to tour around the place. While I’m looking around, I didn’t realize there’s a person walking towards me, so I accidentally bump with that person.
*burk!*
“Ahh, sumimasen…”
I said sorry while bowing to the person but then, the person is suddenly
“It’s okay, Sae… it’s very nice to see you here..” It’s really shocked how that person is calling my name so casually.
“Ehh? You know my name? Do you know me?”
I asked her but she on the other side, just smiles to me. Somehow, she looks so beautiful. Her appearance kinda smart and elegant. She wears blazer and knee length skirt that have matching colour and her hair..
Shoulder length hair and slightly brown. What distracting me the most is her scent…
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“Oh my Gosh… she smells nice…”
I said in mind. Smelling her scent is suddenly remind me to someone….
I think I know this scent previously…
Or maybe…I think I’ve been charmed by her perfume…
“Do I know you? Do we meet each other before?”
I keep asking her and after a few questions, she answered me,
“No… but I’m pretty sure you will later… please excuse me….”
She said while leaving me alone with question mark face.
“Hummm?”
I keep looking at her until my name been called.
“Miyazawa-san!”
“Haii—!”
“Please come in, the Dean is here now..”
Said the person.
“Ah souka…”
Hearing that, I suddenly feeling curious. Don’t tell me the dean is…
“My God… my instinct was right...”
Once enter the room, I could see it was the same person as before! She’s the one who was calling my name so casually that she has known me before!
“Please have a seat..”
She said to me while pointing the seat in front of her desk.
“Haii, arigatou…”
I said to her while sitting in front of her.
“Dr. Kashiwagi Yuki…?”
I accidentally saw her name on her table. Kashiwagi Yuki? Her name sounds familiar… or it might be I heard it somewhere because she’s a Doctor of Philosophy.
“You seem shocked to see me?”
She’s suddenly asking me a question.
“Ah, no. It was just that….”
I’m rubbing my back neck awkwardly, as I continued saying,
“I’m very sorry about before because I didn’t know that you are the Dean. I got an email, it was stated different name. Also, I searched the website, has different name, so… I’m very sorry because didn’t recognize you as a dean previously. I didn’t manage to greet you appropriately…”
I give my explanation to her.
“It’s okay. It’s not your fault. Besides, I suddenly gave a short notice. So, let’s begin with the interview.”
She said with serious tone. She’s being professional right now.
“Haii!”
“So, tell me about your background.”
“My name is Miyazawa Sae. I’m 32 years old. I have done my bachelor and master’s degree of art and design in the United Kingdom. My major is designing an art whether digitally or manually. And I have 2 years’ experience in teaching at Sato College and 3 years’ experience being a program coordinator at Ginza art University. Therefore, I think I’m very suitable with the position that you currently offer right now. Being a lecturer at Akihabara International Art & Design university.”
I start to introduce myself with confidence.
“Why do you think you are very suitable with the position? What can you do?”
She asked me again without looking at me as she’s looking on my resume. Her face isn’t like before. She’s not smiling to me at all right now.
“I have 5 years teaching experience. I also have involved with students’ activities in previous university as I was working in a team with students and participate in the competition. That should give benefits to raise up the university’s ranking. I could do the same thing in here. To make this university becomes well known internationally and locally.”
I look straightly on her face. Then, I could see that she’s also looking at me. We’re both stayed silent for a while…
It was about 2 minutes silent and then, she’s suddenly saying,
“Okay. I think we are done in here…. Thank you for your time…”
“What?”
Hearing her statement, making me furrowed my eyebrows to her.
“Ahh…. That’s it?”
I’m asking her.
“Yes.”
She just gave me a short answer. I guess this place also has banned me.
“Ah, souka… thank you.”
I bowed to her and then, leaving the room. Once I’m at the outside, suddenly HR person is calling me.
“Miyazawa-san!”
“Haiii—!!”
I’m quickly heading to the person at the counter.
“Anou… actually… you don’t need to come for the third interview anymore…”
Hearing that is making me surprise…
“Ehh? Why?”
I really think life isn’t fair. Just because other people have power, how can they actually oppress others with pleasure? I was about to lose hope until…
“Actually… you already passed the interview. The dean wants you to come to work tomorrow…”
I take back what I said in mind previously. Life is still being fair to me!
“Really? You are not joking right?!”
I asked her with disbelief face.
“I’m not joking! This is a very serious matter! Here, I already prepared your offer letter. Please take this home, read carefully, and if you’re agreed with the salary and so on, please sign in here and bring this back to me tomorrow at 8am, okay?”
She explained to me. I still couldn’t believe with it. So, I quickly read the offer letter to see whether it’s correct or not. I’m checking my profile details and the salary…
“Oh my God… is this serious?!”
I’ve been offered six thousand dollars per month?!
“And also… the dean wants to meet you at 5pm in her office. It’s actually after office hour, so… you can just enter the room even if I’m not here okay…”
Hearing her another statement is making me answer her,
“What?!”
I was so confused right now…
“But you told me that I passed for the interview. Why do I need to meet her again?”
“I think she would like to discuss with you regarding your previous workplace…”
“Ah souka… well that, would make sense…”
“Please just come at 5pm later…”
“I understand that. I will come later. Thank you for the letter…”
As I bowed to her and leave the place. I will come back again at 5pm, seems that she insisted to meet me again, I guess… I should just follow with the flow….
Due to this workplace is very near to my place, so I decided to go back home and will come back here again.
- - - - - At Akihabara International Art & Design University…
Around 5 PM…
Here I am, in front of the dean’s room. This room is actually at a different level from the HR room previously. HR room is on the 25th level while this room is at level 15. What I’m concerned about is, before I’m entering this place, I could see the label outside of this office is Faculty of Business. It’s very strange because I’m applying to be an art and design lecturer. Not a business lecturer.
But I wonder why do I need to be in here at the moment?
I’m so confused right now.
I look at my watch, it’s stated 5.01 pm. I cannot wait any longer or else I might be late to meet with her. This office seems empty. I guess, everyone has already gone back home except her…
I wonder why she wanna meet me after office hour?
This is very strange…
*Knock! Knock!*
I’m knocking on the door while waiting for the answer. I got the details of the room from the HR staff previously. She’s the one who asked me to be in here and I could see the door stated ‘Dean’ label.
“Come in!”
I could hear a voice shout from the inside. Without waiting any longer, I open the door,
“Haii… Miyazawa desu…”
I said while bowing to her.
I didn’t alert what was happening around me…
I failed to notice that she was actually standing beside me when I’m opening the door…
“Haii~ Welcome, Sae-chan~”
She’s suddenly closing the door, lock it and furiously push me to the wall. She trapped my body with both of her hands on the wall.
I’m feeling really shocked with her movement!
I’m gulping hard in my throat while looking deeply into her eyes. I’m not sure why my heart starts to beat so fast and yet, she’s suddenly moving her face close to mine.
“What’s going on?”
I asked in my mind. I couldn’t speak due to still surprise with her movement.
“At last….I found you… Miyazawa Sae….”
She said to me and after that, she’s suddenly kissing me hard on the lips. Her movement is very violent towards me. Her face is changing. She’s still smiling but her smile is totally different then before. Watching how she smiles now is making me having goosebumps! She looks scary at this time.
I’m sooooo confused at the moment!
What’s going on?!
She starts being harsh to me while suddenly moving her tongue between the kiss and force to get permission inside my mouth. With my full strength, I’m holding both her shoulders and push her away from me. I forcefully broke the kiss.
“Wait.. wait… what’s going on right now, Ka—Kashiwagi-sensei?”
I asked her. But it seems she was just giving me a smile. Even though looks creepy, but she’s still beautiful like an angel.
I must be crazy now…
She keeps silent and this time, she moves her kiss to my neck. My appearance is a bit boyish as I’m wearing a formal male work outfit with a necktie, it was an easy access for her to kiss on my neck!
I accidentally moan when feeling she’s licking and biting on my neck. Of course, my heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. I’m feeling really hot, and I could feel that my face couldn’t stop blushing. She makes me go crazy with her movement!
“KASHIWAGI-SAN!!”
At last, I shouted to her while stopping her movement. I grab hard on her shoulder and push her away from me. Hearing my loud voice, she suddenly stops moving and look at my face.
“What are you doing?!”
I asked her with serious tone.
“Don’t you recognize me, Miyazawa Sae..?”
She answered me back with a question…
“Recognize you…?”
I tried to think harder inside my mind. Why would she ask me that question? Do we know each other before…?
“You don’t remember me, don’t you?”
“Kashiwagi Yuki…?”
I’m mumbling her name while still thinking deeply. I think I’m suddenly having a headache. My head feels really hurt when she’s asking me that question.
At this moment, she was just staring at my face…
We’re looking towards each other for a while until she slowly moves her face closer to mine. She’s actually hugging me.
She pushed her body hard to me, making me feel very comfortable at the moment…
Her body feels really warm…
Strange..
I think I never met her before…
I think I never knew her before…
She’s like a stranger to me, but why she’s acting like she knows me?
Do I really know her previously?
I’m not sure anymore…
I tried to think really hard, but I’m feeling very dizzy right now…
Her scent…
Her perfume scent is somehow distracting me to think…
This perfume smells very familiar…
I didn’t realize actually at the moment, I’m closing my eyes while my hands are suddenly accepting her hugs.
I’m feeling comfortable but my body is suddenly feeling very weak…
I think I’m gonna pass out soon…
And I think…. Her scent is making me unconscious…
My mind suddenly becomes blank…
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- - - Flashback…
“Look at this nerd! You are so ugly you know!!”
Said one of the bullies while pouring orange juice on the girl who was currently sitting on the floor. It seems that a girl around 14 years old has been bullied by her classmate. The girl is wearing glasses while currently kneeling on the floor. There are 3 girls who are bullying her at the moment. The glasses girl just stayed silent without doing anything. She bowed her head while looking at the ground. Then suddenly…
“Anou nee… why you girls are wasting time in bullying her? She’s not worth your time, you know… Let's have this cigarette instead of bullying her… ”
A tall girl with a boyish appearance who looks 1 year older is suddenly interrupting them. Her hair is very short and looks very ikemen, making the 3 girls are stopping what they were doing and running to her.
“Kyaaa~ Sae-chan! You’re here!”
Said one of the bullies with surprising face.
“Just let her be, the break will be ended soon…”
After that, all of them leave the glasses girl alone in the corridor…
Watching at the situation, the glasses girl is slowly standing up from the floor. She’s fixing herself while tears start to drop on her cheek. But then…
“Daijobu..?”
It’s the tall girl suddenly asking while handing her a handkerchief. Hearing her voice, the glasses girl suddenly stopped crying while looking sharply at her face. She was stunned by her movement.
“Nee… I hope you could still bear with those bullies. Please don’t lose hope and get stronger nee…”
Said the tall girl while wiping the orange juice on her face.
“Anyway.. you smell very nice. I really love your perfume scent…”
After that, the tall girl placed her handkerchief on the glasses girl’s hand and left her alone at the place…
- - - - — Someone POV —
This is not the first time you have done this to me Miyazawa Sae…
This is not the first time you save my life…
Even though I have always been bullied, but you were always there for me…
It doesn’t matter if you didn’t show to others that you were actually backing me up, but deep from my heart, I really appreciate your movement…
You are giving me hope to live stronger in everyday of my life…
At first, I thought you are one of them…
But then, you suddenly showed up and make them stop bullying me. At that moment, I know you are a very kindhearted person. You even help me after I got bullied by them.
After that, every single day of my life I have always been stalking you…
Wherever you go…
Whatever you do…
I will know and I have always been following you secretly from behind…
You told me that I have a nice scent, so I never stop wearing this perfume because I know you will love it…
I’m your secret admirer, Miyazawa sae…
— End of Someone POV —
End of Flashback…. - - - - Present…
“Umm… urgh….”
I think I’m still having a headache. My views are hazy, and my body is feeling really cold at the moment. Why do I feel that I’m naked right now?
I tried to get up my body, but I couldn’t because I’m feeling that my body has been pushing down by something...
I think I’m lying on the bed because I could feel the soft mattress under my body. Even though my views are slightly blurred, I tried to look around…
“Kashi—Kashiwagi-san..?!”
I could see that she sits on top of me! She clamps my torso with her knees. And…and she’s …
She’s NAKED!!
And I’m also NAKED!!
“Oh my Gosh…umpphhh!!”
I tried to shout but she’s quickly closing my mouth with her hand. She pushes me down with her body too. Because I’m feeling very weak at the moment, I could not fight back. She’s too strong for me.
“Shhh… don’t struggle yourself. You’re still weak because I injected drug on your neck before…”
She explained to me, making me widen my eyes.
“What?!!”
I shouted inside my mind.
“Just.. relax… don’t scream.. don’t struggle and you will be fine…”
She whispered on my ear. Hearing her soft voice, I slowly nodded.
What the fuck is going on right now?
Why is she doing this to me?
Am I dreaming right now?
I thought I’m gonna have an interview with her right now.
Why it suddenly becomes like this?
I have a lot of questions inside my mind. But I don’t think anyone can answer it! Not even me! And I need her explanation after this!
WHO IS SHE?!!
I furrowed my eyebrows while looking seriously into her eyes. She’s on the other side, slowly let go my mouth. Once my mouth is freed, I’m trying to speak but then, she sealed my lips with kissing. Feeling her soft lips, making me out of my mind. I don’t know what am I doing currently, as I’m kissing her back…
I slightly open my mouth, then she slips her tongue inside my mouth. She explores every inch of it until our tongue met and make dominant. I'm closing my eyes while fully accepting her kiss. We kiss like there's no tomorrow. It has been a while until she moves her kiss to my neck. She licks, sucks and nibbling on it while her left hand starts groping my right breast, making me moan her name…
“Unn… Kashiwagi-sann…”
I’m not sure why am I accepting her right now. Why I let her do anything to my body..?
Why did I give permission?
This is so wrong…
I don’t want it…
But my heart keeps beating so fast whenever she kisses me…
My heart is beating so fast when she touches me…
It’s feeling so gooooddd… and yet, her scent reminds me to someone…
WHO IS IT?!!!
Now this time, I could feel she’s sucking on my left nipple, making me groan in pleasure…
“Unn… no… please don’t...it’s embarrassing! Why are you doing this?”
I’m pleading to her to stop, but then, she bites on my nipple, making accidentally scream her name.
“YUKI!! It’s hurt!”
I push her face away from my breast. Watching on my movement, she grabs my wrist and pinned down my hand above my head.
“Is it really hurt, or you are actually enjoying it?”
As she said to me before kissing me on my cheek. I keep frowning my face when hearing her question. Then, she’s adjusting herself as lying on my left side. She placed her left leg under my left leg while pressing her body very closer to mine.
“You are so cute when you make your face like that…”
She said to me with grin.
“This girl seriously…”
As I said in mind. After that, I could see that she makes another move. Her right hand still pinned down my left hand above my head, and then, she slowly moves her left hand down around my navel and gently rub on it. I could feel the pressure is starting to build inside my stomach. Her touches are making me go insane! She moves her hand again and starts touching on my sensitive area, but I quickly grab and wrist and stop it.
“No… please don’t… not that part…”
I’m saying to her. However, she ignored my words and saying,
“You are mine, Miyazawa Sae… ”
She moves her face near to my ear and continues,
“And you cannot stop me to make you mine~”
I could sense that she smirks after saying those words.
Oh Gosh… what’s into me right now?
She harshly pulls her hand from my grip and start rubbing on my sensitive area. Feeling this sensation, I squirm my body while trying to clench her hand with both of my legs.
“Shhh!! What did I tell you before? Do not struggle!”
She spreads both my legs with harsh and keep rubbing on my core, making I’m feeling good with her movement. And of course my body would produce something after she’s rubbing it…
“See… you are so wet, Sae-chan~”
As she said while showing her fingers to me.
“Geez! Please don’t show it to me! This is so embarrassing!”
I move my face to other side and shut my eyes tightly. I don’t wanna look at it.
“Don’t be shy with me Sae~”
This time, she moves her head down to my sensitive area. Watching on her movement, I’m trying to stop her with my hands. Of course, I still have my dignity to save! How can I’m facing her after this?! She’s the dean of Business Faculty! I cannot imagine that!
“No! Stop!”
But then, she grabs both of my hands and pinned it down to my side. I cannot move my hands anymore.
She’s diving her face on my core and start to trace my clit with her tongue.
“Oh Gosh! It’s so damn gooodd!”
I’m screaming inside my mind while my face is feeling burning. She’s licking on my clit again and again, making me shut my eyes tightly when feeling this pleasure. I lick my bottom lips when feeling she’s spreading my legs widely and start sucking hard on my core. She explores it with her tongue. Feeling the sensation, I didn’t struggle my body anymore, as I just give in…
I didn’t realize that I actually start to rock my hip along with her tongue. Noticed with my movement, I could feel that she moves her head up and facing with me again. She kissed hard on my cheek while one of her fingers is suddenly thrusting inside my core, making me gasp in pain…
“Hisskkk… it’s hurt…”
My voice barely heard when I’m saying it. She starts to thrust her finger in and out from my core, making me suddenly feeling pleasure. Watching that I look comfortable with her movement, she moves her finger fast and making me groan deeply in my throat. I accidentally said,
“Ergh, it’s so good…”
“I know you would love it, Sae~”
As she said while moving her finger as fast as she can. Me on the other side is feeling pressure inside my stomach. The way she moves her finger is making me feeling numb down there. And I’m not sure how much that I have produced my liquid. Only my moan and wet thrusting sound are filling up the room right now.
“Umm~ You smell nice… I really love your scent… ”
I said to her while start wrapping my arm around her neck. I look deeply into her eyes, making she’s widening her eyes and looking back at me. She suddenly stops moving, making me groan in frustration…
“Urgh, please don’t stop…”
This time I’m the one who’s begging her to continue what she’s doing. Hearing my pleading, she continues her movement, as moving her finger as fast as she can. I could feel the pressure again. I’m moving my hip while shutting my eyes tightly. I could feel that I’m getting there…
“Unn~ I’m cumming….”
As I said to her before nuzzling my face on her neck.
“Cum for me Sae~”
She said to me. While me on the other side is hugging her tightly in my embrace. After a few more thrust, I could feel that my walls collapse and warm liquid flowing out of my core.
“Umm….”
Final moan from me while trying to relax my body. I’m feeling very tired at the moment, and I cannot handle her anymore. So, I decide to sleep…
- - - - - Next morning…
Around 6 AM…
I slowly open my eyes while looking around. I noticed that this is not my room…
“Where am I..?”
As I asked myself. Hearing the birds chirping out of window is making me could guess it’s actually morning right now. Then, I could feel that someone is hugging me at the moment as there’s a hand wrapping around my torso. I move my head to my left side when feeling a warm breath on my cheek. And I can see that it’s Kashiwagi-sensei who’s currently sleeping beside me. Watching her sleeping face reminds me on last night. I guess, it wasn’t a dream. She drugged me and ….
I will not be saying the word, due to I’m also enjoying it so, let’s just say she done it without my consent…
I’m trying to remember her words again…
And I’m trying to remember her face…
Maybe I do know her before…
And somehow, her sleeping face is making me feel wanna kiss her…
She’s so beautiful right now, and we’re both still naked on the bed…
On the second thought…
I need to get a grip! This isn’t love! This is a lust!
I don’t even know her! She’s still a stranger to me!
While I keep watching her face, suddenly, she woke up from her sleep. I keep staring at her and then, she moves her view to me…
We’re both keep staring at each other…
Then, she smiles to me. Her warm smile is making my heart starts to beat so fast again…
I don’t know why this keeps happening to me. Am I falling in love with her?
I really hope she won’t hear my loud heartbeat because her face is very near to my chest…
I accidentally furrowed my eyebrows while looking on her face, making she asked me,
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Because I have a question for you, and I hope you will answer me with honest…”
I said with serious voice.
“What is it?”
“Do we know each other? Have we met before?”
I asked her but still, she was just stayed silent while looking at me. Watching at her behavior is making me suddenly feeling angry…
“Kashiwagi-sensei! Can you please answer my question?!”
“Nee Sae…”
“What?”
“Do you remember this one girl back in your junior high..?”
She’s suddenly asking me a question, making me thinking harder. Because I’ve changed school when I was 15 years old so I couldn’t catch up which my junior high that she was talking about…
“What girl? Which junior high that you were talking about?”
“One nerd ugly girl with glasses that always been bullied by her classmate…”
Hearing her statement is making me surprised! I widen my eyes when looking at her. She is that girl?! She is…
“Yukirin..?!”
I’m saying the name while looking sharply on her face. She was just silent and smiles to me.
“You’re Yukirin?”
Now I remember the scent! I love her scent back in my junior high school. She smells so nice that always making me bugging her whenever she’s been bullied by her classmate.
However…
I really don’t want to remember those memories….
It was my fault that I couldn’t stop those bullies earlier…
It was my fault that I didn’t report about the bully to the teacher…
I saw her suffering every single day of my life, so I decided to put an end for her…
And because of that incident, I’ve been kicked out from that school….
From that moment, I promise to myself never show up in front of her anymore because I want her to live her life happily…
After that, I move to other school which is at different city so that I won’t see her again…
“Now you remember me, nee Sae-chan?”
She asked me with smiling face. Seeing her reaction is really making me feeling uncomfortable. I shouldn’t show up in front of her anymore…
“You shouldn’t do this to me Yuki…”
I said to her while furiously remove my body from her. I quickly get up from the bed and my back is facing her.
“What do you mean, Sae?”
As she’s asking with curious tone.
“This was a mistake! I shouldn’t show my face in front of you. I shouldn’t even apply at your workplace in the first place! Now, can you give me my clothes and my stuff?”
I said without looking at her.
“What—do—you—mean—Sae?!”
She keeps asking me that question, making me feeling annoyed with her…
“This won’t do…. I will lead myself out…”
I’m furiously leaving the room and heading to the living room. I could see that my full clothes have been placed on the couch along with my work bag. Without waiting any longer, I’m quickly wearing my clothes and walking to the main door, but then…
“Don’t you dare to walk away from me when I’m asking you, MIYAZAWA SAE!”
She shouted to me from far away.
“I will explain to the HR later that I won’t accept the offer…”
“HOW DARE YOU!!”
*Click! BAMM!!*
Before she could finish her words, I’m leaving the house and quickly heading to Akihabara International Art & Design University.
“She brought me back to her apartment? Geez… this girl..”
I said to myself when looking at my surrounding. After that, I disappear from the place.
- - - - At Akihabara International Art & Design University…
Around 8 AM…
I have arrived at HR department. I’m seeing the same person again from yesterday. Thank goodness that her place is near from here, making me could fix myself before entering this place.
“Miyazawa-san, you arrived already…”
Said the HR person to me.
“Ha—haii…”
I bowed to her.
“So, have you signed the agreement?”
She asked me, making me a bit stuttered.
“Umm… Actually…. I….”
My heart doesn’t want to sign the agreement, but my mind force me to do so because the salary is quite high. Yet, I’m very desperate right now to use money…
“Is there anything wrong with the agreement?”
“No.. not at all… it was just…”
I’m feeling doubted while keep holding on the pen. I keep thinking but then, suddenly…
I’m smelling a very familiar scent…
This scent…
I move my head to my right and could see a figure just passing beside me… Her body figure… her appearance, suddenly remind me to last night…
How she kissed me…
How she touched me…
How I enjoyed every single moment with her….
Without realizing, I accidentally sign the agreement, making the HR person shouts in happiness.
“So you agreed?! It’s very nice to have a new staff in here. Welcome to Akihabara International Art & Design University!”
She said with cheered voice making me widen my eyes and looking at the agreement.
“Ah, fuck me…”
I’m mumbling, making she’s asking me a question,
“I beg your pardon? Did you say something Miyazawa-sensei?”
“Ah No! No! No! It was just…. Can I start working now?”
I said to her. Then, she smiles to me and saying,
“I will call your head of department, and he will lead to your workplace!”
She starts dialing the phone on her desk. While me on the other side is turning my view to the previous figure. It was Yukirin and she’s actually watching me at the moment. I could guess that she knows I’m accepting the offer because she’s currently smirking at me…
“Miyazawa-sensei.. please follow me…”
Said the HR person and leading me to my office. I was just following her without saying anything. We’re both leaving the place at the same time.
- - - -
Lunch time…
Around 1 PM…
Previously, after greeting and meeting session, I’ve been toured around the campus with head of department as known as HOD. And now, I got notice from HOD as he’s saying that the dean of business faculty wanna see me in her office.
“My Gosh, not again…”
I mumble to myself while standing in front of her office right now…
I’m feeling doubted whether or not to meet with her again. Why is she doing this to me?! What she wants from me?!
But on the second thought…
I also couldn’t deny myself that I actually have fallen in love with her…
I couldn’t stop thinking about last night, but still…
Is this LOVE or LUST?!
I’m so confused with myself!
*Knock! Knock!*
“Please come in!!”
As usual, I enter the room. This won’t be happening to me twice as I already known her move! Similar as before, once I enter her room, she locks the door, and wants to push me to the wall. But before she wants to push me, I quickly wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her closer to my body. At this moment, I will not let her to control over me anymore. She got really shocked with my movement.
I really love her scent…
She looks deeply into my eyes with her overreaction face. While me on the other side, furrowed my eyebrows and keep staring back to her.
“If you want me, you should ask my permission first, you cannot just simply giving a command to other people, and forcedly making me to see you in your office…”
As I said to her and continue my words,
“You are not my dean, you know… which mean you are not my boss…”
“You’re very confident that I’m not your boss nee..?”
Hearing her words somehow is making me feeling strange..
What does she mean by that?
“It seems that you have prepared with my movement…”
She starts to wrap her arms around my neck and continues her words,
“Have you been prepared for another round?”
She gives smile to me, making me suddenly wanna push her body away from me. But I couldn’t do that because she holds me hard in her grip.
“You wanna know something, Sae-chan~?”
She moves her face close to my ear and whispers,
“I’m your secret admirer~”
Hearing that statement is making my heart starts beating so fast. She’s so sexy right now. Even though for me that she’s still a stranger, but at least I know she was my junior previously…
At least… that’s the only thing that I know about her…
“If that so… I will let you be my admirer then…”
I said to her while this time, I move my hand on her left forehead, as I’m flipping away her bangs, revealing a scar that she had when she was in her junior high. I give a short kiss on her scar, making she widens her eyes, looking at me.
“Now, could you please excuse me, because I need to search some foods… I’m feeling very hungry right now…”
I’m moving my body and left her room. Once I’m outside of her room, I could hear my HOD is suddenly greeting someone…
“Ah, konichiwa Kashiwagi-sama! It’s very nice to meet you today!”
Said my HOD while bowing to the person. Me on the other side is turning my view to him when hearing the name…
“Kashiwagi?”
I asked inside my mind.
“Hai—haii~ Konichiwa, Nakamura-sensei, nice to meet you too…”
Said the person while softly patted on his shoulder. Then, my HOD noticed about my appearance as he’s suddenly introducing me to the person.
“Ah! Let me introduce, this is our new lecturer, Miyazawa Sae! And Miyazawa Sae, this is our President of this university, Kashiwagi Kuga…”
Hearing his statement is making me widen my eyes. I quickly bowing while saying,
“Miyazawa Sae desu… dozo yoroshiku!”
“Ohh, another young lecturer has been hired in here, that’s good!”
Said the person while softly patted on my shoulder. While we keep greeting each other, suddenly,
“Papa! You came!”
I could hear Yukirin’s voice at the moment. And she’s calling the president Papa?
“Oh my Gosh… don’t tell me she’s the president’s daughter? She’s the owner’s daughter of this place?!”
I asked inside my mind while looking at the president is currently heading to his daughter.
“I’m really glad to see my daughter today. I miss you so much!”
He gave a short kiss on her forehead. While me on the other side has dropped my jaw.
If her father is the president, which mean…. She is my boss…
“Oh fuck me…”
As I said in mind. Then, I could see that she’s actually smirking at me?!
I’m so fucked up..
What should I do now..?
After that, I’m quickly leaving the place because I cannot think anymore. I’m feeling hungry!
- - - - Flashback…
“You stupid ugly nerd girl!!”
*burkk!*
It seems that one of the bullies is swinging a vase to the glasses girl’s head, making she falls to the ground.
“Kyaaaaaa!!! Someone, please help me!!”
Screamed the girl as it seems that her head is bleeding heavily.
“Oii! What are you doing?!”
Suddenly, a tall boyish girl is interrupting them.
“Nee~ Sae-chan~ This is so fun. It seems that this stupid ugly nerd girl is harming herself!”
Said one of the bullies, making the tall girl mad.
“I don’t think she would do that to herself… aren’t you girls who were harming her before?”
“We did not! She was doing it by herself!”
But before she could argue furthermore, it seems that the glasses girl is suddenly fainted in front of her.
“Yukirin!”
The tall girl is quickly lifting her up and send her to the health center room.
- - - - Inside the teacher’s room…
“Sae-chan, is it true that Yuki-chan is hurting herself?”
Asked the teacher to her.
“What would you say that?”
Asked the tall girl with mad.
“Because her classmate told me that. So, I wanna hear it from you. Is it true or not?”
Asked the teacher as he wants to know.
“They are lying! I saw one of them was throwing a vase to her head and make her head bleeding!”
Explained the tall girl, making the teacher is arguing with her.
“You saw them? Were you with them before?”
Hearing the teacher’s question is making the tall girl becomes speechless for a while. Then, she looks deeply into her teacher’s eyes and saying,
“Sensei… I’m very sorry, I should have told you earlier that actually, Yukirin has always been bullied by those girls. I was with them before but now… not anymore. I hope you will punish all of us with fair and square…”
As the tall girl is bowing to her with guilty on her face. After that incident, the tall girl with three other bullies have been expelled from the school.
- - - -
— Someone POV —
After that incident, I didn’t manage to meet you anymore. You suddenly disappeared and I cannot search you anymore. I tried to ask all of the teachers in school, but it seems that they also don’t know where you went..
Even though I’m freed from being bullied, but it’s actually very tough for me to survive after you’re gone. I miss you so much…
I wanna see your face…
I wanna hear your energetic voice..
And I wanna hear your motivating words towards me…
It has been about 17 years, then suddenly, I saw a rumor article saying about you…
Your name is very familiar to me…
How you suddenly left your workplace within 24 hours..
At that time, I’m feeling very happy because at last, I can see you again…
I’ll be watching you, Miyazawa Sae…
— End of Someone POV —
End of Flashback…
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Gonna save here. Sexy voice Acchan. Gonna make their short dialogue after this, nee
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This is so legend right..? and my imagination was like..
TakaPapa, AtsuMama, and BabyJuri... puftt 
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TAKATSU
Atsumina
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My bad coz suddenly being crazy towards AtsuMina again but HECK!!
THIS MANGA DEFINITELY 100% ATSUMINA!! AM PRETTY SURE THE AUTHOR IS ATSUMINA FANS!! HAHA XD
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WTF am I reading now?!
THIS IS DEFINITELY ATSUMINA MANGA!! LOLOLOLOLOL
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This is Maeda Atsuko, agressive girl that really Love Takahashi Minami
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And this is Tsundere TAKAMINA!!! 
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