riley just sent me this and it's literally me about their characters LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK . like yes i'm sobbing over a character that exists in the void that is the conversations i have with riley about their writing . i am in PAIN and i can't even read anything more about this character to UNDO THE PAIN because THEY'RE FULLY CONTROLLED BY MY BEST FRIEND . 😭 @rrylies ur evil . ihy . (jk ily . but ur still evil .)

in the google doc. straight up "writing it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. Nothing

thinking about aus for ocs is so funny. like i already put this guy in a situation but what if i put them in another totally different one

the day i see an edit of altan to "you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me" in reference to shiro's lab i will die on the spot

love when fanfic writers are like “I love this character” & proceed to put them through shit even God has blacklisted, baby the middle ages called they want to hear your ideas

“tell me every terrible thing you ever did and let me love you anyway” but it’s rinkitay

Fallen angel

this reblog absolutely shattered my soul. "he never gets to heal. he never gets to be more." i fear i'll never recover

was feeling good and then i remembered altans last words were centered around finally getting his vengeance

Baji was silent for a moment. "Great Tortoise. That's a nice ship."

"What do you mean, that's a nice ship?"

"I mean, if that ship were a person, I would fuck that ship," said Baji.

DO THEY KNOW THEY'VE BEEN DRUGGED AND CAPTURED????

rin, while she still believed that altan was invincible: how did you learn to control the fire how do you block out the phoenix's voice in your head how

altan, with his crippling opium addiction: don't ask me how i did it i just did it it was HARD

Every writer has two sides:

"I love my characters, they are my children and will protect them with my life"

"I wanna make them suffer so fucking much"

shows doomed by the narrative? nah, shows doomed by netflix

Once I figure out how to convert the thoughts in my head into actual understandable concepts it is OVER for you bitches

i love messed up dynamics. also my fic is going. okay. (altan is having the longest conversation of his LIFE i keep trying to get them going but apparently he wants to keep talking and talking and talking) i also love my boy only breaks his favorite toys !!!

listening party is Not going well. @halfdeadsage im suing u for emotional damage.

save me hot shower

ANGSTY FANFIC YES (totally feel free to tell me anything / everything about it im already interested) and oh my god yes. you nailed it. last night i was thinking that down bad reminded me of another song but i couldnt think of it but its totally like miss americana and the heartbreak prince !!!!

listening party is Not going well. @halfdeadsage im suing u for emotional damage.