I want to be loved so badly. Almost as much as I want to share love. And the idea that it may never happen hurts more then I could ever describe.

proudly-below-average

“It’s all messy: The hair. The bed. The words. The heart. Life…”

— William Leal.     (via retratou)

Do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad..

You had me, but then you decided i wasn’t enough .

Oh my god, I still love you don't I?

I just cried in the shower for the first time in a while.

I wish I could say I feel better after that, or worse or something but in all honesty, I just feel the same. More precisely I still don’t feel anything.

Maybe I never will again....maybe that’s for the best.